talk2me

official video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gj-KOLu4V-U

some words: 
the promo 4 this song has been crayZ and im glad u guys enjoy it as much as i did recording it. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

vampire

september

prod. DutchRevz
OUT SEPTEMBER 2ND *streaming below*
https://linktr.ee/1endie
time after time
the world spins it doesn’t stop when you feel like it should
how could you be living your best life if you’re always online
when you’re typing line after line
and you go outside
and you realize
the whole world is waiting for you
but now i’m lost

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

you can dream of
someone to lean on
the promises you keep up
should never feel wrong
i dont think you know what’s best for you
gotta keep my head on straight
cause i never wanna look back on the past
only 60 on the dash
and i promise it’ll last if you try a little harder
punch 100 on the dash so we go a little farther
while we’re trying not to crash
our car is running out of gas
and its all messed up in a world where your best is not enough
and i’ll always look back
cause you’re all i had

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

no one is ahead of me
no one is ahead of me
my head collapse
yeah i knew i would burn and crash
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i swear i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn

spotify

love like that

love u :)

lyrics:
took a train ride across the country
now im starting to see what im missing out on
days pass and u never really call but
your startin to see what your missing out on
half a milli in couple weeks 
shows money sleep repeat
never really knew i could get this far
cold drugs antihistamine
girls offa lsd
never really knew i could get this far

been on my own minute now
its been too long feelin stressed out
they said roll with the punches

well i said fuck this
i think i fall in love quick
i dont wanna talk shit
can we change the subject?
now im with a drunk bitch 
talking bout her husband
i dont wanna hear nun
can we change the subject? 

at a party with these strangers idk
and i really wish she’d say sum
but kinda wish she dont
she got blue hair hairdyed*
it matches her sweater
if she ask me how im feelin
say idk i could be better

been up for 24 hours
she gave me 24 flowers at
ive been ive been alone in my room
she said the world could be ours 
but thats a scary ass thought
i mean like what would i do
i never even 
thought 
that i would get this far

can we change the subject?

HLFD

BXNES

@re6ce
prod. grayskies
https://ffm.to/heartatt4ck

lyrics:
Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
So I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

heart attack w/ re6ce

out on all plats
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3E6yQkIDGNAIPpNBS1e38u?si=8e6e166a5bed45fe
p: @shadeaway

lyrics:
I see your eyes around the corner
I splash my face into some water
Yeah, paranoia, and disorders
It's not safe, I tried to warn her

She didn't listen 
yeah she was fuckin' gone in an instant
I start to lose cognition
It's gone along with my vision

It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I lead my mind into a ditch 
think I might pop my fucking lid
They tell me I'll go far and I'm just a kid
I know, but I don't really want to exist

It's so damn hard to stay awake
Bad thoughts, and all of these headaches
My minds a glass, about to break
Overthink about every step I take

It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

haunted

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/05H7DFe2YnGGrIokYRhAnG?si=8_dJSMLYQ8qMqEzGoBV5dQ
art by visualsbykura
prod: grayskies

lyrics: 
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

So won't you tell me what I did wrong
Spent so long tryna find out where I belong
Fucked up from the way you string me along
I'm so fuckin sick and tired of the love songs

I don't want your love, but I need it
Thinking about my past gonna leave me steady grieving
I cared so much, don't give a fuck if you believe me
I've never been smart, so it's not hard to deceive me

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

I hate you
You say you want me dead, I don't blame you
I don't get why this is what it came to
I don't remember one time that you came through

So save your words
It'll be a long time till we mature
My brain is fogged, my visions blurred
I guess I got what I deserved

I can't stand to be alone
Like why won't you pickup your phone
You break me down, and leave me broke
Yeah, all the pain that you invoke

Did I even love you in the first place
How can I wish someone the best in the worst way
I miss putting my arms around your waist
I hate seeing your face on the worst days

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage
(so won't you)
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

dissonance

--- lyrics ---

You pushed me away, but that's fine you don't wanna talk anyway
I see the numbers getting to your brain
We gave you too many chances
Still you can't take the blame
It's just wasted potential, the person that you are
Keeping it confidential, and honestly It's sad that
You're so revengeful, to people you know care about 
"How is your mental?" (I feel so dismantled)

Honestly, It was your choice of words
You could've used them better could've made this work
It was your own choice, now you're the one feeling hurt
You're so naive now, don't realize we fell apart

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't

See the crash out, blame it all on me but you're the one that'll act out
You're the one who fired shots first, now you back down
Is it cause you care, or you'll get hurt, by the stats now
Claim we never fell out
It hurts to hear you lie on my name
Wish you would claim what you did but you never take blame
You were the one that started it ignited the flame
Now that you're gone I'm feeling better but it won't be the same

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't save yourself

farewell

A song about healing from existential crisis

talk2me

re6ce (@re6ce)