If you feel any of the same, I hope this makes you feel a little less alone. 
Produced by Xavien, mixed by me 
Everything I do feels pointless. 

♡ L Y R I C S ♡

I been
Going
Through it 
Real fast

Don’t you
Move on
From it
Too fast

Minds up in that daisy, no concept i’m fading
Two pints of that hennessy, im down bad and i’m hating

You I
Always 
Found it
Calming

You 
Were
Every
thing
i 
wanted

Times up and it’s crazy, i feel like I'm crazy
 Sometimes i think that i’m better when i’m faded 

And I could feel your pain now, 
Anguish in the rain now
Wish i had the balls to end it blow my fucking brains out
Take my conscience ness and everything i love away now
There’s clarity in everything i’d rather be insane now 

Wish 
I
Could Just
Fucking
End it
Leave it
Now

Wish 
I
Could Just
Fucking
End it
Leave me
Down
Leave me
Out

I don’t wanna live in a world without you babe 
You were my everything to me

Tell me why, i feel so
tired of the day
By the end of the night

I HATE THIS PLACE

Hellrasier

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lyrics: 

The girl i like won’t text me back 
All these feelings holding back
I could tell you every single story that i fucking have 
Holding onto memories of someone else
I know it’s bad 
But something bout you different so i think i might just put the past-

i can’t save titanic so i’ll cry 
i’m right here in your arms tonight 
it hurts so bad i might just die 
i cannot save myself tonight 
i can’t save titanic so i’ll cry 
i’m right here in your arms tonight 
it hurts so bad i might just die 
i cannot save myself tonight 

Floating out of consciousness 
Searching for a piece of it
Wake up every morning, if i’d tell you that’s the worst of it 
I’m lying, cuz the nightly thoughts come fuck me up 
7 days without your touch, multiply that number with the bitches who just wanna fuck 

Aye
You gave me wings to fly
then cut em off right by the riverside
Never been crying this much with my guys and i hate that i’m feeling this feeling again
They don’t understand
They will never understand 
The pain that has amounted cuz i’m tired of this living man

i can’t open up again
you fucked me up 
i hate your friends  
i’m wondering 
when’s it gonna end 
i hate you dearly and 

i can’t save titanic so i’ll cry 
i’m right here in your arms tonight 
it hurts so bad i might just die 
i cannot save myself tonight 
i can’t save titanic so i’ll cry 
i’m right here in your arms tonight 
it hurts so bad i might just die 
i cannot save myself tonight 

i can’t save titanic so i’ll cry 
i’m right here in your arms tonight 
it hurts so bad i might just die 
i cannot save myself tonight 
i can’t save titanic so i’ll cry 
i’m right here in your arms tonight 
it hurts so bad i might just die 
i cannot save myself tonight

Titanic  (Prod. Autrioly)

Suicide Letter 3.5

the beginning and the end 

produced by arcane 
mixed & mastered by kc

LYRICS :

To find way, and I’ll leave you now
To find me, and I’ll leave you now, oh-oh

Hope my flight delayed tonight
I hope you bitches drown in sorrow 
Faded drinking whiskey til’ I’m tapping out the bottle
This shit ain’t no murder shit, 
Torture what I’m supposed to swallow
Geeking my impending doom gon’ tell me that there’s no tomorrow 
I’m off the perks, the henny kill me can’t be sober 
Put in the work, fuck all the hate and made this touchdown
Ash all on my jeans (yeah)
Company at my feet (yeah)
You done changed so much on me now all my friends desist 
Lonelier than ever in this hotel
Home so far so I can’t heal and no one know how I feel
Shit like tug of war again, I got coat hangers that touched you (yeah)
Mona lisa, I paint you 
I’m a bad guy I stained you 
Then I wake up 7 A.M police knocking at my door
He like “Sir you know this chick”? and I’m like “Uh-huh, yeah of course”
I had my hands cut, body falling to the floor
A purple photograph, a polaroid of what we were 

Why all my friends been changing? 
In the marvelous surface
The tattoo on your body
Got me moving like a zombie
I don’t wanna be rich or famous
I just want your face last time
One more try
Give me one more night (get me out my feelings i been feeling like I’m dead)
One more light, give me one more try

I don’t have no one in my life this is sad
I don’t have no one inside I can rest 
I spent time tryna get it out
You ever seen a rich man with nothing in his house? 
With nothing in his house

Nothings In The House

had to die ft V1V1D & juli (+love, matt & blocktane)

produced by Hunna G
my unreleased freestyle from take a seat, rap on the beat
real life imma die young, im still litter and im finer


I HATE THIS PLACE

KID COLE