Teto SynthV, An Xiao / SCAPEG♾AT [Cover?? Original Song??? Both??????]

Organsdotorg–The Sins of Abandonare(ft.Utatane Piko, Vflower, Dex)

Lyrics:
What's point of fighting
If you not gonna win
What's point of burning
If you'll never reborn
What's point of shining 
If there's nobody here
The only decision
Make star disappear

I hope no one will notice
The missing star you stole
In valley of greatness
There's nothing they don't know
The star trying to shine
Pretending it's fine
The only decision 
Is to shut down its light

What's point of playing
If you don't know your role
What's point of running 
If there is no road
What's point of paying 
If you'll never believe
The only decision
Make star disappear

I hope no one will notice
The missing star you stole
In valley of greatness
There's nothing they don't know
The star trying to shine
Pretending it's fine
The only decision 
Is to shut down its light

Stolen Star (Feat. Yi Xi)

Organsdotorg–Back to the Stage(ft. Solaria)

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[Lyrics]
too smart for my own age
i have a lot of niche tastes
too lonely for my own good
not worth being misunderstood

too callous to be friendly
offputting and unworthy
i want to be more likeable but it would 
only hurt me

i have to ask myself if it even matters
if finding love that doesn't hurt is worth the tatters

i have to ask myself if i'm even worth it
if it counts as abuse if i really deserved it

so i have to do what's right, does that make me too weak?
oh can they really see?
i'm useless and cowardly

if i have to right my wrongs, then it's too much to fix
just spit it out and admit
you secretly enjoyed it

block it away
don't talk about it today
my dirty secrets
oh what would they ever say?

getting closure
come a little closer
whispers desecrate
all that i thought was kept safe

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

too smart to be exploited
it makes me feel unwanted
too sick for what's acceptable
not enough to be a spectacle

the affection i'm craving
the numbing and the breaking
enough to be useful
but not enough to be worth saving

i have to tell myself it's all inconsequential
that there's no point in crying over missed potential

i must remind myself i was never in control
or else the guilt will be too much to ever console

i should've done what was right
but i was too afraid
oh all i have betrayed
i'm crushed under all the weight

i just want to feel alive,
sensation that i've missed
i swear i tried to resist
but what if i enjoyed it?

lock me away
to never see the light of day
crimes against nature
perverting my shades of grey

getting faster
spit on greener pastures
need more punishment
to deem my purge sufficient

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

blinded by reality
its many brutalities
leaving me so haunted
this isn't what you wanted?

so muddy and filthy
and it almost killed me
surviving my own demise
what it took to open my eyes

gone past the abyss
lifting the mist
boiling over

living in the grief
you shouldn't have had to save me

reaching out your hand
to understand
a two-faced clover

close the chapter
no such thing as ever after

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MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link

Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link

Oneirophobia // Yi Xi [CoF]

Hold It Against You (Ft. Yi Xi Synthv)

Original: GHOST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7vRNY7Vsy4

SVP:  LuvP https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WEW3B3hxCf0
(note from utatanep1ko; i had to edit the pitch on the svp so sorry if anything sounds off, it was a couple octaves down from the original in this svp)

Tuning: mee
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yuma 
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yuma】Amygdala's Rag Doll【SynthV Cover】

HIIII!!! SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO UPLOAD THIS!!! 

The artwork was done by j.ddoodles on instagram!!! 

Youtube upload: https://youtu.be/jM4OBf4Xchk?si=Vaw3X8KWLHvLJxw6

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Lyrics:

Hey, can't you see my face?
You can't leave without a trace
"There's not much I see in your space", I can see more than you can

You're the accomplishment, a masterpiece, all that they hoped you'd become
But I can see your flaw, but it can't outlaw, doesn't mean that i've grown numb

Hey, what's the big idea?
I thought that I wouldn't see ya
I'm stuck here writing words, you see, but I just can't get it down!

You're now a superstar, ignore my scar, be the worst that you can be!
I look into your eyes, straight to my demise, and I hate what I've become

So go on and walk along steps that I depend apon
Grow so deep into a knave, oh, look at the path you pave!
Poke fun at someone's life while you sit down in your hive
Past and present, which is now?
I'd chill out, but I've had it now

I'm breaking this whole world apart, are you liking what I'm seeing?
I'd hate to tell you everything, cause you say you're only teasing
Yet here I stand, and my world has gone so bland
And ain't it grand how things couldn't go as planned?

Well hey, i'm born anew
There's a lot that I outgrew
I know how to improve myself, and the kid you know is dead!

But I'm the outcast here, do I give you fear? I just wanted to feel loved
But yet I hope to try, and I will not die till I see you smile back

Whatcha doing with that blade? what's the point in throwing shade
Now you're calling out my name, I'm an animal to tame!
Poke fun at all my life, all you ever have is strife!
Past and present which is now?
I'd stay calm, but I don't know how

[ Guitar solo ]

I know one day you will see the impact you had on me
Your heart's as cold as stone, and you can never call my phone
I wish that I knew you underneath that blur
But there's not much that I know for sure

I know one day you will change, you could have a better range
A heart as cold as stone could maybe have a change of tone
Yeah, I said, "Maybe you could change yourself, be better if you want!"
You'll refuse, you'll refuse, and like him, you're still obtuse

I'm breaking all my limbs apart, are you liking what you're seeing?
I know that it's not everything, and they say you're only teasing
Yet here I stand, and my world has gone so bland
And ain't it grand how things couldn't go as planned

It's breaking my whole mind apart, are you liking what you're seeing?
I'd hate to tell you everything, cause you say that i've gone crazy!
You only care if i'm gonna get locked up
Now would you say that's a little bit fucked up?

IGNOMINY (Ft. Yi Xi) [SynthV Original Song]

Original/SVP: VocaloKAT  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKyqHbk_WlU

Tuning: me + utatanep1ko!!
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi, MAIKA 
Software: SynthesizerV Pro + VOCALOID4
MAIKA Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko

【Yi Xi x MAIKA】Self Proclaimed Angel【SynthV x VOCALOID Cover】

Original/SVP: WeevilDoing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l56icYwdrmI

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Kasane Teto AI
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Kasane Teto】Disposable Girl【SynthV Cover】

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gumi english :) that is all have a good day

youtube upload - https://youtu.be/UCXuz36NU9k
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

redemption ft. gumi [vocaloid original]

vocal synth producer
mostly riddim & techno but sometimes i make trap

Hold It Against You (Ft. Yi Xi Synthv)

SURAI