Streetlight Gospel is a faith-filled rock album that tells the story of redemption in real life — not in pews or perfect places, but under flickering streetlights where Jesus shows up in your mess. With gritty guitars, powerful vocals, and testimony-laced lyrics, Kenny Suarez delivers raw, unfiltered worship for those who know grace doesn’t come clean — it comes with scars, sweat, and the fire of transformation.

The Sound of Surrender

AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

AxAxCStudios™ (2025)

Am I the Monster?

put on the mask

tell me i meant something

Screaming

GUILTY PLEASURE

LOOP4EVER pt1

CRASHOUT

This is a B-Side for the album "The Butcher of Whitechapel"  This was the original first track.  

[Verse 1]
The fog consumes where shadows creep,
A shroud that chokes the Thames’ black deep.
Its whispers coil through ash and stone,
A hunger wakes that’s not my own.
The streets decay, their cries grow dim,
Gaslights flicker, their glow grows thin.
My boots resound with heavy dread,
The blade now calls where blood was shed.

[Pre-Choru]
The mist commands, it pulls my will,
A voice not mine—it binds, it kills.

[Chorus]
Fog of the damned, it breathes through me,
A ritual carved in agony.
FOG OF THE DAMNED!!!
The blade sings hymns in crimson rain,
This curse ascends—it won’t restrain!
Fog of the Damned commands my hand!

[Post-Chorus]
It drains my soul, it claims the night!
The fog will call—I’ve lost my fight!

[Verse 2]
Her shadow sways in the fog’s cruel grip,
A fleeting smile, her last words slip.
The knife ignites, it finds her throat,
Her life dissolves in scarlet flow.
I carve the signs, their curves alive,
Each cut a prayer to dark divine.
Her flesh the script, her blood the ink,
Bound by the fog—I cannot think.

[Pre-Chorus]
The fog’s alive, it shapes my hand,
Its ancient will, my soul’s demand.

[Chorus]
Fog of the damned, it breathes through me,
A ritual carved in agony.
FOG OF THE DAMNED!!!
The blade sings hymns in crimson rain,
This curse ascends—it won’t restrain!
Fog of the Damned commands my hand!

[Bridge]
The streets are graves, their secrets hum,
The cobblestones where blood has run.
I scream inside, but none will hear—
The fog’s my chain, my end is near!
It carves! It binds! It steals my mind!

[Guitar Solo]

[Breakdown]
No light! No peace!
The fog’s my leash!
It writes through me, consumes my breath—
This curse was forged in endless death!

[Refrain]
The mist returns, it calls my name,
Each step I take fuels its dark flame.

[Outro Chorus]
Fog of the damned—it breathes through me,
A ritual carved in agony.
FOG OF THE DAMNED!!!
The blade sings hymns in crimson rain,
This curse ascends—it won’t restrain!
FOG OF THE DAMNED!!! commands my hands!
It commands!!!

[Outro]
The fog will call…
My soul must fall…
Its whispers bind…
I’m lost in time.

Fog of the Damned

Swallowed a sunrise, spat out the night,
Told the moon to move, now the stars ignite.
Mate, this world’s a blister, we the infected,
Cures sold in capsules, system perfected.

Breathe in the smog, exhale the static,
Nerves like a live wire, thoughts automatic.
Built on collapse, skyscrapers lean,
Pills in my pocket, they keep me serene.


Got a pill for the pain, a pill for the shame,
One for the madness that rewires my brain.


There's a pill for that, mate, there's a pill for that.
Patch up your soul, slap a sticker on the crack.
Take it down slow, let the rhythm react,
There's a pill for that, mate, there's a pill for that.


Theres a pill for the love, pill for the hate,
a pill for the twisting, for thoughts misaligned.
A pill for the rage, mate, a pill for the calm,
One to hold fire, one to disarm.

Choir in my head, singing fractured hymns,
A symphony of chaos, with industrial limbs.
Fingers clutch shadows, can’t hold the real,
Swallowed my demons, now I don’t feel.

There's a Pill For That - Single

VIOLENCE

Weirdly this does cost me some expenses, any donations would be massively appreciated! 

If you have requests let me know!

There's a Pill For That - Single

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