cannot believe it’s been so long since i found your music

THIS IS THE LAST SONG ON THIS ACCOUNT, thank you for being here for so long <3
now go follow @alwaysalasttime on ig and sc, thats where i will be making music from now on

PRODUCTION VOCALS EVERYTHING: trisonline
help with coverart: my friend swag
starter piano midi: @hiisero
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(lyrics)
soon

no life left

im 17 today

produced by me made in september 
i barely make music for this account anymore and like a lot of the other songs on here it is rushed and i'd consider it a demo.. but i hope you like it nonetheless

lyrics:

if i had strung you along
i swore i would tell you no matter the situation
i left the porch light humming
i tore off my skin without moments of hesitation

it's my first day out in public
there's things i should learn before God tells me what to do
what would i know if i didn't have someone like you to look up to?

they look at me like i'm crazy
i promise i'm fine i'm just finding myself again
mom don't be so judgmental
i'm getting tired of pretending to be like him

Porchlight

guy like u (prod. zhenyue)

enemy turf

demo (file will probably be replaced later on)

It's a turning point in my life
what can I say?
nothing I say sounds right
hold it in for one more night
what have i done?
i swear, i'll make it right

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
feel like I'm on the edge of letting go
it's starting to show
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just shave it all off just to see how you'd react

i know what your expecting
but im giving you something else
when you tell me you love me
i wish i could say the same
cant think of the words
you want me to say
you ask how its been
i dont say a thing
i wish i could say something

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
shattering my brainstem
wandering away, hoping things are still okay
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just burn the fucking house down
maybe I'll see you react
i swear, i'll make it right

Turning point

In Love [prod.skrena]

from a scrapped project
made february 6 2025

medicine keeps failing me
i been falling from the highest
all the weights are crushing me
even though i wanna deny it
every night i toss+turn
every night i end up crying
tryna fight the way you hurt me
but i feel my body dying

oh
i keep driving but the road dont end
try to break out but i fall again
i cant tell when i be lying oh
i cant tell when i be lying

Toss+turn

@bonedoji

cant get over love
try and say u want me
try like oh my god
have another try please

I don't need a buffer
play my song when u kiss me
I wont be ur lover
kiss my bruise when u hit me



cant wait it all goes south
could've sworn its not my round
you said to "forget me now"
but I still feel you in my mouth

fuck sake I still miss you
im so tired I wish I was different ah
don't talk about an issue
I cant lie like that, would you listen ah

bruise (p.bnnett)

prod me

comin down from the high where tf are yall at
i took 2 tabs then js realized i lost my packs
"whats with this fag?"
this the shit they say behind my back
everything i do
i cant stop feeling fucking attacked
thought i'd throw away my meds cuz im pissed off ya
they aint doing nun for me i'll get my shit rocked ya
i wasnt tryna break his heart ya
she said its ok but ik its not ya

@aisle-4 w/ my bros in the moshpit
barely got an ego wasnt even tryna mog him
too much war up in my feeds this shit making me nauseous
say that u dont fw facsists but u drinking out their faucet
said it once i'll say it again ur fucking toxic
hypocrite u gonna talk u gotta walk it
he sucking on that shi until im screaming stop ittt
if u tryna make a project i take walk-ins

shout out to my bros who lost it all
idk how we're still holding up
they call me a terrorist im like bro nuh uh
ion fw tariffs need my ariZona
gaf if i sound like somebody else i HATE my voice
either train that shit or kms feeln like a fucking void
yuh
is this the shit that brings you joy
y do u want somebody's mind destroyed

comin down from the high where tf are yall at
i took 2 tabs then js realized i lost my packs
"whats with this fag?"
this the shit they say behind my back
everything i do
i cant stop feeling fucking attacked
thought i'd throw away my meds cuz im pissed off ya
they aint doing nun for me i'll get my shit rocked ya
i wasnt tryna break his heart ya
she said its ok but ik its not ya

if we swapped brains

the 2025 #Finale starts now...
join the dynasty discord: discord.gg/SWRQXqVpUU
 featuring @hiseph
produced by @v2nthan
art by @heavenslostinsideus on instagram

lyrics
pack came thru
i need it bad
supreme up when i sag
take a flight i hit up sac
fly business wit some class
new cavalli denim 
i'm still looking 4 dat new shit
fell out wit dat hoe 
nd now she mad i got a new bitch

like bby
whatchu 
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?

cruise ship got me seasick
took 2pillz 
i swear i'm tweakin
walk round wit dat bracelet
tryna flex up boy stop playin
everywhere that i go
 got discounts
cuz they kno i'm spending 
it's brown boy szn everyday
i tell my brudda spin ittt

fuckd up all dayyy
one mistakee
u ain't gon get nothing from me
cameras in my faceee
ain't no wayyy
that you stunting on me 

got some rips up on my jeans
and it's tearing at the seams
them undercover dreams
i let everybody see

big blunts i face up
my team kno i push shit up
i got no time 4 no hoezzz
if u pussy then speak up
don't fw me then it's loveee
cuz my pockets still gon bust
cdg got double cuffs
moving classical as fuck

ain't got no tats 
but that bitch 
leave a mark up on me
that winter camo
you would think i'm in the army
it's me and venthan in this club
i told him throw it up
know you won't chase it how i do
so i ain't sorry

pack came thru
i need it bad
supreme up when i sag
take a flight i hit up sac
fly business wit some class
new cavalli denim 
i'm still looking 4 dat new shit
fell out wit dat hoe 
nd now she mad i got a new bitch

like bby
whatchu 
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?

Porchlight

red letter diary

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