EVERYTHING

We signed our names on napkin rings,
Made big plans we could barely bring.
Painted dreams on a rented wall,
I still trace ‘em when the nights get small.

Every promise had good intent,
We just ran out of what we meant.

We were paper houses in the rain,
Built on hope, not meant to stay.
You held on till the colors ran,
Said, “Love’s a mess,” I said, “I understand.”
We were paper houses in the rain.

Your shoes by the door, they dried just fine,
But I’m still warped down the center line.
Some walls stand, some words don’t age,
I keep ours in the margin page.

Maybe falling was the point,
Not every flame needs to disappoint.

We were paper houses in the rain,
Built on hope, not meant to stay.
You held on till the colors ran,
Said, “Love’s a mess,” I said, “I understand.”
We were paper houses in the rain.

Yeah, paper houses in the rain.

Paper Houses

I’m back before you,
Where I laugh for no reason, just do.
No more waitin’ on your mood,
No more bendin’ to fit your truth.
Yeah, I’m back before you.

Back Before You

I’m almost home,
Not the place, but how it feels when you’re known.
I’ve been gone too long,
Chasin’ ghosts through someone’s tone.
Now the night don’t weigh like stone 
Yeah, I’m almost home.

almost home

Good To Be Here

It took time just to move this way,
Now I glide through what I used to chase.

been coastin’ lately

It’s half past you, I’m still awake,
Runnin’ that night back, wide-awake mistakes.
You moved on, I replayed,
Still feel your laugh in my chest like bass.
It’s half past you, I still drive slow,
Same old road where the good things go.
Tried to forget, but my hands say no,
Every turn still leans your way, I know.

Leather seats still smell like June,
You sang off-key, I sang in tune.
Now I hum alone with the window cracked,
Talkin’ to ghosts in the rearview black.
We both said things we can’t take back,
Words hit harder when they don’t come back.
I been scrollin’ through time on my phone,
Just screenshots I should’ve left alone.

If love’s a map, I lost my route,
Every detour circles back to you somehow.

It’s half past you, I’m still awake,
Runnin’ that night back, wide-awake mistakes.
You moved on, I replayed,
Still feel your laugh in my chest like bass.
It’s half past you, I still drive slow,
Same old road where the good things go.
Tried to forget, but my hands say no,
Every turn still leans your way, I know.

Got a new place with a view too clean,
But it don’t mean what it used to mean.
Dinner for one with a two-seat dream,
Talk too low to the in-betweens.
They ask how I’ve been, I just nod and sip,
Truth don’t sound good off the lip.
Still taste you in the words I skip,
Still chase calm I’ll never get.

If you called right now, I’d lie and say “fine,”
But you’d still hear the tremble in the line.

It’s half past you, I’m still awake,
Runnin’ that night back, wide-awake mistakes.
You moved on, I replayed,
Still feel your laugh in my chest like bass.
It’s half past you, I still drive slow,
Same old road where the good things go.
Tried to forget, but my hands say no,
Every turn still leans your way, I know.

Yeah… it’s half past you.

Half Past You

I can’t get you outta my head, no lie,
You move on, I move in disguise.
Whole crowd singin’, but it’s your eyes,
Still hear your name in every line.
Outta my head, but not my phone,
Scrollin’ your page like I ain’t grown.
If I ever heal, don’t tell my tone —
I sound fine, but I’m not alone.

Told myself I’d delete your tag,
Every time I try, I lag.
New DMs, but the thrill don’t last,
Every text read like a ghost from the past.
Late night drive, seat cold, seatbelt tight,
Talk to myself at the red-light vibe.
You the one thing I can’t unlearn,
Every memory hit, still burns.

You said “let go,” but you know me,
I hold on slow, quietly.

I can’t get you outta my head, no lie,
You move on, I move in disguise.
Whole crowd singin’, but it’s your eyes,
Still hear your name in every line.
Outta my head, but not my phone,
Scrollin’ your page like I ain’t grown.
If I ever heal, don’t tell my tone —
I sound fine, but I’m not alone.

Used to call you just to hear you breathe,
Now I talk to beats in the passenger seat.
I’ve been learnin’ peace in pieces,
New love knocks, but I leave it speechless.
Friends say, “bro, she old news,”
But I built my art from broken views.
Every pain got melody proof,
That’s why my hits sound honest, true.

If I let go, does it fade too soon?
Or does love just haunt in tune?

I can’t get you outta my head, no lie,
You move on, I move in disguise.
Whole crowd singin’, but it’s your eyes,
Still hear your name in every line.
Outta my head, but not my phone,
Scrollin’ your page like I ain’t grown.
If I ever heal, don’t tell my tone —
I sound fine, but I’m not alone.

Yeah… I’m not alone.

outta my head

You called me up at midnight, said you need to talk
Pulled up to your place, we just sat in your car
You went off for an hour 'bout the same shit again
And I listened like I always do, that's what I do best

Don't get me wrong, I'm glad you called
But damn, I'm tired too

'Cause I'm always in the passenger seat
Hearing 'bout your problems while I got my own
Always gotta be the strong one
Never get to break down
I'm always in the passenger seat
And nobody asks if I'm alright
Guess I'm just good at hiding
That I'm barely surviving
In the passenger seat

I cancelled plans to come sit with you
My girl's mad 'cause I do this shit for you
And you don't even know what's going on with me
'Cause you never really ask, you just need

And I get it, you're going through hell
But so am I, can't you tell

That I'm always in the passenger seat
Hearing 'bout your problems while I got my own
Always gotta be the strong one
Never get to break down
I'm always in the passenger seat
And nobody asks if I'm alright
Guess I'm just good at hiding
That I'm barely surviving
In the passenger seat

Maybe I should say something
Maybe I should tell you
But I don't wanna be that guy
So I just keep it inside
And I'm starting to resent you
Even though I don't want to
But I can't keep doing this
Something's gotta give

'Cause I'm tired of the passenger seat
Tired of putting myself second
Always being the strong one
Never getting to break down
I'm done with the passenger seat
Starting today I'm speaking up
Not gonna keep on hiding
That I've been barely surviving
In the passenger seat
Not anymore
Outro:


Passenger Seat

They keep inviting me out, I keep saying no
Not 'cause I'm sad, I just don't wanna go
Small talk with people I don't really know
I'd rather stay home, pour a drink, take it slow

They think something's wrong with me
But I'm good, honestly

I'd rather be alone
Than fake it with a smile
Rather be alone
Than waste another night
Pretending that I care about the things they talk about
I'd rather be alone
And I'm good with that now

Used to think I needed people all the time
Now I realize that most of it was lies
Surface level shit that doesn't mean a thing
I'm cool with just a few, don't need everything

They think something's wrong with me
But this is where I'm free

I'd rather be alone
Than fake it with a smile
Rather be alone
Than waste another night
Pretending that I care about the things they talk about
I'd rather be alone
And I'm good with that now

Maybe I grew up, maybe I just changed
Maybe I'm just done playing games
Either way I'm cool right here
Don't need the noise, I'm clear

I'd rather be alone
Than fake another day
Rather be alone
I'm better off this way
Done pretending that I care about the things they talk about
I'd rather be alone
And that's okay

(I'm good, I'm good with that)

I'd Rather Be Alone

You gave me everything and I just took it
Said you needed more, I said you're tripping
Now you're with somebody who actually tries
And I'm sitting here like damn, that should've been my life
I can't even blame you
I'd leave me too
My bad, my bad
I fucked it up, that's facts
You begged me to change and I never did
Now you're gone and I get it
My bad, my bad
Can't take it back, that's that
I had everything I wanted right there
And I didn't care
My bad
Your mom still texts me on my birthday
That shit hurts 'cause I know what she probably say
About the guy you're with now, how he treats you right
How he shows up, does the things I couldn't do right
And I'm not gonna sit here
And act like you were wrongChorus:
My bad, my bad
I fucked it up, that's facts
You begged me to change and I never did
Now you're gone and I get it
My bad, my bad
Can't take it back, that's that
I had everything I wanted right there
And I didn't care
My bad
I hope he's good to you
I hope he does the shit I wouldn't do
Takes you out, meets your friends
Doesn't cancel plans again
I hope you're happy now
'Cause you deserve better than what I gave you
And that's the truth
My bad, my bad
I fucked it up, that's facts
You gave me chances and I wasted them
Can't say I didn't deserve this
My bad, my bad
Can't take it back, that's that
I had everything I wanted right there
And I threw it all away
My bad
Yeah, my bad
(I know it's my bad)
(Can't take it back)

EVERYTHING

TriLL

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