2024-6-1

"I don't know what we were fighting for anymore."

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Jse0WvTFGPO2Ecg825GUN?si=98571880612a491c

tysm to the goats @prodarisu @shatter3d for the crazy beat!!
and tysm to @miraie for hopping on the song!!

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@remiliaxd :

"is it alright?"
you did me over and left me on the floor
and i don't think i can help myself again
yet you come back to ask for more, for more
i need a reason
i need to know why you left me at the door
'cause even though that my heart was sore again
i smiled, said no more, then walked away

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

@miraie :

I'm fighting for my life every single day
I'm struggling finding meaning of my life just to find out
That life is nothing but a tragedy
Yet we still live on finding our own pace & melody

SO FLY AWAY 
SOMEWHERE SO FAR AWAY, AWAY
THERE'S A KNIFE, IN MY HEART YEAH
FALL APART NO
I'M BLEEDING SLOWLY
MY VISIONS FADING
MY CONSCIOUS GONE INTO ISEKAI
REINCARNATING
Twenty three reasons written on a page and it's still not enough
I took my organs took my soul bleed myself out it's too rough
Fighting against the voice
Did I made the right choice?
Gotta keep my heart close
Can't let it decompose so-

@remiliaxd & @miraie :

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

reason +miraie (arisu x shatter3d)

04/06/24
with twin @remiliaxd
prod @prodmelik
hope yall enjoy dis one i luv diaryplugg

lyrics:

@fabs4k
wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

@remiliaxd
had it, lost it, done with letting go
wanna fall but i fight it, feeling so alone
i don't mind, but it's tragic
lost all in my habits
need somewhere to go, i don't have a home

oh, field of broken hearts
i don't wanna fall apart, no more
oh, scared of being apart
i can't take a broken heart, no more

oh oh oh 
heart hurts for you
fall down, i don't wanna find out, fall out
promise that it's fine
but i cannot live without you

@fabs4k
wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

wanna tell her 'bout my love but i know, i can't do that
her love split in two, how could she go thru that?
wanna stay in love, i jus find that it's a habit
say u don't need love but baby, u can go and have it

habit +remilia

i shot a bullet in her chest when i found out shes who uve been with
i pray to god that every day i wake up free of all ur shit - i fucking knew it
opened my eyes for the first time and now i finally see you clearly
opened my eyes for the first time, and then i realized

i gave you everything but u want more than that
you took my everything youre just a psychopath
im burning bridges everyday i walk my path
and still i cant find a reason it never lasts
(x2)

the end of the road now im driving straight into the forest
im bored now i wait for ur text ur ignoring
im so tired im wasting time singing a chorus
prioritize u but im never that important
you played me a pawn in ur game its disheartening
i see thru the lies thru the tears its alarming
im cutting you off, no more bridges for burning
but lifes too short just to keep on falling

Burning bridges <(_ _)> prod me

Produced By Me & @rpsu
w/ @hiseph :]
♬♪⁽⁽◝( • ⌣ • )◜⁾⁾♪♫
i Love You
lyrics;

i feel like a Dead man walking
tell me that You'll love me when I'm rotting
Yk me 2 well when I'm silent ...
they Turned their backs On me but ur not them

it Hurts so bad but Stings so Good
i Bleed 4 u, Wish u Understood
i Turn my arms to Flesh, kisses Burn my neck
i Could be Ur doll to make u think I'm the best

u Say u need Smbdy
ur Not js Anybody
idk Wut it means to u..
But when u say U<3Me
i Could feel my world stop
when u look up 2 me
i think i Could Hold on
Cuz ur worth it to mee

@hiseph
can’t stop
won’t stop til it’s working 
im so alone 
could u show me where my heart is?
adderall, crush it up til it’s nothing
ima dollboy 
but im such a waste of time
she don’t wanna make things right
backseat in the club
you watch me cry
realizeee
we’re soul-tied
i’d do anything to make it right


Hold my hand
i'll Hold urs
Do i Love u ?
say Of course!
And I know that smth changed in u
I Look @ u, Ur bored T-T

u could rip my hair or break my legs
it'll all be fine if i end up dead
u can call me ur problem
Do U regret it?
tell me when its all gone
i need medicine x.x

Doll (╥ˬ╥) w/ seph (uxie & irusu) *out now on all plats*

wasnt gonna post this originally because its a cover but it sounds nice and soundcloud clout is the only way to get my mothers approval

original by @funny @1hazel 
please show them love they are great
no more copying people after this i swear ill be original

{lyrics}

u hurt me
so be honest
im still crying
on my mattress, and
do u love me
do u want this
im so haunted
im never lossless
x2
put away my hand
imma reach right out again
my heart still pounds again
i can see ur hair flow thru the wind
girl u took away my oxygen
and i still pick you
even after that u still judge what i do
bleeding black and red but i still cannot move
dancing all alone till im dead who knew

mattress p. stylas

Big thanks to @1kidsora and @victxrw for featuring. It’s really crazy that i can have a song with people who inspire me and i listen to everyday. Also shout out @kuriyai443 for the fire beat.

recorded in feb 2024

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(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

(verse: me)
love of my live
falling thru my hands
u left me all alone
cannot understand
we went different ways
hope u doing okay
blinded by your love
like some kind of spell
memories of u stuck inside my brain
wish we could go and relive them again
baby close your eyes let the wind blow
in the end yeah wish it was a real love

(verse: kid sora)
I don't know if this is real love
you've been acting strange so I think imma close the seal up
ah-haa! that mean you aint getting near us
I lead by example, I don't want them all to fear us- yuh, yuh-
like, it really aint that deep girl
better prove your worth before you gain the right to see worlds
better prove yourself before you gain the right to see pearls
thought she was the one, it turns out that girl just an e-girl- fuck

(verse: victxrw)
yea yea, i just need get out
i tried to scream but theres no sound coming out my mouth
no no, i just need get out
im stuck in bed im just stuck inside this jail house
I pray that i can make it up
nd everyday, ive had enough
ik that u just hate my guts
ill never be enough

im never enough
im coughing up blood
im never enough

(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/19920821

wish

Spotify✨

wish + kid sora & victxrw (kuriyai)

this wasnt even gonna be a drop but everyone seemed to like it so here we are heheheha!
prod @tores

lyrics:

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

Starry sky but I’m looking in your eye
You drive me crazy like I wanna die
But u put my wings on when i want to fly
I'm trying hard to be more than just a guy

I’m fading till I disappear
Your cadence makes my mind go clear
Wondering what to do when I’m here 
I try my best to stay as near as I can

I’ve been waiting for too long
Thinking “oh my god”
Will I give it up?
Well I think that would be wrong
To do to my heart
Let’s go back to the start

i cant think
I’m so confused
What do I pick when I got something to lose
I’ve been thinking all the time
Am I doing what’s right
Blurry vision jaded eyes

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

time

time (tores)

@domerrz
@owtiss 
@liamtakeover
@yashio20k

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
www.instagram.com/liamtakeover/
www.instagram.com/yashio20k/


think it's the right way
but it's the wrong one
I couldn't mask it
I know it's all dumb
It's really difficult to ask you when it's all done
so I'm doing what I want...
what do I want?

when u see it
would you believe it, on the worst day of our whole lives?
I'm barely breathing, but you don't see it
I'm in the right place, at the worst times...

and I don't feel okay
stuck on the floor again
it never goes my way
I'll try to play pretend
can't find the words to say,
I try to run away
think I can change my fate
there's no other way

got a hole in my chest, got my heart in your arms
if you say it then mean it, I'm falling apart
it's the first in a long time, I've been feeling scarred
it's the worst day I know it
it's feeling so bizarre

SPOTIFY!

when u see it (owtiss + liamtakeover + yashio)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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habit +remilia

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