This song is about Moment X. The moment every single one of us has in our lives.
Some of us face it only once, others can meet the Moment X multiple times, but everybody does.

It can take different forms and completely different meanings depending on the person. It can be happy, it can be sad, it can bring joy, or it can bring despair.
We are all humans, and we tend to have somewhat similar experiences, and at the same time, our lives are different and unique.

So we may have our own definition for what Moment X actually means.

Moment X

MOMENT X

Champions (with Kamrie and Robsan)

prod by yungspoiler
art by wheeeaty

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lace1/cardigan-feat-hovis-2

cardigan (feat. hovis)

Infinito by Razteria featuring Lucas Rochaix

Official release October 20, 2018 

Music & Lyrics by Renee Asteria Penaloza 
Guitar by Lucas Rochaix 
Backing vocals Francisco Vicente Penaloza & Razteria 
Live Drums by Jayme Arredondo & Andres Delacasa 
Percussion by Oscar Reyes recorded at 
Arrangement, production, performance, edit, mix by Renee Asteria/Razteria 
Master by TrakWorx 
Tracked originally by Andres Thomas at Chafirete Estudio in Olivos, Argentina 
together with Lucas Rochaix (guitar), Andres Delacasa (drums) and Raian ValenÇa JoÃo (bass). Retracked and produced at Truffula Oak Studio. 

Art by Dicke (@dicktowers69) 
Graphic design by Razteria

Infinito
V1
Solo quiero un amor - (Amor   Amor)
Con quien pueda compartir - (todo,  darte todo)
Mi unicornio azul - (Amor   Amor)
Sentir el palpitar 
de tu corazón
Respirar tu espiración (breath, respirar)
Y Sonar (Sonar)
Un sueño que nunca se termina

CH1
Somos tan diferentes 
Nos queremos igual
Y no hay nada más importante 
(Nos queremos igual, nos queremos igual)
Dicen que es imposible
Que no va funcionar 
No les voy a escuchar
(No hay nada más importante que Amar)

V2
Manana no se si (no se, no se)
Voy a estar aqui (aqui, en esta Vida)
Entonces aprovecho (Vida linda)
No tengo miedo lastimarme
Me voy a lanzar

CH2
Somos tan distintos 
(Amor imposible)  
Nos amamos igual
No hay nada más importante que Amar
Venimos tan lejos
(Amor infinito) 
No voy a regresar
Me voy a lanzar
(No hay nada más importante)





Verse 3
En el Amor no hay fronteras (fronteras, no hay)
Sin limites ni reglas 
Como Cuando miro tus ojos  
Somos como dos espejos 
(Reflejándose Miles y miles de veces)
Más de Mil millones
Una mirada que nunca se termina

CH3
Somos tan diferentes 
(Amor Infinito)
Nos amamos igual
Y no hay nada más importante
(nos amamos igual igual)

VERSE 4

Quiero unir
Mundos con tigo
Mis Multitudes de raíces 
Chiquititas y finitas
A tus gruesas y profundas
Dando luz a una planta
Que resiste cualquier clima
Una Vida que nunca se termina

CH4  
Somos tan diferentes 
(Amor Imposible)
Nos queremos igual
Y no hay nada más importante que Amar
(Nos amamos igual)
Dicen que es imposible
(Amor Imposible)
Que no va funcionar 
(No hay nada más importante)
No les voy a escuchar
(No hay nada más importante) 

Somos tan distintos 
(Amor infinito)
Nos amamos igual
No hay nada más importante 
Venimos tan lejos
(Amor infinito) 
No voy a regresar
Me voy a lanzar

Y Amar

Infinito

Official website www.urbangirlmusic.com
E-mail: robin@urbangirlmusic.com
Instagram @robinsand
Official Calamity video at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCrw-kqvHJg


CALAMITY

When your playing the games 
Trying to save face
Hiding your shame
Those words, they have a name
That fades love away
I’m over this pain


Chorus
I will survive this calamity
You haven’t seen the very best of me
You can’t squeeze, all the breath, out of me

I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity

2nd Vs.
You, brought out the dark
Put out the spark
Just walked away
You know, karma comes back
Was all in your hands
My soul understands

Chorus
I will survive this calamity
You haven’t seen the very best of me
You can’t squeeze, all the breath, out of me

I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity

I’ve sustained every stick and stone
Burned deep into my bones
Watch how the truth unfolds
I’ll keep on living!

I’ve sustained every stick and stone
Burned deep into my bones
Watch how the truth unfolds
I’ll keep on living!

Watch the official Calamity video at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCrw-kqvHJg


Written by: Sierra Leigh Heurmann, Robin Anne Sandoval, Flaviyake, Taylor Ray Sparks

Calamity (Feat. Sierra and the Radicals)

Infinity by Renay
Music/Lyrics/Production/Performance/Mix by Razteria
Master by TrakWorx

Infinity Beat

Infinity (Instrumental)

Wanna Share written by Renay
Co-produced by BTWN Productions - Joseph Pepe & Zack Burke.

Verse 1
Night time I see you in my visions
You in my minds eye
I keep on keeping to my purpose
You will not pass me by

Prechorus 1
Someday will be together
whenever wherever whenever
I’m patient

Chorus 1
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
Share my body and mind nothing to hide

Hook 1
Wanna share share share share share

Verse 2
Sunrise I’m hyper focused
natural rhythm of my life
you will not go unnoticed
I will never compromise

Prechorus 2
One day we’ll be together
whenever wherever whenever
I’m patient

Chorus 2
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
(every part of my life every part of me)
Share my body and mind nothing to hide
Wanna share share share share share
(every part of my life every part of me)

Hook 2
Wanna share share share share share
all I’ve been shown
I Wanna share share share share share
all I have known

Post Chorus
Wanna share share share share share
I Wanna share share share share share
all I’ve been shown

Chorus 3
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
(every part of my life every part of me)
Share my body and mind nothing to hide
(every part of my life)
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
(every part of my life)
Share my body and mind create a new life
(Beyond yours or mine, lets see what we find)

Outro
(I wanna - with you - I wanna)
Wanna share share share share share
All that I own
I wanna share share share share share
All that I own

Let’s see what we find

Wanna Share

“BOMS” (blood of my soul) is a hauntingly passionate song. Representing the vulnerability felt when loving unconditionally. The edgy instrumentals are accompanied by raw, intense vocals. It is strange and beautiful. “BOMS” was recently released as a dedication to the lives needlessly lost to police brutality. All profits will be donated to The Equal Justice Initiative. 

Cover art collaboration with Baidi Kamagate. Kora by Yocouba Diarra, cuatro by Jackelyn Rago, live drums by Jayme Arredondo. All other instrumentals/vocals/mix by Razteria (me). Mastered by Trakworx.

BOMS

BOMS (blood of my soul)

Not your usual love... but not unusual to us.

Produced by BabiiCris a.k.a. Versoul.

Unusual feat. Ka$h wit a K

Stop is a new single that I’m honored to present to you. For me it represents ending the toxic relationships that we have within ourselves and with each other and realizing how powerful we are. I want to extend this message to symbolize the necessary end to current systems in place that prevent us from realizing our full potential. 

Thank you multimedia artist Miriam Speyer (IG: https://www.instagram.com/miriam_speyer/) for the masterful highly symbolic artwork. I highly recommend her for commissioned artwork and also, she is a very talented musical artist. Please check her out!

The music is written, produced, performed, engineered (recorded, mixed) by myself, with Jayme Arredondo (IG: https://www.instagram.com/jay.beatz.one/) as co-writer, co-producer and performer. It features Tomas Salcedo (Twitter: @TomasTheChilean) on electric guitar, Cello Joe (IG: https://www.instagram.com/cellojoe) on Cello, and was mastered by Justin Weiss of TrakWorx (IG: https://www.instagram.com/trakworxmastering).

STOP

Stop

“Why”, my new single, of a “classic” song I wrote 15 years ago. (link in bio)
The message is still relevant for me. Speaking to the irrationality of the human condition, our duality or rather --multifacetedness--, the desire to taste good and bad, that one does not exist without the other, and, there is no hierarchy. There is beauty in pain we inflict on ourselves and others and that is ultimately what I’m trying to capture in this song. 
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When I wrote the first version of this song, I channeled something that I did not yet understand. It was born out of a very toxic pattern that I had with myself, my sexuality and more specifically my relationships with men. I realize now that the pattern progressed from early childhood experiences which formed me into who I am today.  Rather than blame myself or others, I become aware of the transformational power of those experiences, therein lies the beauty in the toxicity. 
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I have no regrets and I embrace all my sides, all my demons and my desires. Each day that I am here still, my awareness is ever expanding.
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I still haven’t quite figured out how to break the patterns necessarily but I am aware of them and there is no regret. I’m still alive and healthy and young and powerful and so everything just gives me greater perspective. I think when we push ourselves to extremes, we as a result develop empathy for those that find themselves in those extreme situations. We’ve tasted it and even though it was mentally destabilizing or physically painful, it allowed us to grow towards whatever heightened consciousness we may have the opportunity to develop, God willing, given that every moment is a gift. 
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The tug-of-war that we have been conditioned to make into a hierarchy “the good over the bad” / “the white over the black”, it's all one in the same, necessary parts of our Life experience. Our pursuit of perfection is just a distraction, the imperfections make us unique and push us to grow as long as we don’t wallow in self critique. 

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Credits
WHY (aka So Irrational)
(2020)
Composed, arranged, performed, recorded and mixed by Razteria (Renee Asteria Penaloza)
Mastered by TrakWorx @trakworxmastering 
Picture by Baidi Kamagate @im_baidi @le_noir_px

Special thanks to the original musicians that recorded the first full band version (So Irrational, from Album "Caras de Agente Doble E" 2007 ) in Buenos Aires, Argentina in 2006. Matias Martyn (original engineer) @matimartyn / Manuel Lugea (drums) @manu.luge / Pedro Olcese (original bass) Lucas Detone (original guitar). Hear the original: https://asteriarecords.bandcamp.com/track/so-irrational

Infinito

Razteria

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