THE HEART BREAKS BONELESS (prod. ndot & Travis Barker)

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Artwork By : https://www.instagram.com/swedish_weirdo/
Lyrics

Seeing My Fears Come Alive
I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Went Through Hell And Back
You Would Never Understand

You Would Never Understand
Getting Trapped In Yourself
I'm Screaming, I'm Calling For Help

It's Quiet As A Mouse In Here
I Just Gotta Get Out Of here

But I Can't
And You Can't Help Me
If I Come Back Please Hold Me Gently
And Now I'm Back , I've Lived A Thousand Lives
If I Die Let It Please Be By Your Side

Hell And Back

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Hell And Back (Prod.Discent)

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~ Backup Vocals By Hollowed Hope ~

Sons of Icarus ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

Will You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep Tonight
Will You Hold Me Close To Your Side When I Die
I've Been Wondering , Wondering
I've Been Thinking , Thinking
About A Time In Our Lives
When We Were All Doing Just Fine

Can You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep
Can You Touch My Chest And Help Me Breathe
I Think I Need Your Touch To Stay Alive
So I'll Meet You On The Other Side

Will You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep Tonight
Will You Hold Me Close To Your Side When I Die
I've Been Wondering , Wondering
I've Been Thinking , Thinking
About A Time In Our Lives
When We Were All Doing Just Fine

But Now The Times Have Changed
And Things Are Harder
Will You Love Me Harder

Cause I Need Some Support Right Now
Right Now

Will you help keep me alive
Cause i Don't Wanna Die
Tonight  

Will You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep Tonight
Will You Hold Me Close To Your Side When I Die
I've Been Wondering , Wondering
I've Been Thinking , Thinking
About A Time In Our Lives
When We Were All Doing Just Fine

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Falling Asleep (Prod.Sketchmyname & Vaegud)

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Life Or Death (Prod.Kuroime)

fantasy girl w/ bluezy

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

I Can't Go Outside Whenever I Want To
Yeah I Really Want You
Cause When We're Apart It Keeps On Breaking My Heart
I Felt It From The Start

Anxiety Is Dripping When We're Far Apart
Darkness And Despair Taking Over My Heart
Can't Do What I Want Cause I'm Anxious Alot
When I Go Outside I'm Stuck Inside Of My Mind

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

Insecurities (Prod.Young Kxge)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

☆ with @slothboipapi
☆ artwork by Aidan Netley - instagram.com/aidannetley
☆ produced and mixed by me. 

☆ lyrics:

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☆ Lie To Me w/ $LOTHBOI ☆

PRODUCED BY sketchmyname

Lyrics:

I thought of this earth, the way I see it it's getting much worse.
I wasn't really ever assured of it, walk through the night and I know what my purpose is,

I hope that you know the same, I'm with the stars and I'm playing this game, 

one out of billion trillions, focused on making my millions,
my emotions I'm not feeling em.





Float in the cosmos, and I've got no one to follow.

I'm lost in everything I know,and it feels like my center is hollow.



The sky is for boys, the clouds are for men, 
High on the planes, I soar through the mist,
lost in my thoughts, I hope this is it.
leaving my past, i focus within.



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2 



I know this isn't the place, no one wanna see my face
All of the people they try to come tell me that I gotta change, 

But I know that I'm not the same.

You don't wanna come and start us, everyone wanna depart us,
I know that everyone not us, I know I've gotta do what I gotta.



I've gained back my faith, now I'm losing my touch,
This is a feeling I cant get enough,
Now I'm 50 stories up high in the skies, see rainy days all up in the clouds

Look at my view, I'm lost in my mind, 
Shibuya block while I smoke out my lungs,
Now I'm dosing right off with my bro on my right,
Now it's the night-time, so I know I might, 



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2

tøkyø. (prod. sketchmyname)

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LYRICS

RIVILIN:

Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek, 
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough

lip tremble eyes struggle just to focus now
weighing on my conscious I just feel like im about to drown
covering my ears, the water rises
your voice still blocks the horizon

I see your ghost in my dreams
explaining why you just leave
depression got too much
and you just had to block out the noise


$LOTHBOI:

Drown in pain
Drown in hate

I feel the pain
All in me

Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest the
Panic hates me

Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah
Memories replaying dread man
How can I be expected
To live this life, shit this aint it

2nd verse

Manic depression
My body be trembling

Tight in my chest
I ain’t think I’mma make it

Gasping for breath
Cuz these demons gun take it

Fighting for life
But I’m breaking to pieces

Cry through my days
Why do I hate me

I’m not okay
My mind is crazy

What can I say
I’m feeling hazy

Why do I hate me
I’m tryna save me

Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage

Sloth ain’t the same he’s been changed from the pain
and bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
but we’re Void of the happiness we lost that day

Not Enough (Ft. $LOTHBOI)

Nervous by Dole (feat. Cinoevil) [prod. Khezie Beats]

KILLER

Prod. 5head

LYRICS
life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I think I’m feelin' too weak

can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

I think my mind’s just a river that runs
I always feel like I’m never enough
It always seems like i gotta re-up
I rest my head I might never see ya
again
barely making the minimum
fending off the ones that I love
even you can taste the venom I salivate when I’m depressed
I promise you, on god, I’m happy
and that I’m just super beat
but I can barely tell what’s happening

so can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I tend to sit back and think about things

All our lives spent awake,
do you ever just rest your head
hoping it might be the last time
you ever wake up again?

The Social Demo

sleep (prod. 5head)

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