I am So happy, I got this out tons earlier than I expected mainly because I was so Inspired that i worked on it basically a week and a half straight

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never enough

in my head

enemy

So easy to give it all up 
when it gets a little tough 
But just hold on, hold on to me 
Don´t let go of what it was 
when you know you found the one
Just hold on, hold on to me 
But just hold on, hold on to me 
Just hold on, hold on to me

Hold on, yeah, grab real tight
Like jesus I’ve come to show you the light
I believe in us to take us to flight
In need of trust in spite of my life

You love me I may be addicted
Push and shove me till the pain’s lifted
little lovely but I must've missed this
A goddess above me, that the skies have gifted

A demon within is turning me away
While you pull me in begging me to stay
Hold on tight and we’ll win at this game
The devil will play but he don’t know my name

Call myself reborn, I’m coming back again
This pain I’ve worn, on my back in the end
This life i’ve endured, she’s my backup defense
Hold on to this love, while I exact my revenge.

So easy to give it all up 
when it gets a little tough 
But just hold on, hold on to me 
Don´t let go of what it was 
when you know you found the one
Just hold on, hold on to me 

This feeling of love, it isn’t new to me 
But it’s hard to trust, when no one’s new to greed
I’m alone, no fuss, when i pursued the new me
When I found who i am, and I’m happy, you see

Hard to open up, I’m like a screw that’s stripped
Been beaten up by a drill with no bit
You hold me up, when there’s no will to live
You fill my cup, when I have holes you missed

Please don’t give up, I just need a little help
If i’m not enough, don’t be afraid to tell
I’m praying above, I don’t believe there’s a hell
I’ll find my dove, to bring me peace and health

Believe in me, I’m not a fiend you’ll see
I need to be freed from greed indeed
Bleed from my heart, it’s the seeds of me
Hold on from the start, we’ll be the best team

hold on

Verse 1
Find the light, I’m in the dark
You came in mine and found my heart
It feels so nice to be a part 
Of everytime we aren’t apart

You believe in me, we be the team 
Of many dreams and being free
Of all the things we couldn’t be
Together we’ll see through all our means

You best believe, I’ll fight for you
You know I mean, I’ll die it’s true
Hard to conceive, I’d lie to prove
My heart’s so purely alive in truth

You got my head spinnin, like a ceiling fan
These feelings I’ve bred, like a family man
This love has crept, not afraid to stand
Up for what I know I’m believing in 

Verse 2
I look at you. So beautiful you know
You’re hair, eyes and body’s a real handful
But when I look into your heart, that’s where to go
Sets you apart from the fake and your soul

Me and yous the goal, and I’m gettin there
follow you round the world, no matter where
Not bout the money you make, the clothes you wear
its the photos we’ll take and memories to share

how Do I show i care, can’t express myself
Just Maybe I’ll learn when to ask for help
With a song, or a pen , you’ll find the stress I felt
 Alone in my bed is when you’ll see me melt

Take it day by day, I need to play it safe
 find a way to make you stay in this place
I’m Dark in ways, from the games they played
Shine bright the way your smile lights my days

Bridge
In the dark in the dark
Love so bright you found my heart
you took mine so I’ll play my part
love can be  found in the dark

in the dark

How do I know, how to cope, where do i go from here?
You were close, I lost hope, now I’m alone all year.
And Maybe I don’t know how to handle myself
And maybe that’s why I ruin all my wealth
It goes to show, I go so low, giving up all control

When I bleed I’ll let all out until i faint
And I believe my life was one big living mistake.
Honestly I lead myself to carry all the weight
Yeah I’m not happy, all cause one big mistake.

I see you, walk away, never be the same again
Is it true, in a way, you never felt the same back then?
And maybe it’s hard just to let you go,
But maybe the cards dealt, was the final fold
It goes to show, it goes so low, giving up all control

When I bleed I’ll let all out until i faint
And I believe my life was one big living mistake.
Honestly I lead myself to carry all the weight
Yeah I’m not happy, all cause one big mistake.

I SCREAM AND I CRY, ALONE EVERY NIGHT
TELL ME WHY IM ALIVE AND WHY IM IN THIS FIGHT

When I bleed I’ll let all out until i faint
And I believe my life was one big living mistake.
Honestly I lead myself to carry all the weight
Yeah I’m not happy, all cause one big mistake.

mistake

I’m going insane, I’m livin in pain
Hard to get these bad thoughts out of my brain
Tell me how the fuck to keep driving through this rain
When my wheels are so worn I can’t fight through this terrain

Life aint a game, I can’t find myself. 
Each day I pray for someone to bring me help
Give me a reason to focus on my health
Wake the fuck up Brandon youre going to die or else?

Been at a loss for help, since I lost the one
Life’s been shit, Been hard to admit she won
Almost gave up and quit, till I found someone
Like god gave me a gift, miracle he found me one

Who are you? If I can I’d like to know
It's true we have our lives but I’d like to go
And learn about you, and go with the flow
Become mad for you, before you even know.

When I met you, I could see your different
Your the star I seek in the night sky in the distance
need you to be the reason my existence is existen
And feel every word on this verse that I’m spittin 

For you I’m not quittin, Feels like it's meant to be
No worries bout distance, maybe I’m crazy
No one can fuckin stop what I’ve been feelin lately
 A smile is a thousand words, that i'm full of baby

This moment is new, but it feels like forever
No matter what I know we’ll weather this weather
Turn this from a few moments, into something that’s better
Am i moving too fast? Please tell me never

I know I’m not to clever, no im pretty fucking lame
You taught me who i am is not someone to shame
That warm feeling in my stomach when you use my name
I’m mad for you now, and for you i won't change.

mad for you

Storytelling.

Wake up in my bed, unaware I’m alone
Don’t know where you been, or if you’re even home
An embarrassment, go downstairs when I don’t even dare to know
You spent the whole night with my best friend under my nose

Anger will build, but won't hear it in my voice.
I look at you and say, you already made your fucking choice
Tension in my arms, build up when you’re near
Go upstairs and put a hole in my wall till the feelings are clear

You pound on my door, fall to your knees and plea
Remember the days when you said, forever, it’ll be you and me
Looking down at my hands covered in the blood that I bleed
I love you, but your love is not what’s best for me

I come home, you ask how’s my day and I break
Screaming over and over about my heart that fucking aches
Take every object in the house and smash our whole life away
Watch as what we had begins to  fades away  

you swear you don’t even know my name, Look what i’ve become
An animal I swear I’d always protect you from
A man that is willing hits you isn’t a man at all
A hand that balls into a fist, and I watch as you fall

You hit the ground I stop, Can’t believe what I’ve done
Let the devil inside take control and he fucking won
Look over at the safe where I hide the gun I own
Tell You I’m sorry I failed I don’t deserve to live I know

Love and War

I dream at night of shadows that I can't define
Reflections of the thoughts that I let in
Whispers under icy breath from time to time 
Only let the bad guys win

Had a dream last night real deep in my mind
Real late at times I try to define
My life and why my demons must fight
My every path of life and the happiness I find

Screams and cries I let em all out
Deep at night I’m consumed by my doubts
Why do people live their life for clout
While I struggle to fight for my own route

I’m meant to be that's what you tell me
Will you still believe in me after you leave
It’s clear to see I’m a fucking disease
When everything I dream dies when I sleep

When I lost it all who all will care
You learn your true friends when their always there
I’m aware my doubts make it hard to compare
My thoughts from reality of my own despair

Tell me who am I who am I too kind
Let my demons confide deep in my mind
Makes me fucking blind to what I have in life
No longer can design my own path tonight

I’m an acolyte to something bigger than I
of my piece of mind way beyond our time
I write on this page take it line by line
Until I find that sign of the purpose I find

I dream at night of shadows that I can't define
Reflections of the thoughts that I let in
Whispers under icy breath from time to time 
Only let the bad guys win 
I dream at night of shadows that I can't define
Reflections of the thoughts that I let in
Whispers under icy breath from time to time 
Only let the bad guys win

How can this be  why can't you see
Oh please tell me you believe in my dreams
In these words I bleed this is the real me
With These words you read is the realest I can be

It’s unbelievable you leave me alone
To drown in my hole and fail all my goals
And the deeper I go I find that I’ve gone cold
No longer willing to fold and only meet your goals

Gotta be me I’m one of a kind I’d never tell a lie and I’m willing to cry
They tell me the pain is something to hide be a real man and go on give away your life
Go get a wife a real grown man how can I be a man if I can’t be me damn
I’m losing control of who i really am trying to become who they think I am

Tell me who am I who am I too kind
Let my demons confide deep in my mind
Makes me fucking blind to what I have in life
No longer can design my own path tonight

I’m an acolyte to something bigger than I
Of my piece of mind way beyond our time
I write on this page take it line by line
Until I find that sign of the purpose I find

I dream at night of shadows that I can't define
Reflections of the thoughts that I let in
Whispers under icy breath from time to time 
Only let the bad guys win
I dream at night of shadows that I can't define
Reflections of the thoughts that I let in
Whispers under icy breath from time to time 
Only let the bad guys win

At the end of my line define the lessons I was taught
All of the wisdom and the pure bull shit I had bought
If only I had learned not to tie my life into a knot
And just given all my decisions in life just one thought

I dream at night of shadows that I can't define
Reflections of the thoughts that I let in
Whispers under icy breath from time to time 
Only let the bad guys win

thoughts

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