lyrics:

i just wanna party i been drinking all day
i know sometimes it’s too much but it makes me feel okay
im a burden to my friends when im off that yay
i’m a drug addict but they say that it’s a phase

i don’t wanna quit so you know i won’t put it down 
all the words in my mouth but they won’t come out
i’m a recluse now i don’t leave my house
and it’s all your fault i can hide that now


i don’t wanna stop 
all the pills i pop
put it in my mouth
and crush it up like molly rocks 
i forget the pain
it turn to dust like i forgot
i know something’s wrong
cuz i do that a lot

and i don’t wanna stop does that i mean that im sick
and my minds all gone is this shit permanent
wanna wipe my brain don’t wanna be like this 
wanna start life over back in 2006 

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recluse

MNFOBIA