hold me so much

underrated / need attention

k shit

sad contemporary hyperpop musixx

SATURN (pilotkid)

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

behind me (inno)

power outage (prod. siemspark x aidanhanbeats)

@riceinabowl68 @plec0 @jasie-yt @1samp @rosecliffe @findlinnet @bewitch-core

bullets w/ rice + plec0 + coticker + samp + ashe + 🜏 linnet

ALWAYS IN MY HEAD - YOUNGRECK [ROUGH EDIT] (prod. yusha x fum1ko)

Always In My Head

Middle

dltzk(jane remover) - downwiththestraggots

hurt

Stay cover

i didnt know jd personally but I appreciate the impact they made on so many people.  rest easy.


LYRICS:
I can smell the cigarettes on your breath and I can tell that theres no more love left and its hard for me to communicate with my friends but they are all I got in the end its all I got in the end there all I got in the end please don’t play don’t pretend there all I got in the end 

Break 

I can tell you about a time where all my friends have fucking folded and I can tell you about a time where my friends have jacked my motion I can tell you about a time where I got friends quick I can tell you about a time where I got them slow gotta old mate used to pass the notes only seen my highs never seen my lows brush off my arms gotta move stealthy I don’t show my cards but its all my fault every single break yea its all my fault every headache yea its all my fault if they on my court I won’t pass the ball they don’t ever check on me at all I won’t treat u like u mine if u have never need my fall like ohhhhhh its time for me to take a step away its time for me to take a fuckin break but I can’t no no I can’t need make me a plan cuz its all Ill have in the end 

Break 

they are all I got in the end its all I got in the end there all I got in the end please don’t play don’t pretend there all I got in the end 

The end of this song is in reference to the original song by JD called "just make it to february"

Link: https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/february

in the end

ukg 3.0

may 29 2022

intro:
hole in my chest but they still don’t notice
tell them all about my problems but they don’t know shit
if the weather matched my feelings then i might feel better
cos all this sunshine been making me feel lesser
petrified im feeling petrified
locked in my bedroom shit can i even tell the time
everything’s so grey can’t tell between wrong and right
is there any point in trying?

chorus
i think i’m in denial
for the things they say bout me
like how i'm so behind in life
and that i don’t know how to feel
timewaster
let the evil thoughts in my mind
no more candles left to light
go to heaven yeah i might

@dpf617:
back up, head shot make him act up
look on the ground and his blood all splattered
am i crazy? idk, in denial feel so low
kinda lost another day run thru my head when she said she wish i was dead
passed out on the floor with the pills up
talking to the voice in my head they gone kill us
another bottle going down in the system
the old me man i know they gone miss em
now my face on the news its my image
going straight to the bid for some quick shit
right now getting paint as the villain
when i'm out they gone see me as the hero
i don't even know why i try now
going down i ain't going where the light go

verse:
cash out
ignore the voices drinking till i pass out
cry now
the pills keep me at bay don't gotta fight now
lights down
close the curtains keep my thinking to myself now
locked out
get away from all u bums u way too low-brow
yea i'm an overthinker social weirdo
never find the words to say
the news, it travels quick
the dirt on u piles in less than a day
toxic grapevines
the same ones to drown in our sorrows
feel them eyes drill into me
what's the point of seeing tomorrow

bridge
the time keeps ticking
and my life i keep wasting
all these whispers in n out my head
alone, im craving
the time keeps ticking
and my life i keep wasting
all these whispers in n out my head
alone, i'm craving

i think i’m in denial
for the things they say bout me
like how i'm so behind in life
and that i don’t know how to feel
timewaster
let the evil thoughts in my mind
no more candles left to light
go to heaven yeah i might

timewaster

timewaster, +DPF

Splashin'

download

2AM (Prod. by @cheecru)

Inzombia

Belly - Re Up (feat. NAV)

L$Dreams

I'm adapted now, floatin down from the city lights
you could live like that yeah, and explore the city life
come alive, see that purple rain rain right
i know you watch, you like that
in the meantime baby, hey lets just keep it wavey
i just wanna live for the moment, wanna make love to your mind
i don't want another problem, leave em right there leave em right there
we connect in the night time, in the limelight
me and my girl, me and my world
say you wanna love? I just wanna touch (x3)
I just wanna take ur time
take ur time, babe be mine
fall this way, swing this vine
central park, you and I 
late one night, feelin high, feelin higher, feelin high yeah
never once did I, never once did I tell you that I loved you
shoulda told you when I saw you
that fateful night you called me
i don't, ever wanna leave you lonely again 
yeah, yeah, no baby
no swimmin in egyptian pools, no swimmin alone like woah babe
woah baby
I don't think that'd be nice, no
don't wanna spend my nights no, with a heart full of ice

Free Download

egyptian pools (prod. jinsang)

Not for the album, but for Toronto. 

Download:  https://www.toneden.io/always-never/post/bria-s-interlude

Always Never:
https://www.facebook.com/AlwaysNeverHere
https://twitter.com/alwaysneverhere
https://instagram.com/alwaysneverhere
https://soundcloud.com/alwaysneverhere

Bria's Interlude

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@1yugenn
@nokiyzu
@mitsooya

notes:
yugen n i are rly proud of dis 1 hope it doesnt flop :3 enjoy!

(lyrics)

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

[mitsu]
wht do u want
i'm just a fool
wht do u want from me
i don't hve a clu#e
n i can't take
another1 sip
of dis liquor so i'll just have 2...
run back2u
【x2】

[yugen]
running back 
bby i just want ur love again##
n i been lost all the way i think its till the end
all the times i asked you out
u said it just depends
ppl tell me 2 b happy but i really cant :/

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

hook

back2u +yugen (noki)

@miraie
@kggn
@lb66
@skoolio
@mitsooya

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G3sIjMzHlc

notes:
original art made by MORNCOLOUR
check them out out here: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/9429777

(lyrics)

[mitsu]
n im trapped in my own wrld
nothing feels right 
my heads ina twirl
i bloodied up my bed
im sick of tking meds
cnt get u out my head
cnt get u out my head

n im sick of all da bullshit :D
i cnt tke it anymore lol
it's like i'm caught in an endless line of negativity

n i just watch da rain fall
i bang my head on da wall x_x
i cnt answer your calls
im bleeding from my eyeballs T-T
n im hving withdraws
my body's shaking uncaused
i need 2 put life on pause 
i perform then u applaud

[miraie]
standing at da crossroads my mind is altered
constantly struggling im turning monstr#%^1
4matting myself pls let me restate :3
losing faith ya i think that this is my fate

but i wake up feeling sad ;-;
I just want you out my head
cut my vein it's bleeding red
cried all nite ya i'm scared

n i just wait 4 ur call
shawty said she wnna ball
den she ghosts me like shoko :|
i need a girl like kato
n i am hving trauma
feel like im monokuma
setting up holy grail wars
fate/stay night rin tohsaka (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rin_Tohsaka)

prehook

[kuru]
n evry day i wnna strangle myself 
think it's fine but it's not ok
n i just rly hate 2 live like this :(
but thts just how it fuckn is 
n its stayed that way 
got a feeling in my stomach 
i just can't seem 2fight it

fly away frm here 
no, i dnt wnna live like this
n its clear that i hate it 
but i cn nevr face it
(I just want u back in my arms)

hook

timewaster, +DPF

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