like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

awesome song for an awesome comp album 🤝 thx for the opportunity gang

all i want for christmas is you (Mariah Carey cover)

the day we met 
you were looking kinda lonely
we sat in that bench talking 'bout your ex
oh girl he kinda fucking ugly

oh the time you told me that
he left you with some big issues (issues)
nothing one cant fix with some tissues (tissues)
let me cure all your trusting issues

(i miss you)

oh you miss me like no fuck you
i am in love with this one girl
god knows if she loves me back
i don't really fucking think so but yea alright

oh girl you fucking made me blind
to anybody else that is on my sight
i'm losing my mind over your pretty eyes
but you don't even fucking know it yet

oh girl i'm kinda scared
i don't know if i should be so
but you see me a friend
i see you more, it's fucked up and im sorry

oh this is hard to carry around
friends adviced not to open up
sure they know a lot more than i do
about you

oh you're the reason i come here
i get bored when i dont talk to you
just messing around, making songs now
but there is this one huge problem

oh girl you didn't notice me 
now you go hang out with that one guy
who doesn't even fucking really like me
you'll never find someone else like me

(like i will)
	
oh the fact that this is going nowhere
i will try to get used to this bullshit
i never felt like this my whole life
i really wanna wish you and him luck 

oh fuck this is eating me alive 
what if that what if this stop thinking shit
it didn't really happen it was never a thing
you never even really thought of me that way

it was never a thing

spotify

youll never ever know

(song about monster energy)
(I'm too lazy to finish this lmao)

I've seen some better days
right when she dumped me
got lots of energy for self destruction

pour up myself a drink
with lots of caffeine
I think it's time to die
so say goodbye
and say goodnight

pop that shit and party rock
I forgot my Adderall
suicidal chemicals
kill the cops and fuck the world

baby I'm on ritalin
tryna get us both a fix
overdose on pixie sticks
cut yourself before it hits

MONSTER

prime chris comeback

walking in my garden all the flowers that i smell i b getting so high i feel like i just fell
and im walking straight to hell
and my mouth is kinda swell
pray to god they didnt lace my shit 
cuz i dont feel well
i didnt make this beat but i fw the mel
medical attention cuz im in here casting spells
ill show you where i hid the body 
promise you wont tell
taking all these drugs kinda korrupting my cells
making me pass out on the fucking floor
this lifes a fucking bore
i wna feel smth more
something other than just 
creeping through your door
i wanna feel your soul its you ima control
ever try to find me ill just hide in north pole
lifes forever fucking dark 
and my lungs look like coal
if you wanna see a paradise just come n stroll

chr🍄s - 🍃💭 w33d dr33mz 💤 #high4ever 😕

I don't wanna close my eyes
losing our sense of time
twisted all up inside
making me wanna die

maybe I'll stay the night
hoping she'll hold me tight
whisper that it's quite alright

with you
with you
with you
with you

I don't wanna be another answer
round and round, until we're going faster
claps my palms and pray it's getting better
with time
with time

(Lie, lying right by your side)
(Down till we meet the sky)
(Keeping on every night)
(Night)
(Night)

I don't want to be
another memory
I don't want to be
another memory

with you
with you

I don't wanna close my eyes
losing our sense of time
twisted all up inside
making me wanna die

maybe I'll stay the night
hoping she'll hold me tight
whisper that it's quite alright

with you
with you
with you
with you

I don't wanna be another answer
round and round, until we're going faster
claps my palms and pray it's getting better
with time
with time

(Lie, lying right by your side)
(Down till we meet the sky)
(Keeping on every night)
(Night)
(Night)

Sleepwalking

Edgy song apart of comic book

Cant take my mind off you
I think it's all I do
It's in the summer breeze
inside my empty room

take your time
to reply
before I kill myself

Don't think twice
I'm alright
Here sitting all alone

ooh baby, I know it's never ending those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

oooh baby, stuck inside the matrix
My voice is in the static 
that echos against the ceiling 

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

oooh baby-- I know it's never ending, those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

cause
oooh baby, your favorite connotation 
whenever we get wasted
and pray for our salvation

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

it was never a thing

reenhaelreeners

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