prod. rav3n x kill breanna (808s)

everything will change and yes i will mind it
i stayed up with you every night hoping you would find the
happiness and brighter side of life to blind
everything we ever needed, didn't have, or why
its not..
fine
fine
fine
i lied
fine
fine
fine
i lied!!! :'(
i gave my all to you
no matter what i say 
ill always know i did my best
haunt me everyday
about me?
nothings changed about me.
im the same damn guy since ally
ion care about nothing around me  
what else am i supposed to do?
wheres my avenue?
what happened boo?
i dont have a clue, yeah
everything will change and yes i will mind it
i stayed up with you every night hoping you would find the
happiness and brighter side of life to blind
I'll always miss having you by my side🤍

everything will change

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

Yeah, shoutout master splinter
Jumpin' out the subway 
yeah, starving for so damn long
But I still got that weight, doing lines off of plates 
Don't know why I did it in the first place

Baby girl lets skip past the first base 
I need your love yeah just a taste 
I got pills all on my face
I pop one more I hope it's laced

Suicde notes that I scribbled and I ripped out 
Everybody really think that they got it all figured out (yeah)
In my lyrics yea no doubt 
Prolly about to end it all right now 
All right now, yea all right now (yea)
Maybe that would change if I only had one call
From anyone at all
(yeah) jump up off that bridge and see how far I fall 

I don't end it cause I need to help the gang
Can't die till I get a lil bit of fame 
Another legend going out dying in vain
But I feel the drugs circling through my veins 
Something feels off, something feels strange
I can feel my heart start to race 
I can't feel my face
I pop pills and hope they laced

Crashing through the atmosphere, coming back down to earth 
Poison in my veins girl you know it hurts 
Said you also wanna die, told me go first
I'm out of time cause my heart just burst
Diggin up my grave just to jump in head first
Every single day it's just getting worse
Free me of this curse 
My hearts gonna burst

Laced (Suicide Note No.1)

prod. michael harrison

lyrics

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

am i worth saving
reflection in the mirror says he hates me
a shell of me walks through life bravely
knowing how brittle ive been lately
its crazy
i dont cry, its just to tiring
i wont lie, its eating every part of me
cause i tried, but failing too damaging
now i shy, at the thought of someone loving me

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

brittle (michael harrison)

You died (prod. mxtthxw x threemvsk)

Smother (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics: 

Still scrolling through pictures on my phone now sent a text but I’m only getting ghost now give a fuck if shawty doesn’t need me sent her home I knew she would leave me 
Kiss her lips grab her hips and I let go chasing rips gotta dip like where’d the time go smoke a dart going far I be home alone all I hear is dial tone 
All I really know is if I say it I mean it you’ve been playing games I’m not ready to complete it 
Sit besides the kiln as the erd trees bleeding chaos take the world is my last known reason 
For you I would burn the world to stay by your side I would of burned 
Baby don’t cry when the world dies this was my choice that I’ll live please take me home whenever I die ashes reflect from your eyesight baby 

Kiss her lips grab her hips and I let go chasing rips gotta dip like where’d the time go smoke a dart going far I be home alone all I hear is dial tone 
All I really know is if I say it I mean it you’ve been playing games I’m not ready to complete it 
Sit besides the kiln as the erd trees bleeding chaos take the world is my last known reason 
(Shabriri spitting) 
Take the fucking world 
Baby don’t make that face when you look at me you knew the deal when I’d told you how I’d be
 rain in my face when you put me in my place shut me down shut me down 
and there’s fire all around 
I know that you hate me broken promises couldn’t even save me you’ve been lying to me lately is this how you thank me?

The Lands Between (prod. mxtthxw x babieyummo)

Hudson bay floater

free hateful/9tails/vocal sample type beat "u dont wanna know me"

【﻿ｕ ｄｎｔ ｗｎａ ｋｎｗ ｍｅ】

the patience has worn (prodsecre)

lyrics
i hear ur voice inside my ear
i swear im feelin fuckin fear
im in the woods, u can find me here
its been 7 days im fucking dying here
oh ur mad i see u fro the brow
ik u fucking hate me now
waiting on a text , r u reaching out 
do whatever u want im fkn dying now
i could never hate u, as much as it hurt
u leave me in the back n cover me with dirt
it all could be prevented w a single word
i sit i let my body churn
is it rly gonna end like that?
im fucking hurt
with an open neck
i got a bloody shirt
u think ur the best 
i aint meet many worse
im sorry luv, its my turn

wraith: 
Why do I 
Come back to you
I never
Gain lessons through it
I weather
You’re raging through
This torrent
Is nothing new to me
I fight fair
While u tear hair
U get cheap shots
While my backs turned
I die on the same hill
That same hill
That u fight for
I’m good to die here
Too long I was tongue tied
And too long my lips sealed
Time passed but it wont heal
Give up
The same stuff
That got me through so much
I take medication
To cope cause while
My world crushes
No functioning
I can barely breath
Got your name on my lips
And I taste the deceit
I can feel as I bleed
All my senses depleting
But I’d rather rot
With my brain on the ceiling
Than having you here as the last thing I’m feeling

eighth shell ; blank ft wraith

eighth shell ; blank ft wraith (skellington)

there's no point in anything so why not just drown in the sorrow

Laced (Suicide Note No.1)

Sicki

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