im falling produced by matari

bad song listen 2 new shit

opening

      they dont know how much i try,,
my soul seeps in the night 
    she looks at me and says
just look at me instead
     just look at me instead
dont want! dont wan feel dead,,

i dont know where to go
    feel like takin my life cuz my hearts on froze
feel like takin a lap to the suicide doors
    i was taken aback when you told me no

every night
i would always fight,,
even in the day
couldnt see a light
i cant even say
whats been on my mind
so jus tell me why,,
so jus tell me why

they dont know how much i try,,
my soul seeps in the night 
    she looks at me and says
just look at me instead
     just look at me instead

i dont know where to go
u tryna find me but you wont
so dont decline pick up the phone
i wanna climb but i cant go,,

sample - lucy bedroque kelly kelly

evelyns arrival prod silica

https://soundcloud.com/kne4es

shoutout alu

irisu x naoya - peace #SEES

timer ( all platforms )

riptide ( all platforms )

rain

shewontlisten (all platforms)

prod @yurkiez
mix from me
vox from @salzuhh & @sadpanda47

lyrics:
so dumb, so dumb
so stressed, shi i jus wanna run
ion even know whatiwant
oh baby what took you, so long?

3 pills, yeah feels so wrong
but it hits me
just like love

what i do
wont be enough
i jus wanna 
please someone

@sadpanda47
im done, so done
all these pussy *s talk so much
all my *s from the down comin up
fake friends tryna act so tough

two tabs yea feel so numb
all my *s from the bricks laylow
i dont wna talk 2 much babe
yea u ruined ma whole life thats a lot babe

@salzuhh
ill miss you through the night
stargazing wish we were fine
ill always remember those eyes
you'll never know how i tried

i wanted things to end right
whats fucking wrong with my mind
i cant cut you off, i cry

you said that we were done

so long, so long, so long ago..

@sadpanda47
lil white bitch thought i didn't notice 
ive been workin on my shit tryna focus
u think you know who i am, know my motives
*s always actin crazy watch your tone bitch

"i cant, help you like i did back then, save me"

@salzuhh
save me
i love you throughout the night
sorry, i just didnt i try 

i bloomed, my petals they fly
i loved you too much to die..

please, just take me

away from here, from here.....

away

so dumb, so dumb
so stressed, shit i jus wanna run
ion even know whatiwant
baby what took you, so long?

took you so long, took you so long?

a dying flower

stargazing w/ ayxn (yk)

manoftheyear

(all platforms) my way .. @jackows

prod jackows
beat recreated by me

original song: https://soundcloud.com/jackows/jstyle-prod-me?si=573754b55c934dfd9eded602d6dc4d6b&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

riptide ( all platforms )

viscera