music

Original Songs (2017-2025)

first vocaloid song oop
(TW MENTION OF SELF HARM)
LYRICS:

Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
All the things I shouldn't do my impulses are shining through 
You're alone, nobody's there
Social conscience truly rare 
I can't push away the thought of people lying that they care 
Dizzying, it's like I'm falling 
Look away it's really nothing
Artificial colors flavors, faking authenticity 
It's so good so sweet and tasty 
Melting mouths you're going crazy 
I can't help it reasons gone, and everybody's falling down 

Psychedelic lucid dreams 
Candy made with LSD 
I know they will never see my twisted spin on sanity 
Everybody's asking why 
Don't ya know it's time to die 
Fracturing the human mind with all the pieces strewn around!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

You refuse to say you've lost
Tangled up in candy floss
Running out of lies to make, next thing ya know you'll pay the cost
Fake the smiles that we wear
Your facade is quite impaired!
Lying your way through life's not gonna get ya anywhere

Everyone is outta luck
Everybody's time is up 
You and I are quite alike but that means I have gone corrupt 
Why is no one asking why don't ya know it's time to die 
Shattering the minds of many, all the pieces strewn about!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me I'm a foul mess
I can't help it longer
Go away just leave me be
Everybody shall rot away so
One two three, and we'll snap our necks!
Don't you get we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look again, I'm a foul mess!
Everything is melting away
Go away, this is truly me!
Everybody should rot away

Logically I shouldn't be so mad about the things that people do, but clearly, it's because of you
Don't you know I really do not care if no one's really even there, but really, it's because of you
Candy-coated broken dreams. your minds your souls not truly free. Everything is breaking down, because of you
Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
Everything you know is gone, because of you

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

MP3: http://www.mediafire.com/file/aaisdta7726om5v/Candyman.mp3
Instrumental: http://www.mediafire.com/file/e4dysxoadhusgkd/Candyman_INST.wav
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 128

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Candyman

【Fukase English】Candyman【Original Song】

(WARNING: DERMATILLOMANIA)

thats a lot of damage 
sponsered by phil swift

This song was so fun to make! I hope you all like it as much as I do :)
Yeah I worked on this instead of the PV I said I was gonna make... honestly, I might commision someone else to make it?? idk it's rlly tedious (like making songs isn't lol) and I'd rather make more songs than releasing a PV for an older one :) 

(BTW I might upload a remaster of this mid-2018 maybe cause there's some things I might wanna change >->. Same with Candyman!)

LYRICS:
I'm a time bomb
Oh, there's something wrong
Why can't you see?
All these defects litter me
Scrape away my flaws
Trying, I can't stop!
It will never end
All my progress come and gone
"This is best for you!"
Hey, I'm trying to!
Every single time, I don't even realize
Don't be mad at me
Hide so they won't see
You don't understand,
I know that it's hurting me!

Habits hard to break
Mistakes that we make
Every inch of me covered in new scars to be
Don't leave me alone
The urge has only grown
So unsatisfied 
My resistance overthrown

It will fade away, just the way I like
Things I tell myself, so I stop to mind
Push those thoughts away, ringing in my head
I can't stop it now,
digging in my skin...

Oh my god, what have I done?
Damaged now I'm feeling numb
I'm counting down till self-destruct!
I knew it'd have this result.

Please just tell me why
I feel this inside
Puts me in a daze
In it's morbid, twisted ways
I am moribund
It's pestiferous!
What have I become? 
Now it cannot be undone

Now just fade away, it'll all be fine
Please don't point it out! Ignore all the signs
You can see it all, just leave me alone
Now it feels like it's all set in stone

It will fade away, just the way I like
Things I tell myself, so I stop to mind
Force those thoughts away, ringing in my head
I can't stop it now,
digging in my skin...

Guiltiness, it coats my hands
Hey, I guess it's not too bad!
It's hard to stop, please understand
I'll abide my mind's demands
But I don't know, can't guarantee
What is this?
It's killing me!
I've tried but I guess you can see the damage that it's done to me...

It all fades away, becoming a blur
Thoughts stuck in my head, never to be heard
Hours, maybe days, I can't even tell
I know afterwards it'll feel like hell

Oh my god, what have I done?
Damaged now I'm feeling numb
I'm counting down till self-destruct!
I knew it'd have this result oh,
I know it's a guarantee!
Please shut up,
YOU'RE KILLING ME
I've tried but I guess you can see the damage that it's done to me...

My body, forever stained.
My tears, they flood down the drain.


SONG: me :)
VOCALS: DEX
Instrumental: https://www.mediafire.com/file/tc5dwtmuwvgqxmu/DamageToMeINST%28HARMONIES%29.wav (+harmonies)
https://www.mediafire.com/file/szy0z40aeozikpg/DamageToMeINST.wav (-harmonies)
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 140

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Feel free to talk to me!

【DEX】Damage To Me【Original Song】

(TW DISSOCIATION/DEREALIZATION)

MERRY MCHECKIN CHRISTMAS MY DUDES

This is my 14-day make a song challenge... song?!?!?!?!!! 
so yeah i made it in 2 weeks lol

LYRICS:

Look around, you're safe and sound
Until you finally realize
You're not who you're supposed to be
And everybody's mad at me
Oh, why I do the things I do
I really try to compensate for
The so many things I cause
It's out of my control
It's begun
It's started now
The chaos from inside of me
It sprouts from the depths of my soul
And festers in my mind
Fogging up my eyes and sight
Deteriorates along with me 
My thoughts are strangling my heart
They change my point of view

Though I know its not because of me I feel its so
Really though, I'm fine. So you can take a hike and go
Problems I am causing make me feel like I could drown
Screaming out my voice is calling
Never hear a sound

I'll become a lifeless entity 
That's who I should be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I cannot change
Look around, you're safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's sickening
I'm sickening
I'm falling to the ground

I'll become lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me that's really strange
Why I do the things I do
you're lying now it can't be true
They're bickering
They're bickering
I know it's all my fault


How's it going?
How are you?
I feel my earth has gone astray
And everybody's shouting out
These meaningless atrocities
Oh, why am I sobbing?
I'm too weak
No nothing's solid anymore
Not really here
Fulfilled my fears
I give up my control

Though I know it's not because of me I feel its so
Really though, I'm fine. So you can take a hike and go
Problems I am causing make me feel like I could drown
Screaming out my voice is calling
Never hear a sound

I've become a lifeless entity
That's who I wanna be
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I cannot change
Look around, you're safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's sickening
I'm sickening
I'm falling to the ground

I've become lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me that's really strange
Why I do the things I do
you're lying now it can't be true
They're bickering
They're bickering
I know it's all my fault

Floating up, reach to the sky
Then fall back down again.
Everything is so surreal
It's bound to fade away...

Flying up, reach to the sky
I'll fall back down again.
Nothing's real
Oh, I'm not real!
I'm gonna go somewhere 
So far away...

I'm nothing

I am but a lifeless entity!
That's what I'll always be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I'll never change
Looking 'round, I'm safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's comforting
It's comforting
I cannot touch the ground.

Oh, I'm but a lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be
I'm drifting
I'm drifting
It's part of me that cannot change
Why I do the things I do
I cannot tell what's really true
They're listening
They're listening
I know its all my fault...

Why I do the things I do
I cannot tell what's really true
They're listening
They're listening
I know its all my fault...

mp3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lorD6Uw5Ihy30RJhx1i_kxTSdQXS8-Pe?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 155

My social media:
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drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

【Fukase English】lifeless【Original Song】

"I would never like you!"

video games and love......... an interesting combo ;))

happy valentines day! I've been working on this song since Candyman and i'm SO HAPPY I GET TO RELEASE IT TODAY!!

LYRICS:
Friend request still pending
Same as it's always been
Not gonna let you in
You know you'll never win! 
Happiness is indistinct
I guess it's not for me!
I've got the things I need
Holds things I can't forsee!
Really, what's this all about?
I'd rather quit the game
It just won't be the same
It would be you to blame
These feelings I can't control
I would never like you!
Thought it was just a fluke
I guess its really true...
[1 2 3 4!]
(CHOR)
Hold on now, this is just insane! 
I don't think this is how you play the game.
This is crazy, but I think you might be cheating!
Hold up now, is this really real?
This is not what I am supposed to feel!
Hey, what is happening?
What have you done to me?!
(CHOR END)
[すきじゃない！]
I've patched the bugs
It's all okay!
I won't ever again
[HEY HEY!]
I'll do all that I can
To prevent your stupid plan!
[OWO]
My feelings I can't control
Do I really like you?
[OH NO!]
If so, I think I'm screwed!
It could never be true...
[1 2 3 4!]
(CHOR)
Hold on now, this is just insane! 
I don't think this is how you play the game.
This is crazy, but I think you might be cheating!
Hold up now, is this really real?
This is not what I am supposed to feel!
Tell me, what is happening?
What have you done to me?!
Come on now, are you kidding me?!
This is not some kind of RPG!
Going crazy
Cause I know that you are cheating!
Stop it now, you're delirious!
My heart aching so
Are you serious?!
Tell me, what is happening?
What have you done to me?!
(CHOR END)
(RAP)
I know that this is all meaningless
But, I can't help if I want to express
That love is a waste and distasteful!
You're a big idiot, you know?!
I won't stand for this any longer!
I'm impatient
Wating, not over!
Oh, it's no use, and I'm gonna lose!
Nothing I do seems to be   s t o p p i n   g     y     o     u 
(RAP END)
[1 2 3 4!]
[1 2 3 4!]
[1 2 3 4!]
(CHOR)
Hold on now, this is just insane! 
I don't think this is how you play the game.
This is crazy, but I think I might be cheating!
Hold up now, this is so unreal!
I dunno what I am supposed to feel!
Tell me, what is happening?
What have you done to me?!
Come on now, are you kidding me?!
This is not some kind of RPG!
Going crazy
Cause I'm positive you're cheating!
Think I'm goin' delirious
My heart aching so
Are you serious?!
Tell me, what is happening?
What have you done to me?!
Now you've really done it
You're in love with me!
(END)

VOCALS: MEGPOID ENGLISH (ft. OTOMACHI UNA)
MP3/INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1MRIG3jgWT0lQi4QvZqJAcvd63dLW7xi3
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 140

My social media:
twitter.com/le_RIP_
ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
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drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

【Gumi English】1v1【Original Song】

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, AND SWEARING

YOUTUBE PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vtn_yA3Oio&feature=youtu.be

(also the character in the pic may seem familiar to some of you)

LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1UT_4lE4YDOLkXbgHAQA8-_YiWVfvhy44-Rl_rfsB9fE/edit?usp=sharing

(too many characters for soundcloud lol)

VOCALS: FUKASE_ENGLISH
INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1XCtMRhrEei7BtLy8QyYmrlg3ASp-6Xwi
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 200
THOSE LITTLE FUKASE SOUNDS: Damien

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【Fukase English】CORROSION【Original Song】

full title: Thanks to You Song That I Don't Understand How People Like It I'm Forced to Listen to This S​*​*​t Everyday Cause My F​*​*​*​ing Sister Plays This Every Time Without Getting Bored of Listening to It Thanks Ghost for This Piece of S​*​*​t You Introduced Into My Life

this is just a compilation of most of the songs i've made during 2016-2017

if you wanna help support me you can purchase all these songs, along with the instrumentals here:

Bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/thanks-to-you-song-that-i-dont-understand-how-people-like-it-im-forced-to-listen-to-this-s-t-everyday-cause-my-f-ing-sister-plays-this-every-time-without-getting-bored-of-listening-to-it-thanks-g

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/thanks-to-you-song/1369713499

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7jR9LLmvyGevD3hgWa8geY

Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Ghost_and_Pals_Thanks_to_You_Song?id=Bvwi5ipzeapibsli5adpaehg6vy

also available on other stores under the title "thanks to you song" so, if the store you use isn't listed here, you can search it to see if it's available there!

Happy Days / Maika Original Song

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlhgKHHqpL0

I'M VERY GLAD TO FINALLY HAVE THIS DONE
basically this song has been a work in progress since early 2018, i started writing it during my hiatus and then just... stuff kept coming up and i planned a super ambitious PV for it that i obviously never ended up finishing, but i finally got it done!

i hope anyone who's feeling like nothing gets better and that good moments are deemed to come crashing down will hang in there. life's quite literally a rollercoaster, and i promise there's always gonna be breaks from the rainstorm, even if they're brief for now. i also hope that people like me can internalize the fact that they're still worth just as much as everyone else even if they're not the best at something or the most capable worker out there. maybe you're not as great at drawing as your peers, maybe your grades suck, or maybe you can't work or go to school because getting out of bed is near impossible. none of that impacts you being a lovable and deserving person.

[cue studio audience "awww"]

p.s pls listen to the song off itunes/spotify (when it comes out) or bandcamp, youtube killed the quality

~~

get the song at:
bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/those-who-carried-on

itunes, spotify, and etc. online stores will be available soon! once they're up i'll add them to this description box

you can find my twitter, instagram, patreon, and other websites i'm on here:
https://www.ghostandpals.com/

look guys i made a website!

Those Who Carried On / Gumi English & Yohioloid Original Song

I did not make this song! The song is by Mr Circus Papa and goes to the Webcomic Ghost Eyes which can be found on Line Webtoon, and I suggest you check it out!

Dear Diary By Mr Circus Papa(from Webtoon Ghost Eyes)

go watch the youtube upload! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHffjNbWmig 

links are in the description!

Dex / Honey I'm Home [Original Song]

Insecta Apostate

Youtube ver.: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFQ79jBUcIU

This song is about something I thought I had gotten over, but recently remembered it and realized it was something I still needed to cry about. It affected me and the way I act more than I thought it did.
I came up with this melody just by humming to myself, which I find nice. Singing this song to myself when I’m sad about what happened is really cathartic.
I know this song isn’t in my usual style, but I hope you all still enjoy it. Thank you for listening!

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1o-4MzNg4ls6vbcvb0seV_wlxy5lVxJ1g
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1-Fxf8peJwLgZ9W5iCxkCPibRm77YJXJU

Lyrics:
Oh as I’m looking back on all the memories
I wonder why
You had forsaken me
Why I’m left behind
And while I’m looking back on all the memories
I try to breathe
But deep inside of me
There is no reprieve

(La…La…La…)

And maybe I can salvage
What’s left in your wake

But while I’m looking back on all the memories
I want to know
The reasoning behind
Why you had to go
And as I’m looking back on all the memories
I realize
You didn’t care enough
To say goodbye


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【Avanna】Oddments【VOCALOID Original Song】

• R.I.P / RIProducer •
• aug 2, 2004 • 
• vocaloid producer since 2017 •
• english/日本語 OK •
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