I was down bad, they was all ghosts
Now I'm up good, they the first to toast
Ain't it funny how the energy shift?
When your pockets switch, everybody wanna gift
I remember askin' for a hand, they gave me the palm
Now they reachin' out like I forgot what they done
Nah, I don't forget, I just don't react
I just stack, pull back, watch 'em all collapse
They want dinner now, where was you when I starved?
They want pictures now, where was you when it's hard?
I ain't bitter though, that's the part they don't get
I don't hate you, I just treat you like you don't exist

No love lost, can't lose what I never had
No love lost, you was never in my plans
No love lost, I don't feel a thing
Keep that same energy, don't switch up when I win

I done buried friendships in my backyard
Same ones who was fam turned to fake facades
I done seen loyalty turn to envy quick
Soon as I got lit, they was blowin' out my wick
But the flame came back, now it's ten times bright
They can't dim what God put inside my light
I don't need closure, I don't need your sorry
Keep your explanations and your sad story
I moved on the moment that you showed your cards
Now I play alone, turned my scars to bars
You can't hurt me twice, that's a privilege revoked
You had one shot and you already choked

No love lost, can't lose what I never had
No love lost, you was never in my plans
No love lost, I don't feel a thing
Keep that same energy, don't switch up when I win

They ask why I'm so cold now
I just laugh, I don't owe 'em that
They ask why I move solo now
I just shrug, I don't go through that
No love lost
Just lessons learned and pages turned
No love lost
Just bridges burned that I don't yearn

Can't lose what I never had
No love lost

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NO LOVE LOST

I remember countin' pennies for the gas tank
Now I count so many blues, I lost the math, blank
They ain't check on me when I was at my low
Now they front row every show, funny how that go
I don't owe you conversation, I don't owe you time
You ain't owe me nothin' either when I couldn't dine
So we even, I ain't bitter, I just keep the score
You was missin' in my winter, can't come to my shore
Had a homie, called him brother, found out he a snake
Smiled in my face, then tried to take what I make
Now I move like I got enemies, 'cause I do
Trust is like my money now, only give it to a few

On my soul, I never fold
On my soul, watch it unfold
Everything I spit is gold
Did it how I said, just like I told

Dropped out the race just to build my own lane
They was running circles, I was lifting my own weight
Now I lap 'em daily, they can't catch the pace
Funny thing 'bout doubters, they can't look you in the face
I done ate with killers, I done prayed with pastors
I done lost some real ones, I done cut some actors
Everything I've seen made me sharp as a blade
Every tear I cried put some ice in my veins
They say money change you, nah it show who switch
Same ones that was starvin' tryna eat off your dish
I don't hold no grudges, I just hold my position
If you wasn't there then, you can stay in the distance

On my soul, I never fold
On my soul, watch it unfold
Everything I spit is gold
Did it how I said, just like I told

I put my momma on this, I put my bloodline on this
I put the years I spent grinding when nobody saw this
I put my tears in this booth, I put my fears in this mic
On my soul, I been ready my whole life

On my soul
My whole life

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ON MY SOUL

Last real ones, that's all I need
Last real ones, they planted seeds
When everybody left, they stayed with me
Last real ones, that's family
Last real ones, can't buy this bond
Last real ones since day one 'til I'm gone
Look around, it's just the last real ones
Started with a hundred, yeah, these the last real ones

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LAST REAL ONES

I'm cut different, don't compare me to them
I don't got friends, I got me and I got M's

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CUT DIFFERENT

Too good, this feels too good
Happy has me scared like I knew it would
Too good, you're too good
Waiting for the other shoe
The way I always do

Too Good

Twelve seats in my head and they're all occupied
Half want me convicted, half want me alive
I'm the judge and the jury but I can't decide
So the verdict gets buried and I swallow my pride
All rise, all rise
The court's in session but the truth's on trial
All rise, all rise
Been deliberating for a while

THE JURY

Try to call the phone? decline mode Try to come home? decline mode Asking for a loan? decline mode Yeah, you standing in the zone, but the access is... declined
Card didn't go through, swipe it again I don't need a lover, and I don't need a friend 
Try to slide in? 
Try to spin the block?

DECLINED

Don't ask me for a favor, don't ask me for some help 
Look, I ain't Customer Service! 
You waiting on a hold? 
You want a refund? 
I ain't Customer Service, I don't wear the tag I don't scan the item, I don't pack the bag 
Write a bad review, post it on the net I’m the CEO, closing down the set 

CUSTOMER SERVICE

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

DECLINED

TriLL

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