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Evil, Dark, Grotesque

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A song about crossing from betrayal into strength, turning echoes of the past into fuel for the future.

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She hides behind her quiet eyes

Lyrics: 

[Verse 1]
I kept my kindness blunted, filed down to fit the room,
til the room grew teeth and called itself a womb.
You measured my worth by the quiet of my throat,
then sold me a raft with holes for a boat.
I traced the fault lines running under your grace—
contracts in cursive carved into my face.
A lifeline shouldn’t be a leash on the wrist;
I bit through the braid when the rope turned to fist.

[Pre-Chorus]
I won’t be the soft place your violence lands,
not the velvet beneath your iron plans.
If mercy has bones, let it keep them intact—
I’m done bleeding for your sacred act.

[Chorus]
So I grow claws where you trimmed me thin,
anchors in the cliff when the earth caves in.
I won’t beg the storm to change its laws—
I’ll climb its ribs with open claws.
If love is a shelter, let it hold, not bind;
if trust has a door, let it open from both sides.
I won’t scratch for permission from your cause—
these walls will learn my name by my claws~!!!

[Verse 2]
You called my boundaries “barbed” when they cut your demand,
yet wore a crown of thorns and said it was “the plan.”
You sanctified harm with the right kind of light,
but holiness breaks where it hides what it bites.
I kept receipts inked under the skin—
ledgers of nights I refused to give in.
When “peace” was a muzzle, and “care” was a cage,
I learned to spell “freedom” in bone and in rage.

[Pre-Chorus]
If truth is a field, I’ll harvest it raw—
no more pruning the thorn to flatter the law.
If hope is a ladder, let each rung be real;
no painted ascent, no counterfeit steel.

[Chorus]
So I grow claws where you trimmed me thin,
anchors in the cliff when the earth caves in.
I won’t beg the storm to change its laws—
I’ll climb its ribs with open claws.
If love is a shelter, let it hold, not bind;
if trust has a door, let it open from both sides.
I won’t scratch for permission from your cause—
these walls will learn my name by my claws~!!!!

[Bridge]
If grief is a coastline, then time is the tide—
it takes and it gives, but it will not decide.
I plant my fingers in the granite of dawn,
and pull the whole day up like a song.

Hold—hold—hold the stone.

Home—home—home in bone.

YOUR GENTLENESS WAS A GLOVE FOR THE KNIFE.
I’M DONE HIDING THE BLOOD THAT PROVES I’M ALIVE.

[Final Chorus]
So I grow claws where I once grew doubt,
grip in the gale till the thunder runs out.
If love lights a fire, let it warm these flaws—
not remake me smooth, but honor the claws.
I won’t beg the storm to change its laws—
I’ll climb its ribs with open claws.
When you call it “order” while you tighten your jaws—
I’ll keep my throat,
and keep my claws...

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WE’RE IN THIS TOGETHER

CENOBIA : THRONE OF WANT

“Sleight of Hand” is a brooding alternative rock lament written, recorded, and produced by Jaxson Brewer / Jerry M. Jowers. The song explores the weight of shame, the collapse of identity, and the desperate search for forgiveness. Its atmosphere is heavy and cold — layered guitars, restrained percussion, and a vocal delivery that drifts between confession and surrender.

This is the sound of someone trying to understand the damage within themselves while still hoping there’s something left to salvage. “Sleight of Hand” doesn’t resolve — it lingers, echoes, and burns slow.

Writer / Producer: Jerry M. Jowers
Lead Vocal: Jaxson Brewer / Jerry M. Jowers Guitars / Bass / Drums / Programming: Jerry M. Jowers
Mix / Master: Jerry M. Jowers
Label: Jericho Records

Sleight of Hand

Egotist

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Written by Sycamour www.theheartwood.com
Recorded by Johnny Franck and mixed by Christopher Darnell
Video filmed, directed and edited by www.timburmedia.com

I fuckin’ lost it
Dropped it and trickled all the way out by myself (Yeah x3)
I fuckin’ lost it
Stayed up intoxicated, don’t wanna find my head (Just put a hole in it)

I fuckin’ lost it
Slowly been suffocating, lately I taste the air
And It’s disgusting 
Maybe if I stop breathing I’ll start to dream again (I’m really over it)

But you…
You make me feel just like I’m new
But you…
You make me feel like I can move

Don’t need you to waste my life (It’s not fucking worth it)
All the drama and karma just dragging me from the surface
I’m dead to faith, live in a cage, erase my name, throw me away

But you… You make me feel just like I’m new
But you… You make me feel like I can move

Hey I’m ready, come on
Hey I’m ready, come on
I’m ready to go right now
Inject me with love

I have found nothing inspiring for a while, I’m drowning
I know there’s a god, when I close my eyes I hope that he’s found me
I just get so cold when I stare at the sky, keep feeling taunted
I know I’m alive if I check my pulse, never sleep, I’m counting

But you… You make me feel just like I’m new
But you… You make me feel like I can move

Hey I’m ready, come on
Hey I’m ready, come on
I’m ready to go right now
Inject me with love

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