never wanted 2 die more lol

emetophilia

They hate it when I kid I’m not joking need my fix
I was only 14 when I lost my innocence
Back when me and heem were robbing plugs for 30 cents
Had to get it up and run it like my ass was impotent 

The dark side of the moon it came back to haunt me
I can’t even go outside cuz all these people watch me
Dancing in the dark bury me in concrete
I’ve been howling at the moon walkin like a zombie

I was only 17 when I got kicked out the house
Lotta shit I got to do lotta shit to figure out
I been Doing figure 8’s finding what to talk about
Cause you knew this shit was over when you brought him in this house


19 I’m in the same damn place
I can’t look inside the mirror I can’t stand my own face
I was sleeping with the bedbugs I lived on pillsbury
I’m embarresed cause my friends all having kids and getting married

I’m the only one who dropped out and never went to college
Everybody broke my trust swore they loved me and they promised
Sometimes I wished I died back when I was thirteen
That way all the shit you did to me could never hurt me

I’ve been hunted lied to beat up and abused
Lately I’m agoraphobic I cant do an interview
Everybody ran me dry there’s only so much left
I know I’ll still have a smile when I take my last breath

My lil brother died before he made it out of high school
You wonder why I’m sick and why I never really liked you
I act like shit effected me but lately I don’t try to
cause everyone around me always does it just to spite you

im twisted i’m fucked up no really i get it
every one who loves me the feeling is synthetic
im garbage im trash bitch i know that i’m pathetic

i’d rather end it here so i didn’t have to say it
when you said you loved me i knew that you had faked it
wish i had the power to reverse time and change it
make everyone okay keep my loved ones safe

finches (fobie’s version) [rosesleeves rmx]

fucking break me [prod. kvader]

top floor boss (feat. spiralforever) [prod. plucksunset]

disgusted

lyrics:

Everywhere I go 
Trapped inside a maze
This I can’t explain
Cut my wrist I feel no pain

Everything’s the same
Cover up the stains
Need someone to blame
it’s not me can’t be contained

cover art supplied by lonestar

#scenecore #rave #dance #disgusted #edm #hardcore #scene #emo #y2k #alternative #electronic #witchhouse #evil #house #happyhardcore #goth

stains (prod. moneykidd)

FOBIE IN THE PARTY (PROD. LONESTAR)

vanitys soundcloud: 
https://on.soundcloud.com/S6VG1uR6BBZjc5yG8

#disgusted

ptsd (feat. vanity) [prod. lonestar]

succubus

bitch i’m a king and i live in a castle
you not a boss bitch - you just an asshole
rhinestone jeans yeah that bitch is bedazzled
we go together like tinder and fat hoes 



#disgusted #scenecore #dance #ATL #rave #swag #cool #based #bimbocore

swiss cheese (feat. rito3k) [prod. lonestar]

i love freaks (feat. bbykocaine & suddendeathovertime) [prod. lonestar]

pimpin (prod. plucksunset)

disgusted 


lyrics:

you make me feel alone
 i don’t wanna be a

part of your silly game
you just give me heartbreak 

is your love really conditional
you won’t take it how it is

i’m a thousand miles away
but you’re not here to stay

wanna feel you
wanna peel you
i wanna feel your touch til it’s typical x2

end

i feel nothing but impending doom

swaggin (feat. suddendeathovertime)

cocaine #DISGUSTED (prod. moneykidd & icetrouble)

freaky disco #ILOVEFREAKS

lyrics:
i feel so alone
i don’t like the feeling when you’re not home
break my heart instead of my bones
don’t talk about pain unless it’s my own

wanna see me dead in dirt
i don’t wanna be alive unless we work
wanna say i love you i don’t know the words
kick my teeth on the edge of the curb 

im so lost 
i’m so gone
can you take me home

lost in the lies
i get paralyzed
knowing how bad i look in your eyes
i’m so sorry for everything i do

would it be better if i wasn’t alive
thought always goes in the back of my mind

will it ever be fine
did i ruin your life
know that i think about that all the time

#digicore #emo #scenecore #hyperpop #disgusted

imsolost

lyrics:

i just wanna party i been drinking all day
i know sometimes it’s too much but it makes me feel okay
im a burden to my friends when im off that yay
i’m a drug addict but they say that it’s a phase

i don’t wanna quit so you know i won’t put it down 
all the words in my mouth but they won’t come out
i’m a recluse now i don’t leave my house
and it’s all your fault i can hide that now


i don’t wanna stop 
all the pills i pop
put it in my mouth
and crush it up like molly rocks 
i forget the pain
it turn to dust like i forgot
i know something’s wrong
cuz i do that a lot

and i don’t wanna stop does that i mean that im sick
and my minds all gone is this shit permanent
wanna wipe my brain don’t wanna be like this 
wanna start life over back in 2006 

#digicore #hyperpop #emo #scenecore #disgusted #minneapolis #minnesota #archive #electronic #kencarson

recluse

lyrics:

i regret that i called you last night
was high outta of my mind
on cocaine and red wine
you say that’s it’s fine
we’ll heal in due time
u think that it’s true
i honestly don’t know why

i don’t want to be around you
can you please lock the door to the bed room
wanna kill the wifi
and shut off all of lights 
i wanna be in peace
i’m ready to just die


#emorap #lilpeep #midwestemo #wifiskeleton #jaydes #emo #scenecore

drunk dial

lyrics:

when i’m all alone i think of how it used to be 
smoking weed in your apartment lying next to me
staring at the sky
only you and i
drugs took you away from me
an eye for an eye

crawling in my skin
withdrawl like heroin
i want you again 
because you’re my favorite sin

you tear me apart
you control my heart
you’re everything i wanted
body like a piece of art 

spill my arteries
take a part of me 
you’re in charge of me
give me peace and harmony

you keep me uplifted
i know what i’ve been missin
i wish that it was different
but i gotta keep my distance

#latenight #hyperpop #digicore #chiptune #slowedandreverb #tiktok #fyp #scenecore

how it used 2 be

love u shattered 

love u now but idk i guess I'm always on m y o w n

star crossed lovers (feat. shattered) [prod. rhodes]

hello kitty dance party [prod. rosesleeves & rhodes]

art by: @eyemtript

dsgstd2020


i know you'll get ov3r me

over me (feat. rosesleeves & suckerpunk) [prod. rosesleeves]

we can fall in luv and then act like we're new to it 

art by @eyemtript & @manaelf

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