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Needle Eye

prod: @jolst

i just wish you were here
holding me
cause my thoughts hurt less
when you lay next to me
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go
i know you probably need a little more
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold
n i start to get feel real low
know you’ll leave me when it snows

when it snows
iced out had to put on a coat
neck cold but my hearts on froze
fucked up i can’t do this alone
baby why u gotta do me like that
n still ask why my songs so sad
everyday gotta put on a mask
happy eyes with a knife in my back

i say i love you
“i love you too”
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it
it’s hard to deal with
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles
cry a little
nothings real
it’s so artificial
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles

i know i’m cold sometimes
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much
i’m scared that i’m never enough
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much



snow (slowed and reverbed)

Dark Thoughts

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/flesh

fragile

breathe life into me

iTunes

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp
lyrics:
[nvr nvmbr]
(ohhh)
now i’m graspin’ at thin air 
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me up later

i know there’s not much hope for us..

saw you sent me a message
& said not to call back
& honestly i can’t do much to resolve that
but i don’t wanna lose you again..

now i’m graspin’ at thin air
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me back later

i know everything’s gotta end..
i just wish we never did

you sung me to sleep
simple, soft & so sweet
but i died in that dream
slipped away in these sheets

i really never ever thought you would do this shit to me
it’s funny how wrong we could be

yeah, i’m graspin’ at thin air
just longin’ for something
ironic, it seems that i’ve clung onto nothin’

nothin’, nothin’, nothin’,
it doesn’t matter at all..

[fantasy camp]
i know that i fucked up
& i shouldn’t call you
but i got too fucked up 
& now i’m withdrawing

i’m fallin’ apart
try to pick up the pieces
it was done from the start
i can see why you’re leavin’

but i just need something
that i can believe
so i pick up the phone & i’m beggin’
i’m pleadin’…

please come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right

come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right..

grasping at thin air

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heaven’s got nothin’ on you
i’ve got nothin’ to lose
& the way tht you move
has been turnin’ me blue

i don’t know what’s left here to do
i’ve got nothin’ to prove
you’ve got spite in your eyes
i drink poisonous juice

they won’t say i died on the news
but when you hear it’s true
you’ll be sick & upset
there’ll be nothin’ to do..

bright eyes shine darker at times
i need a place i can hide
‘cause nothin’s ever alright

your bright eyes shine back at the moon
& it cuts me in two
there’s no one out there but you..

i’m drivin’ around, listen to wstdyth
wish that i was next to you
what the fuck am i to do?

bleed me ‘til i’m dry
lost my bitch, now i cry
until the end of my life
i hope it happens at night

..

i feel so sick ‘cause you don’t love me
you can’t pretend you fuckin’ want me
the way you played me, it still haunts me
i remember touchin’ on your body

but you left, it fucks with my head
leave me for dead
you’re stuck in my head..

heaven’s got nothin’ on you
i’ve got nothin’ to lose
& the way that you move 
has been turnin’ me blue

i don’t know what’s left here to do
i’ve got nothin’ to prove
you’ve got spite in your eyes
i drink poisonous juice..

heaven's got nothin' on you

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cover art by https://www.instagram.com/bleak7x/

heartache (my heart hurts)
all the time (i don’t mind)
we’ll meet (we’ll meet again)
down the line (i don’t wanna be alive)

check my vital signs
now it’s clear that i died
but you don’t care so i’m sayin’ goodbye

check my vital signs
they’re as clear as the sky
yeah, i’m no longer here
so just say your goodbyes

i know you hate me so much
but i’m in a coma
just go n’ smell the roses
yeah, i know that it’s over

heart cold, minnesota
pour it up in my soda
it’s how i died on the sofa

yeah, i thought about buyin’ a gun
yeah, it could be some fun
watch as they die or they run
yeah, the taste of the blood..

baby, you don’t care about me
like you could live without me
i scream, i’m fucking shouting
as the world fall around me

everything i love is turning to dust 
yeah, i know i’m so fucked
sweep me under the rug..

i destroy everything that i love with my touch
i use your love as a crutch
this liquor’s holding me up..

you speak to me in my dreams
when i wake up, i bleed
they gave me no time to grieve

i know you hate me so much
but i’m in a coma
just go n’ smell the roses
yeah, i know that it’s over..

heart cold, minnesota
pour it up in my soda
it’s how i died on the sofa

yeah, i thought about buying a gun
yeah, it could be some fun
watch as they die or they run
yeah, the taste of the blood..

minnesota

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two fifths deep
now i’m throwin’ up
..get this money, yuh
(ohhh)

these robin’s; they don’t got a stain
i don’t feel nothin’ but she feel the pain
i’m goin’ insane, i’m goin’ insane
she givin’ me brain but i’m so full of hate..

they gon’ find me alone
face down in my puke
yeah, come to find out, i been sick like the flu

i don’t know what to do
they’re sayin’ it’s true
i died all alone but i was thinkin’ of you

two fifths deep
now i’m throwin’ up
..i’m throwin’ up, i’m throwin’ up

go n’ pour it up
we’re goin’ up
heart cold, shawty; i don’t want your love

i’m poppin’, i don’t need a thing
i don’t feel nothin’ 
i think i’m insane

light from the moon
all you see is my frame
these VV’s they hittin’
i’ll take all the blame..

you don’t know me
i’m so cold, i’ll die slowly
i fuck bitches & track songs
& count money..

high score, at the top
but the top’s lonely
they’re all fake.. yeah, they’re all fake
they’re all phony..

(ohhh)

these robin’s; they don’t got a stain
i don’t feel nothin’ but she feel the pain
my heart was once pure
now it’s filled up with hate
come to find out i ain’t got what it takes..

you don’t know me
i’m so cold, i’ll die slowly
the cracks grow as my face molts
i’m so ugly..

i see her thru her blunt smoke
she’s tryna fuck me
you don’t know, you don’t know
you don’t know me..

two fifth’s deep
now i’m throwin’ up
i’m throwin’ up
this money, yuh..

i get it, i get it, i get it; i’m gone
what a damn shame 
that i won’t see the sun

it’s so wrong.. yeah, i’m so gone
i don’t wanna sing these songs
for you anymore

this life’s such a bore
i got her beggin’ for more
i can’t get up off the floor
all this pain i’ve endured..

im so cold

I'm so cold

i'm so cold [mv in desc.]

date night

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it comes & it goes
i’m stayin’ 10 toes
shawty like when i switch the flow
i’m fuckin’ these hoes..

yeah, i pull up gettin’ some throat
she givin’ me dome
just put me deep inside of the ground
i’m feelin’ so low

you know how it goes
you know how it goes
my heart’s fuckin’ froze
i don’t have a soul
the rain turns to snow

i’m buried deep in this hole
it’s like you don’t care at all
& now i’m starting to fall, ohh

Tommy on my boxers
your bitch want me to call her
got Supreme up on my joggers
i’m white like her favorite Monster

she look fine as hell in YSL
rock PRL all by myself
it’s cold as fuck but feels like he’ll
you’d kiss me girl but never tell..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in the winter, yeah

it’s cold, i’m all strung out in December, yeah
i know now it’s time to take my life..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in December, yeah..

it’s cold, i’m drunk as hell in the winter, yeah
but i know now it’s time to take my life..

it comes & it goes
i’m stayin’ 10 toes
shawty like when i switch the flow
i’m fuckin’ these hoes

yeah, i pull up gettin’ some throat
she givin’ me dome
just put me deep inside of the ground
i’m feelin’ so low, ohhh

you know how it goes
you know how it goes
my heart’s fuckin’ froze
i don’t have a soul
the rain turns to snow..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in the winter, yeah

it’s cold, i’m all strung out in December, yeah
i know now it’s time to take my life..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in December, yeah..

it’s cold, i’m drunk as hell in the winter, yeah
but i know now it’s time to take my life..

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