i don't want to see you once they're all gone


note 1: i am extremely happy to have a song with the person who got me into this type of music @1kidsora. i very grateful and keep making great music <3
note 2: phantasie's prod is crazy
note 3: i was fanboying

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me:
i dont want to go with you tonight
so baby hold my hand real time
i've been waiting for the times 
all the time
waiting for our hearts to find another light
breaking down emotions
i wanted you all of the time
you can't stay in one place you just leave me behind
and i know it's wrong
don't hold my hand this long
yeah

kid sora:
cause i should keep movin, i cant stay
every second i remain in this place i go insane
& all this pain interfering, messin w/ my brain
ik we both get it so how much of this can u take?
im done, dont want it no, not one
a hand to hold, i dont need it cause i've been on the run
uh-huhhhh
& im just trynna move on
i dont need no answers to this, whether right nor wrong uh.

me again:
oooooh
i don't want to see you once they're all gone
when they're all gone
yeaahh

@1kidsora
@phantasiex

find another light +kid sora (phantasie)

flowers all on my grave, i tried my best to arrange them 4 u

https://open.spotify.com/album/1jZxsbd4TiCn6KCC9NaXWY?si=Nz0fACM2QwyJa2h0Tqt9tg&utm_source=copy-link

beat made live at: https://www.twitch.tv/zstycrush lol

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it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
and i know that it was wrong
why did it take me this long
i should have answered the phone
and now you leave me alone
and when i think it's okay
i remember what u said
and i cannot get you out of my head

</3

i can never find the right words
it's everyday i feel the pain but i'm still trying
and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't crying
i thought i knew you but i guess that i was lying
and in the silence
as sparkles close my eyelids 
i trick myself to thinking i can really find it
but i can't find it, the wall's frozen in silence
but i think i'm doing better now that i am shining**

it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
is there nothing new, left for me to do?
living without you
there is nothing new
left for me to do

smile

farewell  ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ 
i'll see you next spring
smile pt.2

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ECCJC6OdHcswu09ytx3hB?si=SBNTQd3RQU-81-y3DjD5FA

@kyxtsnxwy
@y4ndere
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@remiliaxd :
(you leave me feeling vacant)
(i'm tired of living this life by myself)
(we don't need to take this)
(it was never my fault, i just fend for myself)

everything is wrong, it's not working
fantasy's a life, undeserving
everything you said is concerning
ruined a life, leave me on the ground hurting

stop that, every single thing, you try to talk
mark that, everything you said to me was wrong
f*ck that, do you really want to make me fall?
talk down, why're you making me feel small?


@kyxtsnxwy :
breaking me down cause im small
smile everytime when you watch me fall
moved on and im happy with my new life
using memories against me, huh, nice try
kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay
hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??
she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside

(breaking me down cause im small)
(smile everytime when you watch me fall)
(moved on and im happy with my new life)
(using memories against me, huh, nice try)
(kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay)
(hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??)
(she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside)

@remiliaxd :
by the seaside
any chance we can make up and rewind?
is that penalized?
cursed blood, blood tears, that's the red line

you're like mirai
watashitachi sabishii but it is alright
yeah it's alright
our lives' a ride, moving on you better hold tight

@remiliaxd x @kyxtsnxwy :
breaking me down cause im small
smile everytime when you watch me fall
moved on and im happy with my new life
using memories against me, huh, nice try
kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay
hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??
she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside

@kyxtsnxwy :
(breaking me down cause im small)
(smile everytime when you watch me fall)
(moved on and im happy with my new life)
(using memories against me, huh, nice try)
(kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay)
(hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??)
(she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside)

moving on +kishi (yandere)

꒰ღ˘‿˘ற꒱❤⃛
a bit different but just messing around
i made this a month ago, but it's lowkey one of my favorites
decided to take this off of my alt and post here

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BXsNWjAn54t8tZ3RzPt9L?si=76bf9ad30b8e411c

@remiliaxd

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yeah, yeah, yeah
in the end it's like a heartbeat
my mind is slowly falling
i tried to talk about it but you just keep on stalling
and now your feelings hurt. 
why do you keep on calling?
i tried to talk about it, now you keep on calling
calling, why're you calling?
i turn and talk to you, and now that you are falling
falling, it's appalling
i'm fucking through with you
how long does it take to solve things? x2

yeah
i tried to talk about the things that they said
it had got in my head
yeah it got in my head, oh no
i've got to watch out for the things that you say
they hurt me, they bruise me, they leave me with my grave
no x9999

heartbeat (remilia)

@owtiss, @domerrz <3
prod @bazington, @1wasterr

@owtiss
tell me if it's a lie
or if it's rlly love
i see it in ur eyes
i never was enough
whatever this was
it wasn't meant to be
i see u in my dreams
but i can't fall asleep ;/

i feel so helpless
(i cant fall asleep)
i wanna be selfish
(i cant fall asleep)
cuz i've never felt this
(i cant fall asleep)
i don't wanna feel this
(i cant fall asleep) 
^x2

i can't fall asleep

@domerrz
Is this all pretend
this life's not what it seems
and every night I close my eyes I see you in my dreams
hmph
you're always make believe 
I know we couldn't be
but its so hard to tell you what I want and what I mean
my hearts tearing at the seams

so tell me if its worth it 
lately I'm feeling worthless
I'll find the strength to pretend 
and act like I'm not the burden
so I call out to you 
and I know its not working
yea your words cut me deep 
I cant explain but I'm hurting

hurting again
guess its not working
am i not worth it

i can't fall asleep ;/ w/ dom (baz, wasterr)

Prod by Kuriya

:')

Lyrics:
Tak bisa ku tahan kan semua rasa ini
Ku ingin selalu ada untuk dirimu

Tapi ku tak kuasa melihat dirimu
Saat dirinya bersama dirimu
ku ingin membunuh saja diriku
Membuang semua harapan ku
Ku tak kuasa menahan rasa sakit ini
Ku ingin membuang semua khayalanku
Ku tak ingin berharap bersama mu lagi
Karna semua ini akan sia sia untukku

Dan mungkin aku ini hanya pelampiasan untuk mu
Hanya sekedar badut untukmu
Mungkin aku tak cukup untuk menjagamu
Pasti aku tidak ada dalam pilihan mu
kau sengaja memberiku harapan untukku 
walau aku tau kau tidak tertarik padaku
Tapi kau sudah mencoba untuk menikungku

(Tapi kau sudah menikungku)
(ku tak butuh dirimu lagi)

Tapi ku tak kuasa melihat dirimu
Saat dirinya bersama dirimu
ku ingin membunuh saja diriku
Membuang semua harapan ku
Ku tak kuasa menahan rasa sakit ini
Ku ingin membuang semua khayalanku
Ku tak ingin berharap bersama mu lagi
Karna semua ini hanya membunuh ku

(semua ini membunuh ku)
(kau menghancurkan diriku)

Mungkin saja aku akan membaik
karna ku sudah tak butuh dirimu
karna kau membuat diriku hancur
lebih baik kau pergi bersamanya 
akan ku lihat duniamu hancur bersamanya
karna aku sudah tau
semua itu palsu
semua itu palsu
akan ku tunggu saat dirimu hancur


Terlupakan (Kuriya)

this was fun :>
inspo by @scrufff @saiwai bossa trap from a bit ago

artwork: potg on twitter

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lyric:
(focus on you first)

i wanna focus on you first,
i dont wanna be that guy, at worst-
i’ll be sure and i’d be sure,
that you wont let me go,

yeah i know,
all about you and yourself long ago,
all these years but i still wont know,
if you and i’d be here, tomorrow

its been a while
and i try a thousand times,
a thousand times to make you smile
i swear ive done nothing wrong, (nothing wrong) 
i just wanna get along with you,
as i write these songs for you

cos i aint too bright,
burning like a candlelight, 
every day, every night,
i cant seem to get it right
why dont you wanna know how many times ive tried
why dont you wanna know how many times-

cos ive been thinking a lot lately
is it just a thought that you hate me
you been playing with me, unconsciously,
but promise, i wont say lightly,

here, tmrw (sensuku)

inspired - https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn/shift?si=a144322874c4475aaa62ea9af8ef2d12&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://open.spotify.com/track/1T1o5RvARd7FHLtV6t1UeE?si=eed5d2422183482f
@ilyporo
@crykou
@1kidsora
@mis4ortune
@1wasterr

kishi:
shawty wanna come to me right now
get a pack, imma smoke out loud
imma pick you up, if you fall down
im finna make you smile so wipe that frown away

we’ll make it to the top, everyone’s like “wow”
with you, my chest go pound
stupid ass fakes, they finna be clowns
you’re the one in my heart, only you’re allowed

ilyporo:
can we die togheter yes or no?
i just feel like im alonee :/
but baby u the only one who knows
with u i dont feel alone
ask me if i love u...yes i dooo :3
draw a heart on our matching shoes
u dont have to worry bby ye u know me
ye u know meeee

pull up on the car ima take u anywhere
tell me where do u wanna go
i have time for u...i care :D
we can go slow
i dont care abt anyone else
its just me n u <3
promisse me that we will never break up ohhhh

crykou:
knock knock anybody's there?
If you hear me please give me answer
do not leave me you know I'm scared
please answer me i know you care

(Womp womp)
don't left me in the shell
(Womp womp)
now i can't feel my face
(Womp womp)
can you just take me home
(Womp womp)
i love you even it's fake

i don't know where's fucking home
i lost and drop my soul
used to hate myself
can't even heal myself
(can't even heal myself)
woah woah

kid sora:
need a shift in my life, s/o yugen
if you got a problem w/ me, nigga, get to shootin- yuh
but, i promise you won't do it
playin w/ my life, you playin w/ yours, you might lose it- yuh
cause i'll die 'bout mine- my brothers
& girl, please don't lie- cause i'll find another
i could switch the flow up at my luxury
shawty bad, and i know she wantin me
girl, tell me if you really in love w/ me
need to know right now, if you fuck w/ me
cause you could be mine, or you could fly- away-
from here right now.

Our Reality +ilyporo, crykou, kid sora (mis4ortune x wasterr)

@kyxtsnxwy
@remiliaxd
@crykou
@killminakami
@y4ndere
@maknae

@kyxtsnxwy:

(i can’t take no more)
(burn me to the core)
(hold me if im sore)

reminisce the songs we sang that day
resolving problems then we’re moving on
forget about the problems we’ve got
cause it breaks our hearts
and i wouldn't really want it any other way

@remiliaxd:

no i can't wait another day
searching through your heart for another way
your words ringing in my brain
fell down once, it won't go away

please tell me when it hurts
don't leave your feelings in the dirt
i promise it's okay
so please don't go away

@kyxtsnxwy x @crykou:

together we’ll face it

(i wanna say something to you)

always know you’re amazing

(i was trying to help you out)

im your guardian angel

(i need your wings to fly away)

i love you too

(I love you too)

(maafkan aku jika aku salah)
(tolong jangan sakiti aku lagi)

find another light
all flowers will decay

(lepaskan tanganku)

and i guess thats how things go
but i guess its bye bye girl again

(dimana kau berada)

@kyxtsnxwy x @crykou x @killminakami:

if you want me even here, just call my name
i will go insane, cause you brought me pain again
i hope its all a phase, cause it hurts my brain
cause you told me we will never end
and i hope we wont fade, and i hope its not a game
and i love every single time we spent
and i see the heaven gates, and i wonder what awaits
cause you’re my one and only holy friend
curse me, hurt me, i still be wanting you here
love me, kiss me, i love it when you’re so near
take my hand, lets go far away
to our holy place
stay with me for eternity

@killminakami:

eternity
stay with me

kishi + remilia + crykou + minakami - forever (yandere x maknae)

3 AM-KZeke D ED

Don Julio (unmastered)

we go our separate ways in this frozen wasteland 

@1aprilshowers @afterstoryx
@kess0kuband @lovecrysis

and reunite in the blooming meadows of spring.


*building the world i wanted to give to you*

smile

Remilia

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