Ok I been fighting with my demons we can’t reach a settlement
Put all of my thoughts into my music that’s my sedative
I’m just tryna stay strong but can I naw that’s a negative
Live without no regrets but regretting all the things I did

I’m a walking contradiction
I’m a worthless piece of trash
Try to act like all this fiction
I don’t wanna end up last
Gotta put a smile on my face
To hide the sad won’t leave a trace
And if I’m being fully honest I’m just
Stressing about these dates
Cus what if my best just ain’t good enough
I’ve been paving my own way but what if none of it is good enough
They don’t know I want my music perfect it still turn out rough
Feeling frustrated from this writers block and other stuff
Gotta vision for my craft and I just try to stick right to it
But when it don’t turn out right it just feels hard to get right through it
I know nothing can be perfect but like I said I still want it
In my room every night like I hope this one is my first hit
You asking me to drop
All you seem to want is songs
Don’t know what goes along
Cus pressures all I ever got

Sedative (prod jkei and proddg)

kid wave