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Don't Be Scared

Dear Life

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Independence

NTHN X Teorstan - Drowning

i dont wanna die, let the world decide
if you're down to ride, hit me on my line
i don't wanna fuck 'less you think you can wait
this oxy got me feeling something

i never really liked the way you make me feel
you only hit me up when i make you a deal
RipThePetals oh i love how i take it
i wanna fuck till you make it
ill be with you till you're famous

i dont wanna take it slow
i dont wanna let you go
bitch ive always been alone
so i dont need another hoe

i dont wanna take it slow
i dont wanna let you go
bitch ive always been alone
so i dont need another hoe

i dont wanna die, let the world decide
if you're down to ride, hit me on my line
i don't wanna fuck 'less you think you can wait
this oxy got me feeling something

i dont wanna die, let the world decide
if you're down to ride, hit me on my line
i don't wanna fuck 'less you think you can wait
this oxy got me feeling something

a pretty little pest, youve gotten arrogant
you open up your legs when you just need to spend

slow fade to the motion, lost in emotion
a flash flood of colour hits in
and i snap back to reality,
the devil in me wants to have a conversation about

weather i should stay or leave
suicides free
open up to them, take a look and see
its not what they wanted so you grieve

living in the ground, i see, i see

nothing ever good will come from this
fading out alone ill die in silence

i dont wanna die, let the world decide
if you're down to ride, hit me on my line
i don't wanna fuck 'less you think you can wait
this oxy got me feeling something

i dont wanna die, let the world decide
if you're down to ride, hit me on my line
i don't wanna fuck 'less you think you can wait
this oxy got me feeling something

i don't wanna die ft. Rivilin (PROD. BLVC)

stuck on u ft Kartier Dub

Lyrics
You Know That Shit Hurts When You Lie To me
My Head Is Full Of Anxiety
Can't Go Out Cause I Know That They'll Judge Me
No One Likes Me , I Swear That No One Likes Me

You Know That Shit Hurts When You Lie To me
My Head Is Full Of Anxiety
Can't Go Out Cause I Know That They'll Judge Me
No One Likes Me

So I'll Stay Inside
Just One Last Time
I'll Stay Inside
Smoking Weed , Getting High
To Cope With Life
Just One More Night
Gotta Stay Alive
Gotta Stay Alive

Stay Inside
Just One Last Time
I'll Stay Inside
Smoking Weed , Getting High
To Cope With Life
Just One More Night
Gotta Stay Alive
Gotta Stay Alive

It's Been A Rough
Couple Of Months
Stayed Inside
For Most Of The Time
That's Where I Hide
That's Where I Stay
I Won't Be Remembered When I'm In The Grave
That's What's On My Mind
That's What's On My Mind

Barred Out Mind
I Can't Think
That's Why I Like Taking Pills
Xanax Bars, Alprazolam 
I Can't Think When I'm On Xans

Barred Out Mind
I Can't Think
That's Why I Like Taking Pills
Xanax Bars, Xanax Bars
I Can't THink When I'm On Bars

So I'll Stay Inside
Just One Last Time
I'll Stay Inside
Smoking Weed , Getting High
To Cope With Life
Just One More Night
Gotta Stay Alive
Gotta Stay Alive

Stay Inside
Just One Last Time
I'll Stay Inside
Smoking Weed , Getting High
To Cope With Life
Just One More Night
Gotta Stay Alive
Gotta Stay Alive

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Anxiety (Prod.Playdead)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin/sets/becoming-the-static-in-between



you act like I don’t exist at all,
turn it back to me, I fell in love with a fiend
codeine pushed me down on the floor
throwing fists at my face, my back is against the wall

you act like I don’t exist at all
I can’t believe this is what love is meant to be
your feelings hang me off the floor
I feel like  this time I know it just has to end

changing of feelings I see you looking at him, not me
yeah you know it’s messed me uprightly
cutting my skin with the words you never said yeah
whys this feel like I’ve fallen in love again

wasted ashes on my shoes, I feel like im just being used
push me down, climb on top of me, what, yeah you make me so confused
what did I mean to you, yeah nothing, won’t you just make me feel just something
more than this angst inside, push it down, bury it, you know I won’t come out alive

digging up a grave of a messy past
everything moves to fast and I can’t catch up
is this all I am,
just the space in between

you act like I don’t exist at all,
turn it back to me, I fell in love with a fiend
codeine pushed me down on the floor
throwing fists at my face, my back is against the wall

you act like I don’t exist at all
I can’t believe this is what love is meant to be
your feelings hang me off the floor
I feel like  this time I know it just has to end

depression, it’s manic, everything’s a mess
in a graveyard with best friends, you say it’s just stress
you said I should I run away from you,
I guess you were right, I’ve never felt so abused


hanging by a rope of best intentions,
what’s this, now I know you never mentioned
our love to anyone else, 
you never showed, you never tell

your issues to me when im concerned
leave me on seen again, yeah it’s just perfect
I’d rather kill myself 
than be embraced by you again

all you ever did was call me when you were suicidal
your to drunk, calm down, left me on idle
is this all I am,
just the space in between

CUTTING SKIN

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah
why do I bother, stress just builds it builds, eating
your not my lover, taking chances, chances, lose

it’s like I just build emotions up 
and then a switch flicks and I’m back in this state
I thought my body got tired of this 
but he just wants me to sleep for days yeah

I wonder when ill ever get a grip 
and just leave this life yeah all behind me
looking at myself makes me sick
cus I’m just that mess that you want to love

I broke your heart, yeah I’m not worth it
so cant you just block me and move on
so where do I go, what do I say
I’m so sick of being in pain

I take another pill watch myself fade out
I just hate what I have become
spitting at my own name, feeling like I’ve betrayed
myself, but your burning eyes are staring straight through me

I let depression hit, watch the waves drag me under
I ain’t got no grip, watch my fingers slip how can this be love
I let my tongue call quits, watch the best of me surrender
you make me feel so sick, you kick me out altogether

Sinking Down

prod. @darcybaylis
mixed by me

lyrics:

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading 

And still I try,
it’s still important, I’ll make it right
choke my disorder, it’s worth the fight
I’ve been an absorber, the pain I write
is making it harder to sleep at night 
And still I try 

I’m drowning 
Alarming
I pay the price amounting
I’m counting
I’m shouting
This wasn’t meant to happen 

I decide to pay the price,
Convince myself it’s in my mind,
survive it every single night,
I close my eyes and see the light 

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading

MUSIC VIDEO

Convince Myself (prod. Darcy Baylis)

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