Lyrics:
Once again
I’m lost inside this thing called consciousness
Lay to rest
That which doesn’t serve me lest I’m dead
On the edge
Of emptiness
I swear I won’t forget
My contempt
I learned my lesson on that day I bled

Was it love when you put me through what you did?
Was it something that I’ve said that’s got me bent?
I confess
I’m a non-religious man, yet I repent
‘Cause I know something out there’s counting my sins

And it’s been some time
Since I revisited that darkened state of mind
Ain’t no place to hide
When these walls collide 
Kaleidoscope inside my eyes
I’ve seen this twice
Now I’m seeing white
I don’t know if it’s the light or just my lies
I don’t know if it’s a line I stand behind
If so, then I have crossed it
I lived to tell the tale and this is what I saw

It was straight terror
Rain with no umbrella
Opposite of pleasure
Bodies on a stretcher
Happy ending with no cinderella 
Kamikaze’s blowing up
And heads are getting severed
The woman that you love is saying that she never met you
Like dementia 
Not to mention
You’re exerting all this effort
Just to make something amazing, but they think it’s unimpressive
And everyone you know’s pretending
It’s like reading through the credits, but it’s never-fucking-ending

Once again
I’m lost inside this thing called consciousness
Lay to rest
That which doesn’t serve me lest I’m dead
On the edge
Of emptiness
I swear I won’t forget
My contempt
I learned my lesson on that day I bled

Once again
I’m lost inside this thing called consciousness
Lay to rest
That which doesn’t serve me lest I’m dead
On the edge
Of emptiness
I swear I won’t forget
My contempt
I learned my lesson on that day I bled

Written by: Joaquïïn
Guitar by: Ryan Warrick

Once Again

Reginald Zar