i live in his house , that not home , home is not. a place  it's a feeling,and I only feel at home when I'm around you , or thinking about you or talking with you ❤️

 Really love the instrumental... I’m wondering where it’s at though. I looked theough Garrett’s profile and I couldn’t find it. I was really hoping to use it in a song I’m working on :\

Lyric video out now!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5b_HOtUKcak

feat. @ibr
prod. @kastrosplace
mix. @ibr
art. me

Lyrics:
It's been about thirty two minutes or so/
and I'm clutching foolish optimism like she'll slip through the door/
and sit down with a story, telling of traffic -
"Would you care for a refill?"/
yeah, thank you, sorry I tend to overshare with people/
it's just I've had quite the crush on her for - "I'll be right back with your drink"/
oh well, it's only been sixty-one minutes I think/
clink ice cubes with a straw, the table's candles forming puddles/
rest my fist below my jaw, her car could be the source of trouble/
but she hasn't read the multitude of texts I sent, and I won't reprehend/
like it could be an emergency, or she went to bed, maybe she just -/
"Sorry to interrupt, but are you ready to order?
we're closing soon, I recommend the lobster on arugula, the dish is new and-"/
No, I'll get the fettuccine, please, with chicken/
text her one last time, it's urgent, damn, she knows the evening's ticking/ 
like I'm a decent guy, well, at least from what I've heard/
I don't think I'll find the courage to stand up and say goodbye/

and I'm still waiting, wait here oh so patient/
wait here all long night, resolve never waning/
and still I'm waiting, wait here oh so patient/
wait here all long night, I'm waiting and waiting/

I'm waiting for her to reply to my text/
I know it says "seen" but maybe she didn't see it just yet/
"I guess, but you've been here for three days, that doesn't seem strange to you?"  
So what? She's late, and this table's purely made for two/
my plate of food, has grown a bit cold in the past month/ 
but it's not too far fetched for someone to run late and catch up/
any second now, she'll- 
"Do you want this to go, or should I just throw it out, it's been a year-"/
No thanks, no point in acting like it's over now/
I know my beard's an overgrowth and I'm becoming one with this chair/
but a decade's nothing, I won't be the one who's under-prepared/
for the future, cause she'll arrive and we'll survive the ruins/
until time folds in upon itself, so what's your two cents?/
...hm, I guess he left or he closing up the business/
I can hear metallic thumping and explosions in the distance/
a stray dog is chewing on a human bone right by the entrance/
there's barbaric men outside and all they're toting make-shift weapons/
I just think it's odd she's hasn't tried to phone or send a message/
but I'll wait right here 'til time as we know it is non-existent/
I'll just wait here and drink until the last one's dry/
I mean c'mon really, I'm a stand up guy/

Spotify!

Stand Up Guy (ft. ibrahim)

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3j2vsBxYz2W03gdUAN0acB?si=1oSOSZ9lQSmNdSnEZ0irgw

feat. @isabellafortuna
prod. @masked-man-peace

[Verse 1: Isabella Fortuna]
my head in the stars my heart nearly healed
till I got caught up in your magnetic field 
you stared right into the depths of my soul 
you drew me slowly into your black hole
i’m fragile to touch eager to love 
it got too much 
the sky up above was caving in 
my universe was paper-thin

[Verse 2: marc]
I ain't really tryna fall so I get high 
using music as my armor to get by 
used to look up at the stars in the night sky 
now I only see the dark in my damn mind
see she used to steal hearts she's an ex-bandit 
till she got her heart broken and her self damaged 
science tells that the universe is expanding 
maybe we could find balance on the Next planet 
shake when I'm standing, hurts and I'm anxious 
got my head spinning like the earth on its axis 
and I know I got a fairly odd flow 
but maybe me and you could wander in the cosmos

I see the stars in the yolk of your eyes 
I feel fingernails in the flesh of my thighs 
you have me lightheaded, hands threaded
through your hair I’m caught in your stare
do you see my galaxies 
what I believe, what I perceive
I know I got a fairly odd flow 
but maybe you and me could 
wonder in the cosmos

[Hook: marc] x2
Blasting off on a rocket going who knows where 
Saw a planet and a comet baby you don't care 
well if home is where the heart is 
and I'm really being honest 
there ain't nothing that can stop us
we can stay right here

*i do not own the artwork*

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cosmic emotions w/ isabella fortuna (prod. masked man)

with @atlas and @forrestfrank Cover art by @chrosky
Thank you guys for 4 years of support!

Vinyl ! w/ atlas & Forrest.

special thanks to @lijofficial, @lordmatador, and @cloudzzz for this one. 
it's been a long time coming

days go by ft. lij (prod. matador)

prod. by @barnesblvd
mixed by me
cover art by @saintkales

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MjWcVH7lSHZLObWr7PmcG?si=xlpYg_GESKq8L4wpSq8TvQ

Lyrics:

Just shake yo, hips
Aint no thing just take yo, steps
Dancing with a angel, bless
Shinin like a halo, hey love.. i said
×2

Bring it round town when i got the movement
Don't care about ya lil dime or 2 cents
That ain't gonna change that you ain't a groupie
I'm just tryna get down and groovy
Ooo he
Be so nice with it
She got the booty 
Somethin bout bad bitches
Gon make me lose it
I'm ya light let me in
I'm just tryna grow witcha
On some photosynthesis

Just fly with me
We gon get it right
Take it to the sky with me
You gon give me life
Yeah i know why i breathe
I got the vibe in me
I'm just tryna set it free

Eyes all on me
Hope what you see you like
I got a light in me
Hope when you see, it shine
Tryna be as bright can be
That gold lining ting 
Yeah go ahead and try with me

Just shake yo, hips
Aint no thing just take yo, steps
Dancing with a angel, bless
Shinin like a halo, hey love.. i said
×2

She primadonna
and I'm thirsty, get that water
But she foreign call it agua
I guess you been on it all along 
I said
×2

Talking bout ones i don't need no
Yall thinking i be kidding like a nino
Got moves got game I'm BEMO
Make moves play games tryna be more
No way no way no cheat codes
Long hair don't care I'm me tho
Lot of yall only call wanna free load
I'm just tryna live life by my Halo

Just shake yo, hips
Aint no thing just take yo, steps
Dancing with a angel, bless
Shinin like a halo, hey love.. i said
×2

Halo (Hey Love) || Prod. by barnes blvd

Written by: Reed Pake & https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022
Engineered by: https://soundcloud.com/demxntia, Blindsightmix & John Garcia
Cover Art by: twitter.com/a1icat_

Lyrics:

Hook:
It's all i've ever known,
But it's feeling less like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i'm always in
I dont know what to do
No i don't know what to do at all

Verse 1:
The walls I live and breathe in between I’m the inmate and the warden of/
It's lit to be dim and bleak like the place is all boarded up/
‘Cause the drapes to my windows are like the pall to a coffin/
As I await to disintegrate in this hall that I’m locked in/
And so much time has allotted for me, it’s hard to believe/
When I got to this occupancy, I thought I'd not wanna leave/ 
But now I’m scratchin’ and clawin’ when I’m passin' every single wall/ 
And lashin’ at anyone at all who’s just askin’ me to be calm/
In my place of residence, used to say it was heaven sent/
Goin’ out of my way to decorate and then I’d freshen it/ 
To make it remain elegant, but now I’m like “hell with it”/
As I stay negligent and watch it decay to a skeleton/
Of what it was in the past, I hardly can stomach that/
I'm reluctant to pack my bags, when it’s been nothin’ but drab/
And if time I could run it back, I would’ve done it in a snap/
But I can't recover half of a decade stuck in this pad/

Hook 2:
It's all i've ever known,
But it's feeling less like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i'm always in
I don't know where to go
No i don't know where to go at all

Verse 2:
If I make a break & escape this place, I dunno where I'd go/
So I lay awake and I ruminate all the faces I know/
That are pacin’ the globe while I'm stayin' complacent at home/
‘Cause I rather stay in repose than be astray and alone/
So when my neighbors don’t want me to be involved in their gatherings/ 
And my thin walls are rattlin’ from the shit song they’re blastin’/
I start contactin’ some locals, hopeful they want to kick back/
And I get a no though, they’re all at the social next door where it’s happenin’/
I used to always think this was the place I was meant to be/
And I made myself believe it was and wasted so much energy/
Yeah, but I’m still holdin’ out hope/
That what I invested will be manifested, but I feel and know that it won’t/
So, how will I cope, with what my dream has amounted to/
And no one’s here to listen, so the walls are what I shout into/
Always lookin’ in my mirror when I’m in my powder room/
Thinkin’ of a day that I can get out of this house of blues/

Hook 3:
It's all i've ever known,
but it never feels like home
Everything i have to show
Is it easier to throw away?
Why do i feel alone?
In this crowded space i cannot leave
This empty house of blues
Does it feel the same for you? oh..

House of Blues - Single

Spotify/Apple Music

House of Blues (feat. demxntia) [prod. garrett.]

shoutout @soradotwav he's one of the most talented people on this platform PLEASE check him out!!! this is another experimental track for the new sound i'm trying to get, so be patient while I polish my work ! love y'all so much!

LYRICS//
https://genius.com/Kyaru-stay-awake-lyrics

✨🍂 SPOTIFY/ETC🍂 ✨

stay awake (feat. sora.wav)

feat. @atwood
prod. @officialbiosphere and @citygrl
mix. @atwood
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:

I can't seem to say a word but i hope that you see the message in my eyes
And i know this sounds absurd but girl i still feel our connection in the silence
I'm mumbling around you
You still hang around me
I love that i found you
But i just cannot speak
In the presence of a goddess 
Girl i think you keep me quiet
And i like it

Oh man, I think it's love at first sight
I hope I dream the same scenario that runs through her mind
I've got the wherewithal to play it out, take her out to outer space
I've planned the date down to a science, while her eyes just, how you say, uhh

nevermind, I'm trying to say she's something else
she manipulates my glacial heart, that her tongue could melt
I'm hunkered down in bunkers 'round a lovely battlefield
my safety's on, but all the butterflies still flutter out the gun barrels

I think a cat got my.. what's it called
we had locked eyes once and you could cut the tension with uh, something sharp
tons of sparks and other smart metaphors formed between us
in uncharted territory, need to procure some visas

like those triangle things in Giza, so visually stunning/
I'm a sucker for that uhh colored hair and her lips are so lovely
like the damn, what's the word, her freckles like stars that speckle the sky or something
I don't know I think my mind is buffering, I'm just speechless

Hook

You've got the. .touch.. of. a million angels
A pill i take to levitate to go higher than rainbows

A.... a.... no I've got it on the tip of my tongue hold on

Oh! And you're an angel
Okay hang on
I know that wasn't very charming but
Your alabaster keys strike the strings of my heartbeat
And make me stop and think, well. .not think.. i mean partly
But i just cannot seem to find something that hits the mark
How'd this even start?
Maybe i should buy a teleprompter
Type out all my sentences ahead of time
Finesse these awkward situations
But maybe that wouldn't be genuine
And I'd begin to slip into a state of charted destinations
A place so far away from yesterday's cathartic stasis
Guess it's hard to say that when my tongue's tied I still feel amazing
You make me feel amazing
You make me feel amazing
You make me uhhhh

Speechless w/ Atwood (prod. biosphere & City Girl)

It's good to be back.

Produced by Ocean Beats. (https://bit.ly/2o4e7p9)
Featuring @iamlanie.
Mixed and Mastered by @polearm.
Artwork by Dog Eat Dog Designs. (https://bit.ly/2VPPYYg)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-seattle-lyrics

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Seattle (ft. Lanie Vox)

feat @keepitinside
mix @keepitinside
art @ocoenia
prod @ttwoface

song about my girl

In the Palm of her Hand (feat. keepitinside) [prod. twoface]

This song is about my life and some of the things I've been through. 

Out on all streaming platforms: 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5E7LrMhXw0tqf2OeBgizKH?si=WoNwbdGMRsON1CZIJD4cOA
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/napalm-rain-feat-typx-single/1524344943

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/typo_17117
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics: 
Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

Looking in the wrong place
I've been fishing in a bath tub
Answer's in the ocean, that's what being sad does
Past tense, left me feeling damaged
I want to have a future I feel like I can manage
Burnout and you can see my smoke clouds
Building's gonna fall yeah it's really about to go down 
Rebuild me into newer foundations
I can't stand the planet with all of its shaking
In this earthquake, I'm at fault for my mistakes
And I've learned to recognize
Because that's how mom raised me, don't tell me 
I can't feel or that my feelings are worthless
Or that you're ashamed of me because I'm not a surgeon
Why are you mad that I'm my own person 
Why are you sad and see me as burden, I'm not the son you wanted
But I'm trying my best and I lose myself in songs to escape and forget 

Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

Why you'd break the table, to be happy is a fable
Fairy tales aren't real, reality is painful
Violence, but it's all met with silence
I hate the thought of skin being bruised into violets
I wish I could stop my crying
I couldn't ask for help, no I couldn't ask for guidance 
Riots in my head I'm hearing sirens 
I tried to be the perfect son, but it's just tiring 
Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand
Yeah I'll turn it to sand, walk on my beach
Turn it to sand, walk on my beach
Past anxiety and pain you left for mama and me
Ocean wash the pain turn my nightmares to dreams 
Leave my pain behind for all the fish in the sea
Yeah just let it be, it's all c'est la vie, you can have the remnants 
You heartless machine, you can your deal blows to my self-esteem 
But you can never take what this all means to me 

Don’t try to live your life through me 
You’ll live with everything that you regret
Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing 
I just want to live and forget, the war I went through 
The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained
in my forests when you're violent and mad 
Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass
Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand

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Napalm Rain Ft. IVYLO (Prod. Eric Godlow)

Stream my music on all platforms: http://hyperurl.co/j2z4lr

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