What if I told you I'm not okay? I think you'd probably run Been so busy being everybody's rock That I turned into dust What if I told you I can't breathe? Yeah, that would be too much So I'll keep drowning in the shallow end 'Cause nobody knows I can't swim Nobody knows I can't swim And I'm too tired to learn

what if I told you I'm not okay?

You were my eclipse, darkness dressed in gold,
I let you take the sun and leave me cold.
I stared too long, now you're all I see,
The light came back but it don't reach me.
You were beautiful and brief, that's the cruelest part,
You crossed my sky and you burned my heart.
Now the world moves on but I'm still here,
Waiting for a darkness that will never reappear.
My eclipse.

A cinematic power ballad blending raw soul vocals with a massive, anthem-style drop.  Dark Pop / Emotional / Alternative.  For Fans Of: James Arthur, Lewis Capaldi, Dermot Kennedy.

Eclipse

Had to crash land just to find my wings
All this gold don't mean a thing
When you're flying solo in the dark
Had to crash land just to find my wings
Now I know what real success brings
It's the scars that make you who you are


Crash Land - had to crash land just to find my wings. #melodictrap #emorap #sadtrap

Crash Land

Think I lost my mind, but I'm fine with it
Got these demons talking, can't be quiet
Crack another bottle, drown the silence
Think I lost my mind, but I'm fine with it
Got these demons talking, can't be quiet
Crack another bottle, drown the silence

Lost My Mind - you took it with you when you left. #melodictrap #emorap #sadtrap

Lost My Mind

So put it on the card, run the credit up
If this is how you love, I think I've had enough
I'm overdrawn, the limit's hit, the count is froze
This the life we chose, yeah, this the life we chose
Keep the receipt, I don't want the return
Just watch the plastic burn


This is the anthem for when the relationship costs more than it’s worth. If you’re tired of paying interest on what was never yours, this one is for you.

PUT IT ON THE CARD

If I call it even, we both walk away clean
No revenge in my chest, no scene in between
I don't need you to miss me to know what I mean
I just cut what was bleeding and call it even

For the late night drives

Call It Even

Pop it for no reason
Fuck the date or season
Throw it when you feel it
She don't need a reason
Pop it for no reason
Fuck the date or season
She don't need a reason
She the reason

No Reason

I'm in my mood
Don't fuck up my mood
I'm in my mood
Baby I'm the mood
I'm in my mood
Don't fuck up my mood
I'm in my mood
Baby I'm the mood

MOOD

I just slide, let it ride
I just slide, let it ride
Can't catch me, don't even try
I just slide, let it ride
I just slide, let it ride
I just slide, let it ride
Can't catch me, don't even try
I just slide, let it ride

SLIDE

Lean wit me, lean wit it
Glock got a beam wit it
Black whip, might whip it
Crack pot, might whip it
Lean wit me, lean wit it
She already fiend wit it
Ten bands, I spend wit it
Don't pretend, you didn't (nah)

LEAN WIT IT

Every song still sounds like you.

We used to share a playlist
Now we just share the hate
Used to fall asleep to our songs
Now I just stay awake
We used to share a playlist
Now there's nothing left to say
You're still in my shuffle
But you shuffled out my way

Playlist

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

what if I told you I'm not okay?

TriLL