~~Lyrics~~
I wake up in a cloud
No ground in sight and no way out
Oh shining light, please take this childish despair
Pull myself out of bed
Another day caught in your web
It gets sort of hard to breathe when you disappear 

And it's kind of funny how you look down on me,
(Once again I lost you)
but when I get up off the ground, you hide in your sick jealousy
(If I could only find you)
But what if all I had was all that you need?
And we can turn back time and make this right
Don't push me away, just hold on tight

(If only) You
You and me,
We could be in harmony
Reality,
Just let it be you and me
(And we can sail across the sky together)

It's all the same
I walk another step caught in your game
Your vibrant touch, it has control on me
'Cuz when she calls my name
I cannot speak, I'm trembling
This door is locked inside so give me the keys

They say it shouldn't be so hard to see eye to eye
(Once again I lost you)
But it can never be that way if we are equally blind
(And I still can't find you)
But it's not so hard, just open up and you'll find
That the truth is not so far behind,
We can only go up it's a matter of time

(If only) You
You and me,
We could be in harmony
Reality,
Just let it be you and me
(And we can fly above the clouds forever)

(If only) I 
Could change your mind
Could we find what's locked inside?
And turn back time
and leave behind
Our last July
(Before we got so out of control)

The road is gone and here we stand
Wishing up above we don't need to pretend
But I could be the one to change
And you will never be the same
But I can't help but wonder what could be

(If only) You
You and me
We could be in harmony
Reality,
Just let it be
You and me
(And we can leave behind our fears and worries)

(If only) I 
Could change your mind (Once again I lost you)
Could we find what's locked inside? (If I could only find you)
And turn back time
And leave behind (And we could fly together)
Our last July
(Before we got so out of control)

Goodbye July [Demo]

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Goodbye July [Demo]

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