Champions (with Kamrie and Robsan)

prod by yungspoiler
art by wheeeaty

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lace1/cardigan-feat-hovis-2

cardigan (feat. hovis)

Official website www.urbangirlmusic.com
E-mail: robin@urbangirlmusic.com
Instagram @robinsand
Official Calamity video at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCrw-kqvHJg


CALAMITY

When your playing the games 
Trying to save face
Hiding your shame
Those words, they have a name
That fades love away
I’m over this pain


Chorus
I will survive this calamity
You haven’t seen the very best of me
You can’t squeeze, all the breath, out of me

I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity

2nd Vs.
You, brought out the dark
Put out the spark
Just walked away
You know, karma comes back
Was all in your hands
My soul understands

Chorus
I will survive this calamity
You haven’t seen the very best of me
You can’t squeeze, all the breath, out of me

I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity
I will survive this calamity

I’ve sustained every stick and stone
Burned deep into my bones
Watch how the truth unfolds
I’ll keep on living!

I’ve sustained every stick and stone
Burned deep into my bones
Watch how the truth unfolds
I’ll keep on living!

Watch the official Calamity video at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCrw-kqvHJg


Written by: Sierra Leigh Heurmann, Robin Anne Sandoval, Flaviyake, Taylor Ray Sparks

Calamity (Feat. Sierra and the Radicals)

Infinity by Renay
Music/Lyrics/Production/Performance/Mix by Razteria
Master by TrakWorx

Infinity
By Renee Asteria Penaloza

You hit me like sunrays
Beams fill me I’m flying
A manic ballistic 
circling the planet
A million miles a minute 
Im Flying like a bullet 

Love is Infinity
So much love inside me
It blinds me
I’ll never forget

My love is infinity 
Love is all we need
I love you infinitely
Far beyond what eyes see 

My Body melts away 
Radiation decay 
my essence just the best 
A trillion miles a second 
higher than the purest
higher than the purest

I love you Infinitely
You’ll always be, Forever part of me 
I’ll never regret

I love you infinitely
Love is all we need
What will be will be
You’ll always be part of me

I Love you
Mmm

My love is infinity
I love you infinitely
Your Forever part of me
Love is all we need

I love you infinitely
So much love it blinds me
I don’t need to see
Love is all we need

Infinity

Infinity by Renay
Music/Lyrics/Production/Performance/Mix by Razteria
Master by TrakWorx

Infinity Beat

Infinity (Instrumental)

Wanna Share written by Renay
Co-produced by BTWN Productions - Joseph Pepe & Zack Burke.

Verse 1
Night time I see you in my visions
You in my minds eye
I keep on keeping to my purpose
You will not pass me by

Prechorus 1
Someday will be together
whenever wherever whenever
I’m patient

Chorus 1
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
Share my body and mind nothing to hide

Hook 1
Wanna share share share share share

Verse 2
Sunrise I’m hyper focused
natural rhythm of my life
you will not go unnoticed
I will never compromise

Prechorus 2
One day we’ll be together
whenever wherever whenever
I’m patient

Chorus 2
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
(every part of my life every part of me)
Share my body and mind nothing to hide
Wanna share share share share share
(every part of my life every part of me)

Hook 2
Wanna share share share share share
all I’ve been shown
I Wanna share share share share share
all I have known

Post Chorus
Wanna share share share share share
I Wanna share share share share share
all I’ve been shown

Chorus 3
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
(every part of my life every part of me)
Share my body and mind nothing to hide
(every part of my life)
Wanna share all the good times even all of the strife
(every part of my life)
Share my body and mind create a new life
(Beyond yours or mine, lets see what we find)

Outro
(I wanna - with you - I wanna)
Wanna share share share share share
All that I own
I wanna share share share share share
All that I own

Let’s see what we find

Wanna Share

“BOMS” (blood of my soul) is a hauntingly passionate song. Representing the vulnerability felt when loving unconditionally. The edgy instrumentals are accompanied by raw, intense vocals. It is strange and beautiful. “BOMS” was recently released as a dedication to the lives needlessly lost to police brutality. All profits will be donated to The Equal Justice Initiative. 

Cover art collaboration with Baidi Kamagate. Kora by Yocouba Diarra, cuatro by Jackelyn Rago, live drums by Jayme Arredondo. All other instrumentals/vocals/mix by Razteria (me). Mastered by Trakworx.

BOMS

BOMS (blood of my soul)

Not your usual love... but not unusual to us.

Produced by BabiiCris a.k.a. Versoul.

Unusual feat. Ka$h wit a K

Stop is a new single that I’m honored to present to you. For me it represents ending the toxic relationships that we have within ourselves and with each other and realizing how powerful we are. I want to extend this message to symbolize the necessary end to current systems in place that prevent us from realizing our full potential. 

Thank you multimedia artist Miriam Speyer (IG: https://www.instagram.com/miriam_speyer/) for the masterful highly symbolic artwork. I highly recommend her for commissioned artwork and also, she is a very talented musical artist. Please check her out!

The music is written, produced, performed, engineered (recorded, mixed) by myself, with Jayme Arredondo (IG: https://www.instagram.com/jay.beatz.one/) as co-writer, co-producer and performer. It features Tomas Salcedo (Twitter: @TomasTheChilean) on electric guitar, Cello Joe (IG: https://www.instagram.com/cellojoe) on Cello, and was mastered by Justin Weiss of TrakWorx (IG: https://www.instagram.com/trakworxmastering).

STOP

Stop

“Why”, my new single, of a “classic” song I wrote 15 years ago. (link in bio)
The message is still relevant for me. Speaking to the irrationality of the human condition, our duality or rather --multifacetedness--, the desire to taste good and bad, that one does not exist without the other, and, there is no hierarchy. There is beauty in pain we inflict on ourselves and others and that is ultimately what I’m trying to capture in this song. 
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When I wrote the first version of this song, I channeled something that I did not yet understand. It was born out of a very toxic pattern that I had with myself, my sexuality and more specifically my relationships with men. I realize now that the pattern progressed from early childhood experiences which formed me into who I am today.  Rather than blame myself or others, I become aware of the transformational power of those experiences, therein lies the beauty in the toxicity. 
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I have no regrets and I embrace all my sides, all my demons and my desires. Each day that I am here still, my awareness is ever expanding.
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I still haven’t quite figured out how to break the patterns necessarily but I am aware of them and there is no regret. I’m still alive and healthy and young and powerful and so everything just gives me greater perspective. I think when we push ourselves to extremes, we as a result develop empathy for those that find themselves in those extreme situations. We’ve tasted it and even though it was mentally destabilizing or physically painful, it allowed us to grow towards whatever heightened consciousness we may have the opportunity to develop, God willing, given that every moment is a gift. 
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The tug-of-war that we have been conditioned to make into a hierarchy “the good over the bad” / “the white over the black”, it's all one in the same, necessary parts of our Life experience. Our pursuit of perfection is just a distraction, the imperfections make us unique and push us to grow as long as we don’t wallow in self critique. 

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Credits
WHY (aka So Irrational)
(2020)
Composed, arranged, performed, recorded and mixed by Razteria (Renee Asteria Penaloza)
Mastered by TrakWorx @trakworxmastering 
Picture by Baidi Kamagate @im_baidi @le_noir_px

Special thanks to the original musicians that recorded the first full band version (So Irrational, from Album "Caras de Agente Doble E" 2007 ) in Buenos Aires, Argentina in 2006. Matias Martyn (original engineer) @matimartyn / Manuel Lugea (drums) @manu.luge / Pedro Olcese (original bass) Lucas Detone (original guitar). Hear the original: https://asteriarecords.bandcamp.com/track/so-irrational

BOMS (blood of my soul)

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