Our Last Days W/ Rivilin (prod. athainn)

this track was produced by: @prodby2k6
featuring a true friend @emofruits
mixed/ mastered by @whatafuckingbitch
art by: Diet Percs IG: @dietpercs

lyrics:

150:
Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out 
X2

Crashing on ur ceiling 
Thru the window 
Crawling up my arms 
Like a widow 
Cover up my scars 
With a tattoo 
Ur daddy doesn’t like me 
Said I’m bad news 

Whats the point anymore 
I nearly had you 
only take these fucking drugs 
Cuz I have to 
And the perkies don’t work 
I don’t feel nothin 
Whats the point of even living 
When I’m dying 
Mama started crying 
Y’all don’t even understand 
What my life is 
Ive been through it so much 
but i hide it 
I don’t like what in the mirror
And I fight it 
Yea I fight it

Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out 
X4

fruits:
Baby im a bum 
she don't want my love
killin my liver
while i kill whats im in my cup
she dont like me now 
but she will when im up
lights out
when the drinks out
im dying to get numb
im dying to get numb
i need ur luv 
and its hurtin real bad
i pop one 
i pop two
these drugs got me sad
i might just black out
i might just go back
i might just go back
yea , i might just go back

150:
Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out

lights out w/ emo fruits

passenger princess (prod.2k6)

Untitled_Jun_19_2025_501_PM

prod. 
@rickyhernandezz

mixed by truett



ANDROID 18 FREESTYLE (prod. ricky hernandez)

lil teej x dropout loser (prod. lil biscuit)

Artwork By : https://www.instagram.com/swedish_weirdo/
Lyrics

Seeing My Fears Come Alive
I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Went Through Hell And Back
You Would Never Understand

You Would Never Understand
Getting Trapped In Yourself
I'm Screaming, I'm Calling For Help

It's Quiet As A Mouse In Here
I Just Gotta Get Out Of here

But I Can't
And You Can't Help Me
If I Come Back Please Hold Me Gently
And Now I'm Back , I've Lived A Thousand Lives
If I Die Let It Please Be By Your Side

Hell And Back

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Hell And Back (Prod.Discent)

Will You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep Tonight
Will You Hold Me Close To Your Side When I Die
I've Been Wondering , Wondering
I've Been Thinking , Thinking
About A Time In Our Lives
When We Were All Doing Just Fine

Can You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep
Can You Touch My Chest And Help Me Breathe
I Think I Need Your Touch To Stay Alive
So I'll Meet You On The Other Side

Will You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep Tonight
Will You Hold Me Close To Your Side When I Die
I've Been Wondering , Wondering
I've Been Thinking , Thinking
About A Time In Our Lives
When We Were All Doing Just Fine

But Now The Times Have Changed
And Things Are Harder
Will You Love Me Harder

Cause I Need Some Support Right Now
Right Now

Will you help keep me alive
Cause i Don't Wanna Die
Tonight  

Will You Wake Me Up When I'm Falling Asleep Tonight
Will You Hold Me Close To Your Side When I Die
I've Been Wondering , Wondering
I've Been Thinking , Thinking
About A Time In Our Lives
When We Were All Doing Just Fine

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Falling Asleep (Prod.Sketchmyname & Vaegud)

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Life Or Death (Prod.Kuroime)

fantasy girl w/ bluezy

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

I Can't Go Outside Whenever I Want To
Yeah I Really Want You
Cause When We're Apart It Keeps On Breaking My Heart
I Felt It From The Start

Anxiety Is Dripping When We're Far Apart
Darkness And Despair Taking Over My Heart
Can't Do What I Want Cause I'm Anxious Alot
When I Go Outside I'm Stuck Inside Of My Mind

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

Insecurities Taking Over My Life 
I Just , Wish That I Could Put Them Aside
But They're Apart of me
And They Shape Who I Am
If I Could Rid Them Maybe You'd Understand

Insecurities (Prod.Young Kxge)

I Can See Why You're Sad
All The Fights That We Had

I Kept Tearing You Apart
I Know I Broke Your Heart

Looking Back At The Start
I Wasn't Ready At All

Didn't Plan For This To Happend But I Tore You Apart

But Atleast I'm Gone From Your Life
If I Could Take It Back I'd Make It Right
I'd Stay Away From You This Time
I Wouldn't Hurt You Again, I Wouldn't Hurt You Again

I Can See Why You're Sad
All The Fights That We Had

I Kept Tearing You Apart
I Know I Broke Your Heart

Looking Back At The Start
I Wasn't Ready At All
Didn't Plan For This To Happend But I Tore You Apart

Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh

But Atleast I'm Gone From Your Life
If I Could Take It Back I'd Make It Right
I'd Stay Away From You This Time
I Wouldn't Hurt You Again, I Wouldn't Hurt You Again

Don't Wanna Hurt You Again 
Already Did It Once
I Wouldn't Do It Again

Now You're Fighting On Your Own
I'm Not There For You
And You're Not There For Me
That's How It's Supposed To Be

But Atleast I'm Gone From Your Life
If I Could Take It Back I'd Make It Right
I'd Stay Away From You This Time
I Wouldn't Hurt You Again, I Wouldn't Hurt You Again

But Atleast I'm Gone From Your Life
If I Could Take It Back I'd Make It Right
I'd Stay Away From You This Time
I Wouldn't Hurt You Again, I Wouldn't Hurt You Again

On Your Own (Prod.Jody)

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Suicide Watch (Prod. Discent)

Have Some Fun (Prod. LovLok)

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