instead of wasting time in my head all day, I've decided to translate some of that energy into creative outlets. today's project consists of a funny concept called limerence, which is basically obsessing over someone who doesn't even know you exist, something I'm quite familiar with. in my case, it's the matter of reciprocation that I'm struggling to come to terms with, do I continue to play the role or do I move on with my life wandering through the slippery slopes of the "scene" i also just want to continue working, getting my mind right in little ways so I don't completely fucking lose it and rot away in bed all day. this summer has given me plenty of opportunities to look within myself and figure out what exactly i would like to do. i guess this is one of many things I'm experimenting with, and will continue to do so for as long as I have a brain and a creative heart. 

what if she isn't real?

i live and breathe music to the point where i can’t breathe anymore

what if she isn't real?

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