my favorite (raw)

Yeah, wrist been froze, mind stay clearer
Whole life changed, same mirror
They see ice, I see years
Still can’t match what it took to get here
Wrist been froze, no talk, just balance
Made peace with the weight, not malice
Don’t need names, just silence
I don’t chase I manage

WRIST BEEN FROZE

She's my angel but I'm headed straight to hell Got her name tattooed but I'm under her spell I don't wanna drag her down where I belong But I'm too fucked up to just leave her alone Hellboy heartbreak, I'm a devil in disguise She sees the good in me but baby that's a lie I'm her angel but I'm headed straight to hell And I love her way too much to wish her well

HELLBOY HEARTBREAK

Blacked out in your bedroom, don't remember what we did But I know it felt like something even if it didn't mean shit We're a cycle of mistakes wrapped up in these sheets You're my worst decision but the best part of my week Blacked out in your bedroom, clothes scattered on the ground Every time I leave I swear I'll never come around But here I am again, yeah here we fucking go Blacked out in your bedroom, it's the only place I know

blacked out in your bedroom

You’re that slow poison running through my veins I keep telling myself stop, but the pull remains Every kiss hits harder than the last mistake You break me slow, and I still take Slow poison, keep me weak on purpose I know you’re bad, but you feel like service Slow poison, sitting right under my skin And I let you in again and again

Slow Poison

Rest in peace to who I was before the world got dark 
Before I learned that hope's a lie and love will break your heart
I'm mourning at the grave of everything I used to be
The boy who had a future died and left this shell of me 
Funeral for my old self, I'm dressed in black today
Saying goodbye to the person that I threw away
I killed him with my choices, drowned him in the pills 
Now I'm just a funeral, a graveyard, standing still

funeral for my old self

When I’m sinking, you’re my steady ground
Every word you speak, it’s a softer sound
All my racing thoughts finally slow down
You’re my steady ground, steady ground
Don’t need saving, just need you around
Feet find footing when you come around
Lost my balance ‘til you came to town
You’re my steady ground

Steady Ground

Slow fade, you pulled back inch by inch
Didn’t break, you just stopped believing in this
I tried to hold what you wouldn’t let me save
You left quiet, like a slow fade

slow fade

Cold room, every corner feels like proof That I’m alone with what we couldn’t choose Walls still holding what we didn’t say Shadows leaning where you used to stay Cold room, and I’m learning what’s true It’s a cold room Because it’s still missing you

Cold Room

Moon talk, I'm confessing all my fears Telling her the things you'll never hear Like how I love you more than I can say And how I'm terrified you'll go away Moon talk, she's the only one who knows All the feelings that I'll never show I'm pouring out my heart up here alone Moon talk, wish that I could tell you on my own

moon talk

Tell me why I still hold on like you’re coming back
Tell me why every memory hits me like that
If endings speak, then yours was barely loud
You walked away, but I’m the one hollowed out
Tell me why
Tell me why I’m still tied to what we had

Tell Me Why

Houston Texas but the pain made me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤

WRIST BEEN FROZE

TriLL