bittersweet

why is it so hard to exist
my insides get ripped apart if i resist the urgent crawling of my skin

all my memories locked in basements and the floorboards of that room
out of body, sealed my fate
ill see you really soon

you cant see all thats in my head
i bleed it out, but to my dread
like every time went way too far
im running out of space for scars

keep it pushing but my head just keeps on spinning
telling me that i should end it but i never want to listen
cause i know that i agree but that was never part the vision
im still tryna stick around just for as long as i can bare

i hate who i am
im wasting time and
i only feel fine when im on the edge now

ihatewhoiam

Lyrics:
I swear I’m so done with all of it all of it anymore
I don’t really know the start of it start of it but I’m gone
I know I can make it big if I just keep it on pushing
Keep it on
And you
Told me all of them lies like I could not do it
They talk all of that bullshit and I just walk through it
I will never be broken I got a lions spirit
I’m way up there yeah way up there

Everytime they talk that shit
I wanna skip the questions that they offering And I
Hit em with a full ass clip but it’s words not a gun
So it’s all just fake then I
Wonder what it’s all gon take
Wonder what I’m gonna feel today
And I’m calm to say
I feel the storm and rage
But I’m
Looking for that healing like im Marvin Gaye
It goes
Oh oh

You know exactly how this gon go
Ima take everything that I chose
Best believe everything not a joke
Look at all the shit I wrote down
Yeah I planted the seeds now watch em grow
Oh

I swear I’m so done with all of it all of it anymore
I don’t really know the start of it start of it but I’m gone
I know I can make it big if I just keep it on pushing
Keep it on
And you
Told me all of them lies like I could not do it
They talk all of that bullshit and I just walk through it
I will never be broken I got a lions spirit
I’m way up there yeah way up there

UP THERE (prod. ToMarsandBeyond)

stillnate

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