Fruition w/ hamilton (jolst)

prod. josh bae x turro
cover art by @safeatlast <3💜

i swear im feeling wonderful
think those are racks? ill double those
brand new life, fuck all these hoes
im on a mission, i gotta roll

its not fine, but who cares? 
dont look at me, dont dare
mom shoulda told yo ass, dont stare
im boutta get on yo ass, today  
you can tell me anything, i promise it wont bother me,
im inside my yodieland, not caring and counting trees
counting threes, counting twos,
i need my weed, i need my blues
see me next week on a cruise aye
fuck what i see on the news aye
fuck what i see on the daily 
im getting pissed off at tryin' to save me
i dont care for a convo, unless its bout payin me
dont care bout a trick ass hoe that wasn't there for me ;'/
x2
people still scare me, scare me
brand new life, fuck all these hoes
im on a mission, i gotta roll
(awoo!)
hope i dont hit a pothole
im stuck inside the bottle
mom shoulda told yo ass, dont stare
im boutta get on yo ass, today  
im gonna blow real pack today
but im gonna crash hella fast just like every other day	

i swear im feeling wonderful
think those are racks? ill double those
brand new life, fuck all these hoes
im on a mission, i gotta roll

FUCK a team effort
(fuck iiit)
I wear black leather
(fuck uuuu)
im someone ledbetter,
im someone whos been better
(yh!)
you could tell me anything,
and it would probably bother me
(wha!)
cus i can barely stand to walk
and i hope this shit dont wear off,
yh

i need to hurry up
i need to pack it up
uh...
suck that shit up ,
you fucking suck ,
aint bled enough ,
fuck what you smoke, that shit boof
me and divine in a coupe
blasted as hell, we phase thru the roof
wtf we gon do?

counting threes, counting twos,
i need my weed, i need my blues
see me next week on a cruise aye
fuck what i see on the news aye
fuck what i see on the daily 
im getting pissed off at tryin' to save me
dont care for a convo, unless its bout payin me
dont care bout a trick ass hoe that wasnt there for me<3

i swear im feeling wonderful!
think those are racks? ill double those!
brand new life, like fuck these hoes!
im on a mission, i gotta roll!
simply hoping i am not broke,
don't know where the fuck to go..

!💜🔮🔌!

wonderful

~2300~

produced by me

mix + master by Jake Mannix

granite

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

cxrter, notahero, & backyard beetle - christmas was never this cold (prod. cxrter x tahtx)

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

everyday is the same/ but just a little bit different
today i was the guilty one again, cuz i didn't listen
yesterday it was still my fault, but surely 4 anotha reason
i think/ shit never changes, despite us changing the szn
i suddenly went cold, like we're in a blizzard
sick of bastards who fold, n runaway like they lizzards
acting like u r dr connors, imma beat u like peter
ain't no way u betraying me, im sick of being beaten

not my choice to be born
not my decision
if it really was up to me
i'd be in a grave not breathing
all the bones that u broke 
r the reason 
why ur so bad for me 
but keep me from kneeling

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

sm pain in mh (tiedforsilver)

instrumental by: king theta
written by: reject
performed by: reject x hero

99 proof! w/ hero (p. king theta)

Guitar by Kazba
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somehow can’t believe I let you take this from me
Cut down on my own
But I won’t concede
I’m better off now
Believe it or not
I can be who I want without you

You made me hate who I was
Yeah I felt bad about it
For the first time in my life
Visions clouded by doubt
How will I make it now
After losing you
In a world so cruel

(decks)
I said I'd make it back
Two hundred foot collapse
You’ll never get it
When I left I thought we’d stay intact
But if it breathes on its own
Could you see what you know
Its a breeze from your home
I remember
To forgive is an art
And I don’t care for your heart
That's why the ties we had made are severed
I see your losses are sore
Bleeding out on the floor
And I'm okay
No it wasn’t forever

Listen on Spotify!

Believe It (or Not) w/ decks [Prod. w/ Kazba]

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

prod me
guitar by me <3

restless in these sheets
the nightmares scare away the dreams
“if i could only have a chance to run away from everything”

but would i take it?
this is everything i know

i stay amongst the thieves
that took my life away from me
if i could only take a second of your time to let me breathe

but i cant save this
i can never feel like home.

practice what you preach
youre taking it
way too far to bring
a fraction of what the
world turned out to be
back to ashes 
avoid my company

chapter III: avoid my company

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

prod me
lyric:

I’m not actin I got scripts
YEAH ✅
Scripts
I don’t rap 🗣
I talk my shi 
Hunnids blue 💸
My money crip 
Right hand on da Bible ✝️
Plead da fifth
Big dog like up in da pound 🐶 
I hadda go 
Jump outta da bricks 🧱 
That bih gon pull up 
N fugg on me now 🕺
Pop out da function 
Get me a freak hoe 👹
I’m makin 2 from da line 
Like a free throw 🏀
I think that I’m gonna do it again￼
Boi we ain’t cool we ain’t friends 🙅🏻‍♂️
I’m not actin I got scripts
YEAH ✅
Scripts
I don’t rap 🗣
I talk my shi 
Hunnids blue 💸

I’m sippin scissor ✂️
Jump out da cut like a bandage 
Jump out da cut like sum scissors ✂️ 
Slimy lil boy 
You a lizard 🦎 
Wizard 101
I’m in da trap castin spells 🪄 
I know dis pack 
Boutta sell 📈
Hop up in da cat
I’m smokin pack 🍃
It smell like scat
Jump out da cut like a bandage 🩹 
Jump out da cut like sum scissors 
Slimy lil boy 👦 
You a lizard 
Wizard 101 🧙‍♂️
I’m in da trap castin spells 
I know dis pack 🍃
Boutta sell
Hop up in da cat 🐈 
I’m smokin pack 
It smell like scat 💩

scripts💊📝

popularreject (@rejectcore.mp3)

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