i’d rather die than live like this ft.cutdeep (afterlife)

music video:
https://youtu.be/iqHRw1GXgO4

Lost myself
Changed my timezone for what
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still

I was high
I was in Sacramento
Baby I'm fine
Baby I'm too much probably
That's what they all say about me
That's what they all say about me

Lost myself
Changed my timezone for what
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still 
I just wanna still

Fuck the way I feel I'm melting 
Just one more pill I'm helpless
Your words don't heal they selfish
I should think about myself but
You got my ring on your necklace
Just wanna be still
I just wanna be still
The Ativan don't work no more
I'mma bleed out on the floor
Hope I'm sad enough for you
I don't have no more drugs to do
This cocaine got me sick yeah
I heard from your friend that you skipped town
This cocaine got me sick now 

Lost myself 
Changed my timezone for what 
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still

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stagnant demo (p. nature walker)

mix. @ztope

(prodnxku) 

-non profit-

lyrics -

aye sinking
help me find my meaning
your the only one in
my life not deceiving
girl im barely breathing
i cant fight this feeling
why does everything feel
so fuckin unappealing
everyday i wake up
starting at the ceiling yeah its
just another day i wont cope
with these feelings i
ant fuckin healing i
need time to my self
how appealing never mind
ima die can feel it?
tell me do you feel this?

cuz no one cares
about whats going on
yeah i need help
why cant you tell?

deceive (prodnxku)

fool/poet (p. wisssery)

i hate rollercoasters (p. wisssery)

prod hellapocky x warheart & rubbish
lyric:

(prod. hellapocky x warheart)
Yeah 
Yea
Ye
Like here we go 
Good gas is all I roll
Grade A like the honor roll
I put this shit in my (w)raps
That’s all I know 
I don’t-
I don’t wanna-
I think that I’m gonna anyway
I’m makin money like anyway
No huddle, I’m makin every play
-
I got a lot on my plate, 
Okay
Shootin shit jus like a fade 
Away
I might go get me a bag
I might go get it today
Oh, hey
Ho
I know you pissed 
I know you mad
I know you think
Bout what we coulda had
I was the kid 
Now I’m the man
I’m sippin sumn 
From out in Japan 
Oh woah
Think I did it again
This a bro code
If you in then you in
I had some people around me 
They used to hope 
That the kid wouldn’t win
Yeah 
Yea
Ye
Like here we go 
Good gas is all I roll
Grade A like the honor roll
I put this shit in my (w)raps
That’s all I know 
I don’t-
I don’t wanna-
I think that I’m gonna anyway
I’m makin money like anyway
No huddle, I’m makin every play
That bitch love when I’m around 
Pack so loud you smell the sound 
That bitch love when I’m around
I’m up I aint comin down 
Yeah 
Yea
Ye
Like here we go 
Good gas is all I roll
Grade A like the honor roll
I put this shit in my (w)raps
That’s all I know 
I don’t-
I don’t wanna-
I think that I’m gonna anyway
I’m makin money like anyway
No huddle, I’m makin every play
-
(prod. rubbish)
Yuh,
I keep that wock like a stir fry
Pull up wit chops 
Pull up wit sticks 
They come in twos 
Just like my bitches 
That bih gon slop
All on my d(jawnson)k
Just for some 
Front row seat tickets 
I rlly don’t fw nun uh deez women
Kick em out,
It’s only me in the kitchen 👨🏻‍🍳
Winner winner,
I been eatin like chicken 
Pour a line,
Don’t even know what I’m sippin
I keep that wock like a stir fry
I got scripts 
Yeah scripts 
Hi as hell
I’m so hi-c god

##stirFry 🍜🥡 (p. hellapocky x warheart & rubbish)

🖤 Vails cray the sound clown cxrter 🖤
Lyrics below:

(Vails)

Look in my eyes 
When I’m talking to you
Promise it’s not hard
I got butterflies too 
Trust me I don’t like being by myself
maybe in another life
Id be crying for help but 

Hoping in the next year I could find some love
Don’t  have to be for long 
I just haven’t had a hug 
Gets so fuckin lonely laughing with myself


Can somebody tell me how it feels to fall in love 
cus I forgot that sweet feeling 

Don’t like the silence it’s starting to bother me 
Feel like a monster inside a laboratory 
Break me apart and find nothing but sorrow
I use to have heart but my chest is now hollow 
I been locked inside and I’m feeling so lonely
Feeling these hands round my neck and they choke me
struggle for air cus I struggle to breathe 
Hating myself ain’t a reason to leave 
But I’m going far away from here

No reason for me to remain in here 


(Yungcray)
My feelings upside down, im in the car, im all alone I don’t like this feeling, stranded, don’t know where to go keep on waiting for that text, I always check my phone  there’s no point in trying we just skin and bones


And I know that life is hard, u got these scars yea yea  foreign cars, going far woah woah,  I don’t even drink but I need a bottle for when im sad gotta get use to this feeling cuz it’ll last

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Remain (feat. yungcray)

a layered instrumental I hope you enjoy :)

a voyage on seeking peace through pastoral simplicity 

Arcadian Solace

produced & mastered by tiedforsilver
preformed & mixed by epitomeoffailure
intro from Steins;Gate

lyrics:

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

she stands there horrified 
of what she’s discovered
the snow blankets and covers
a face born like no other 

he wishes they’d normalize 
but their looks sting like torture
he cry’s at home under the covers
with no one there but his mother

and she won’t help cause she’s no good at all 
she cared when only he could crawl
since then theres not much to call, love
broken down and cursed from up above 
is what he thinks now because 
his wants and needs go untouched

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

wait hold on still
your breath draws me in
here in my landfill
you saved me from within 

she to blind to see what’s in front of her
no mouth to eat but my stomach hurts
this leech draining me of all that i’m worth
and i just watch it work 
though the pain gets worse

cause i know she’ll look if im close to death
her only baby boy his soul soon to rest 
underneath the snow that lies on his chest
lays a broken soul cast out like the rest

epitomeoffailure x tiedforsilver - sleep in the snow

those fireworks at belmar 
so beautiful just like you, oh
u think that id just up and leave you? 
believe me i won’t run from you, no
i see the ocean in your eyes
the butterflies you give me comes in waves
i’m so glad you came
do you feel the same?
<3

mac (prod. neverforever)

"WHAT IF." is the raw and unapologetic debut album from Nick Mac, blending alt rock, pop punk, and elements of storytelling, all in one place. Across each track, Nick unravels what it means to love, lose, and live through the chaos. From the haunting vulnerability of "GHOST" to the resounding fire in "White Lines," this project is a reflection of late-night overthinking, self doubts, and dreams that refuse to die. After seven years of self-made recording, mixing, and mastering, "WHAT IF." isn’t just an album — it’s a statement. A scream into the void. A question we’ve all asked: what if it worked out?

i hate rollercoasters (p. wisssery)

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