04/06/24
art by iam0800 on twitter!!
with twin @remiliaxd
prod @prodmelik
hope yall enjoy dis one i luv diaryplugg

lyrics:

@fabs4k
wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

@remiliaxd
had it, lost it, done with letting go
wanna fall but i fight it, feeling so alone
i don't mind, but it's tragic
lost all in my habits
need somewhere to go, i don't have a home

oh, field of broken hearts
i don't wanna fall apart, no more
oh, scared of being apart
i can't take a broken heart, no more

oh oh oh 
heart hurts for you
fall down, i don't wanna find out, fall out
promise that it's fine
but i cannot live without you

@fabs4k
wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

habit +remilia

10/07/24
prod by @8clockwork
dis one of my fav recents hope yall like dis one <3

lyrics:
i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

wanna spend more time with u
baby i would die for u
hope u hear my cries to u
i would i could be with u
be by ur side
sometimes it's jus way too much so i jus wanna run and hide

but it's not worth it, it's so worthless
i tried asking her, "baby what's the purpose?"
cause' i can't get my mind off it, i'm way too nervous
wanna be free of my problems, wanna reach the surface

but it's not worth it, it's so worthless
i tried asking her, "baby what's the purpose?"
cause' i can't get my mind off it, i'm way too nervous
wanna be free of my problems, wanna reach the surface

i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

again (clockwork)

28/09/24
prod @hartfxlt
with @1mint

lyrics:

@fabs4k
i've been thinking bout' the times when i'm with you
overthinkin' shit like "oh what should i do?"
my heart's been hurtin' from the pain i can't see thru
yea it's hurtin' but i hope it works out

i've been thinking bout' the times when i'm with you
overthinkin' shit like "oh what should i do?"
my heart's been hurtin' from the pain i can't see thru
yea it's hurtin' but i hope it works out

@1mint
reminiscin' about all that i've been thru
remember nights with you next to me in my room, yea
overthinkin' shit don't know what i should do for you,
for you, for you

crushed my soul, should i try anymore
just give me your all cos' im dying for more
broke me into pieces, you left me sore
threw it all apart, left it on the floor

dont know what i could do for some closure with you
dont know what i could do to get closer with you again

@fabs4k
i've been thinking bout' the times when i'm with you
overthinkin' shit like "oh what should i do?"
my heart's been hurtin' from the pain i can't see thru
yea it's hurtin' but i hope it works out

i've been thinking bout' the times when i'm with you
overthinkin' shit like "oh what should i do?"
my heart's been hurtin' from the pain i can't see thru
yea it's hurtin' but i hope it works out

hurting +1mint (hartfxlt)

06/12/24
sexy song
art by uiha_xxx on twitter!!
prod @prodjayysoul @sxnnai @f4shionkill4 
with @k4rson

lyrics:

@fabs4k
unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

@k4rson
i need you right now 
hit it from the back, knock your lights out 
when we makin' love, make the right sound 
say you wanna know me, come and find out

i know you like that 
hittin' up my phone, call you right back
i already know where your mind's at 
grippin' on my pants, know you like that

only hit it once, oh ya
now she wanna fuck, oh ya
baby pull up, oh ya
straight sex, no talk, oh ya

love it when you on top, oh ya 
said baby don't stop, oh ya
love it when i put it in, so raw
keep goin' baby, don't stop
yea

@fabs4k
unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

(karson a freak😭)

unconditional +karson (jayysoul + sennai + fk)

09/12/24
what goes around comes around
art by bokarokaku (3774.) on twitter!!
prod by @snowballet and @prodwinny
mixed by @fabs4k and @mizusaiko ^^

lyrics:

bitch i pull up with the clique, you already kno
yea you say we posted up, bitch i'm not ur bro (x3)
yea you steady eatin' dirt, put you on the floor
bitch i'm steady countin dough i ain' gotta show

i'm with remi in the trap, countin big bucks
whole gang pull up to the crib, we give no fucks (x3)
yea i'm finna up that fye, so you better duck
tryna do what i do, but yo ass suck

yo ass really tryna act like a threat
sayin' i won't pull up with lisette, fucking bet
keep my glick tucked, i jus bought it on the net
i been gettin' big guap, while yo ass in debt
yo ass really tryna act like a threat
sayin' i won't pull up with lisette, fucking bet
keep my glick tucked, i jus bought it on the net
i been gettin' big guap, while yo ass in debt

yea yo ass fuckin' duck when i'm posted in the cut
imma leave yo ass slumped, imma put you in a rut
imma hit you in yo chest, imma hit you in yo gut
tried to stab me in my back, but ur knife fuckin' blunt
ass fuckin' duck when i'm posted in the cut
imma leave yo ass slumped, imma put you in a rut
imma hit you in yo chest, imma hit you in yo gut
tried to stab me in my back, but ur knife fuckin' blunt

bitch i pull up with the clique, you already kno
yea you say we posted up, bitch i'm not ur bro
yea you steady eatin' dirt, put you on the floor
bitch i'm steady countin dough i ain' gotta show

i'm with remi in the trap, countin big bucks
whole gang pull up to the crib, we give no fucks
yea i'm finna up that fye, so you better duck
tryna do what i do, but yo ass suck

yo ass really tryna act like a threat
sayin' i won't pull up with lisette, fucking bet
keep my glick tucked, i jus bought it on the net
i been gettin' big guap, while yo ass in debt
yo ass really tryna act like a threat
sayin' i won't pull up with lisette, fucking bet
keep my glick tucked, i jus bought it on the net
i been gettin' big guap, while yo ass in debt

clique (egobreak + winny)

11/02/25
#17
spinback music
art by sushiuma_m_ on twitter!!
prod @myogiz ✌✌

lyrics:

posted with myo, we up in the cut
i was posted on clique, and i hit you in yo gut
pull out my k and i swear that shit tuff
you ain't got no bread lil bitch, you a bluff

posted with myo, we up in the cut
i was posted on clique, and i hit you in yo gut
pull out my k and i swear that shit tuff
you ain't got no bread lil bitch, you a bluff

i can't fuck with that shit
you ass so you might as well quit
yea that must be hard to admit 
but ur music sucks, yea ur not fit
gettin' my dough and my bread
you a federal, bitch you a fed
i got a choppa, its loaded with lead
got a green dot and its up at ur head

i can't fuck with that shit
you ass so you might as well quit
yea that must be hard to admit 
but ur music sucks, yea ur not fit
gettin' my dough and my bread
you a federal, bitch you a fed
i got a choppa, its loaded with lead
got a green dot and its up at ur head

posted with myo, we up in the cut
i was posted on clique, and i hit you in yo gut
pull out my k and i swear that shit tuff
you ain't got no bread lil bitch, you a bluff

posted with myo, we up in the cut
i was posted on clique, and i hit you in yo gut
pull out my k and i swear that shit tuff
you ain't got no bread lil bitch, you a bluff

bluff (myo)

This song is a reimagining of "April Showers" by wstdyth
soundcloud.com/wstdyth/1-april-showers

Produced & mixed by Carlby
Featuring Grimrose @user-373045158
Lyrics by wstdyth & Grimrose

April

20/06/25
a new start
prod by @prodarisu
with twin @remiliaxd

lyrics:

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

@remiliaxd
new dawn, wake up, it's a new day
your love, too strong, tell me what changed
i never thought we'd be together in the first place
but you threw it all away

how many days until we move on?
i'm so tired, tell me where we went wrong
i'm exhausted, baby it's been too long
stay strong, i gotta stay true
i wanna get it back, baby it was all we had

i know it's helpless if i keep on thinking only 'bout the past
but my heart's in two right now
and i just need you right now
it's not worth it, but i need to carry on

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

move on +remilia (arisu)

i feel like scott, but your aren't ramona

i wish i could evaporate into thin air, so i could be a part of the breeze that kisses your face on the first warm day of spring.

deathbyaprilshowers@gmail.com 

define, perfect.
@deathbyaprilshowers on instagram for message inquiries

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

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