the way that it used to (prod. irby)

Beat prod by: wisssery 
Written and performed by: popularreject

IDRALWOY (p. wisssery)

sewerperson = 🐐
Lyrics🎱

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

It'll happen again
We're running in circles
Was this just ur plan?
To play me then fuck me
Then boast to your friends?
I'd rather you be honest
Than end up lying in the end

And I appreciate all the bad times you caused me
It taught me a lot, and it taught me I was starving
For someone else to love, maybe pills maybe drugs

but it's certainly better than feeling unwanted or undeserved
Like, should I give up?
I'm never sure
I could pop a Klonopin
And I let my mind surf
But it can never save me
From the doom that I deserve

sewerperson: 
Taking in pieces back
I will not fold to to clowns
With this bounty on my head
I will still hold u down
I had felt like a god when she get down on her knees and service me
Picking out bitches inside the club at this point it feel like pageantry
Mama I know ur not proud of me
But still I hold my ground with women tryna get shit outta me yea
Maybe I crossed a line
Fuck it I know did it and I did it proud
I'm a demon child Lucky enough to stick around

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

green water ft. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

am i ever enough for anyone
what the fuck you doing bitch you had to set me up
how much liquor is this i don't know 
i'm tryna drink enough to ruin everyone's night in this bar 
weakness
nah don't say sorry i know that that's just an attempt to get me off the deep end 
i might stop calling if you would just tell me exactly who you fucked last weekend 
even then i might just pull up to that motherfucker's house and kick his teeth in 
triple shot of whiskey i've had it i'm up 
thank god for me i'm the best motherfucker out 
was it easy to ruin the best type of love
did you smile in the mirror the second i left
i'm back on powder i'm dancin' 
i'm back on powder i'm dancin' alone 

am i ever enough for anyone 
what the fuck you doin' bitch you had to set me up
how much liquor is this i don't know
i'm tryna drink enough to ruin everyone's night in this bar
and that's when i panicked 
i skipped my lexapro
i ain't seen your ass in a minute i knew you couldn't stand me 
i might stop texting if you would just give me a second and tell me what i did so wrong

am i ever enough for anyone? (p. johnny808)

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

lyrics

u top of list i want dead
but i dont do prayers for a death
jus roll me an eights for the second time today
and get to work w my friends

u think that im jus fuckin up taking drugs 
and losing my head
cookie to pass once again 
im on top the world

look at where u was at
when i was taking em shrooms
i was jus chilln da room
cooked staring straight to my hands

look at my hands look at my hands like wtf
u still wanna ask me whats in my cup
i'm on my own but ill run it up

couldn’t even think to tell u i love u when i am not the same uh
u are not the same

i'm scared of heights

i'm scared of heights (dash)

lyrics:

i know who u are
can u see my scars?
is it a maybe?
ur driving me crazy
i wear sweaters and hoodies
to cover my scars
oh my gosh i’m lazy
i don’t give a fuck
oh and i’m trapped in ur backseat trying to get out
why would u trap me
i won’t leave
oh u messed up
u won’t get apology
trapped in my own thoughts
i’m anxious and it’s tiring
u rlly fucked up
now you’ll see a part of me
i keep him locked up
and now he’s unleashed
i wear sweaters and hoodies to cover my scars x2
 
u don’t care about me
i’m left in the dark
all my thoughts surrounding 
i’m left here to rot
all my friends are playing, toying with my heart
don’t care if it’s a joke, u took it too far

do i ever lie and say ur not the one
no i don’t, i always say that ur the one for me
i’m in my own head, i’m crying
yea i swear it’s blasphemy 
don’t try to pat me on my shoulder
yea ur the enemy
u cannot tell me that it’s over
yea ur a fucking beast 
u don’t care about my feelings, u don’t care about me
i’m a new man, i’m not the same from 23
u think it’s funny when u lie to my face and then u cheat like

sweaters & hoodies (p. nevrfall)

theres too many silhouettes to tell apart
faceless figures lurk inside the voided dark
left a mother sore left a father lost
just a stillborn without a beating heart

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

our own amends
i wont play pretend
anymore make it end
what if youre not a friend
you can take what you want
cuz im already dead
and i dont wanna front
so

im a mess without a purpose
im so fucking worthless
dont you ever fall for me i never could deserve it
you might get deserted
hope i made you nervous
please just stay away from everything that i reverted

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

rot inside this mess of a world
take a look and find what youve never been told about
somewhere deep inside you theres a part of you thats holding out
please embrace the fact or itll haunt you til ur coming down

silhouettes

silhouettes (tothegood)

Fractured Heart

featuring: @jmtly & @bmurphxo
produced by: @prodbysilo

lyrics;

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[JMTLY]

ooh baby,
yeah you talkin to me,
yeah you sending all the pictures but they ain’t to me,
now i don’t know where to go,
cus it’s three weeks in a row i been on the road,
so i hit that,
yeah i hit that,
now you’re sending naked pictures tryna snap back,
but i know,
when i go,
lil crazy ass hoe you gotta go back home,
to the one, that you left,
to the one, that said,
i wasn’t the one for you,
but you didn’t have to leave me like you did

[FLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[BMURPH]

I think it’s time that i leave you alone,
yea,
i think it’s time that i find my way home,
so do not call my phone in the middle of the night,
i know that i will be alright,
we were so tight,
then we split apart,
now it’s all over without you i’m not sober,

ooooooohhhhhh,
yea u tore my apart, left me in the dark
yea u tore my apart left me in the dark

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

back pain w/ wyntley & bmurph (+ silo)

stars w/ skele

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