produced by me

what if i (ft. @iamjcast) (prod. https://soundcloud.com/jrsenmartin)

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
My ears are still ringing
Can barely hear myself thinking
I slowly feel myself sinking
So now I turn to drinking

So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?
So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?

Little things you do 
Fall and fall for you
How you say I love you
One sock before each shoe

My voice is giving out
I’ve been dying for days now

(J. Cast)
Keep on lying to me…
Yeah… Woah…
What if I need you, shawty?
What if I need you by me?
Why do you keep on lying?
You said you need me by you
Why do you keep on lying?
Why do I keep on trying?
I just need you beside me
What if I can’t find love?

(kami oshie) 
So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?
So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?

written by kami oshie, J. Cast, crybabykeith 

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what if i (ft. J. Cast) (prod. recycleBin)

anxiety (prod. kami oshie x recyleBin)

LYRICS:
Anxiety’s getting the best of me
Haven’t been myself lately
I’ll get back to it, eventually
Clear the space in my head
I’ll sleep when I’m dead
I can see so clearly
You weren’t the one for me
But I’ll still think of you, periodically

These thoughts are too much for me
Feeling so down on my luck, you see?
Got you on my mind
Not sure if I’m so fine

Maybe I should just give
Maybe I should just fall
Maybe I shouldn’t live
Maybe I shouldn’t call

Maybe if I had done things differently
Maybe you’d still feel the same for me
You took my heart
Just to fall apart
You took the space in my head
Just to leave this space in my bed
I’m twenty something, feeling so down
These words make me feel like I’ll drown

Anxiety’s getting the best of me
Haven’t been myself lately
I’ll get back to it, eventually
Clear the space in my head
I’ll sleep when I’m dead
I can see so clearly
You weren’t the one for me
But I’ll still think of you, periodically

Oh...
With this, I’ll finally get past this

written by kami oshie

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anxiety (prod. kami oshie x recycleBin)

October 30, 2019

troubled souls (ft. @bailssays) (prod. @recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

Spiders crawling through your ear
No reflection in the mirror
Wishing for the perfect night
As I go in for the perfect bite

I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

(bails)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
I know you don’t wanna cry
I know you don’t want to go

Me and kami oshie 
Fucking up your halloween
Here to steal your girl
Making twice your daddy’s salary
Baby, I’m a punk, how the fuck can you be mad at me?
No we cannot dunk, but she always asking us to sing

(kami)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

(bails)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
I know you don’t wanna cry
I know you don’t want to go

You don’t want this pain
I don’t know how to say it
I got nothing to gain but got the blood on my face
I’ve been dying to kill you, but you trying to live
Every word that you say feel like a knife in my ribs

(kami)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

(bails)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
I know you don’t wanna cry
I know you don’t want to go

(kami)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

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written by kami oshie, bails

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troubled souls (ft. bails) (prod. recycleBin)

PROD. RECYCLEBIN (https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
I STILL THINK OF YOU FROM TIME TO TIME
I STILL THINK OF YOUR HAND HOLDING MINE
I STILL REMEMBER YOUR EYES
HOW THEY LOOKED IN THE MOON LIGHT

NOW YOU’RE JUST A MEMORY
DO YOU EVER THINK OF ME?
I GUESS I’M NOT READY TO LET GO
I HAVE AN EMPTY SOUL

AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES
AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES
AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES
AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES

JAN. 30, 2020

OBJECTS ARE CLOSER THAN THEY APPEAR (PROD. RECYCLEBIN)

tell you ten (prod. recycleBin)

artwork by @expiredsaucepacket and @kamioshie on IG.

Detuned (ft. Kami Oshie) (prod. recycleBin)

March 30, 2020

I Wish You Were Still With Me (Prod. kami oshie x @recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
Memories seem to be
The only thing that’s keeping me
From the fire

It’s easy to break someone’s heart
When they seem to be falling apart (apart)
I didn’t think today would be
The last day you’d talk to me (to me)

I’ll miss what we were
My vision’s a blur
I guess things were never meant
I wish you the best
I wish I could have been your last
But that time’s come and past

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I Wish You Were Still With Me (Prod. kami oshie x recycleBin)

April 6, 2020

Objects (ft. @iamjcast) (Prod. @recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
(kami)
I still think of you from time to time
I still think of your hand holding mine
I still remember your eyes
How they looked in the moon light

Now you’re just a memory
Do you ever think of me?
I guess I’m not ready to let go
I have an empty soul

And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes
And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes
And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes
And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes

(J. Cast)
Yeah, now I know, that I might go
She holds me close
I’m stuck in the middle
This white bitch gonna take her bra off
I don’t need her, I guess I’m just gonna call it off
I don’t see her, I’m so tired I’m just noddin' off
I don’t need ya, I’ve been on my own I’m better off, yeah
And now I know that’s how life goes
Just hold me close
Don’t let me go
I can’t sit here
All on my own
I’m way too lonely
Need you to hold me

(kami)
And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes
And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes
And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes
And yeah, I know
That’s how life goes

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Objects (ft. J. Cast) (Prod. recycleBin)

April 25, 2020

i really miss you (prod. @recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
You didn’t want me and I gotta remember that
I gotta stop looking at your page and thinking back
I’ve been running low on sleep cause I thought you’d be mine to keep
Yeah, maybe that’s the way this goes
I swear god, who know’s?

And maybe this is how it's meant to be,
But I still wish you were here with me

And maybe this is how it’s meant to be
But I wish that you were here with me
You tell me that I never really cared
I keep looking back at the time we shared
I really miss having you in my life
I really miss having you by my side
I really miss having you in my life
I really miss having you by my side

By my side
By my side

You didn’t want me and I gotta remember that
I gotta stop looking at your page and thinking back...

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i really miss you (prod. recycleBin)

everything prod. recycleBin :) i hope you enjoy this album, i put my soul into it

old friends (feat. Kami Oshie) (prod. recycleBin)

probably nothing good (prod. recycleBin)

firefly (feat. J. Cast) (prod. recycleBin)

infinity two (prod. recycleBin)

e girl vacation (prod. recycleBin)

cherry blossom (prod. recycleBin)

pink sky (prod. recycleBin)

its been a long night (prod. recycleBin)

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@bailssays @recyclexbin

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by J. Cast

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top down

top down w/ bails

"Faking My Own Death" is about escaping myself in the search for artistic truth.