astray

watching my own world fall down in front of me


lyrics and vox: me
prod: me

note: i made a thing
note 2: beat inspired by shrinemaiden - ugh

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why'd you talk to me
one wrong step, you don't wanna see
is it make believe?
i just want you to love me
oooooh
cause in this world of make believe
nooooo
my heart, my mind is crumbling

everything is crumbling
watching my own world fall down in front of me
under the magic tree
i can hear your voice calling me
oooooh
in gensokyo with the family @fabs4k :)
nooooo
there's nowhere else i want to be

High Vox:
turn it back, turn around
fall into my arms this time
take a leap of faith
and come with me and leave your world behind
take a repeat, take it slow
in this endless winter snow
everything will be alright
and the end will be real bright (x2)

Low Vox:
take it back, i <3 you
turn back time
cast our memories aside
hoping you will reappear
and one day we can reunite
but until then hope you know
i will love you to and through
after all it has been fine
but i still want to rewind (x2)

bring you back (remilia)

kyxtsnxwy:
look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

everytime she holding me, it makes my heart stop
heart stop, moving so fast like a droptop
i pop off, they be jealous cause i got the bag and i wont stop
we riding in a wraith, into space cause we both stars

lovebites on body cause she marked me, she in love with me
we be flexing, got the gucci, mcm and louie v
i be with my shawty, we be doing what we wanna
living in a fantasy, we chillin in bahamas

remilia:
(chilling in bahamas)

in bahamas, we be chilling, we be doing what we wanna
when i'm with you face turns red just like a sauna
and i don't wanna let u go no i don't wanna

look into your eyes and see your soul
i don't really wanna argue i don't really wanna know
you got harsh feelings let em go
let me take you round to places tell me where u wanna go

tell me where u wanna go
i will take away your heart, no i will melt away the snow
just tell me where u wanna go
i will take u through a fantasy so baby let me know

(look into her eyes everytime when i wake up)
(yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush)
(lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch)
(i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up)

kyxtsnxwy:
look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

Light Up (gisen & neohn)

space friends +deet, zest (rip.warheart & t57thetank)

2024-6-1

"I don't know what we were fighting for anymore."

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Jse0WvTFGPO2Ecg825GUN?si=98571880612a491c

tysm to the goats @prodarisu @shatter3d for the crazy beat!!
and tysm to @miraie for hopping on the song!!

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@remiliaxd :

"is it alright?"
you did me over and left me on the floor
and i don't think i can help myself again
yet you come back to ask for more, for more
i need a reason
i need to know why you left me at the door
'cause even though that my heart was sore again
i smiled, said no more, then walked away

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

@miraie :

I'm fighting for my life every single day
I'm struggling finding meaning of my life just to find out
That life is nothing but a tragedy
Yet we still live on finding our own pace & melody

SO FLY AWAY 
SOMEWHERE SO FAR AWAY, AWAY
THERE'S A KNIFE, IN MY HEART YEAH
FALL APART NO
I'M BLEEDING SLOWLY
MY VISIONS FADING
MY CONSCIOUS GONE INTO ISEKAI
REINCARNATING
Twenty three reasons written on a page and it's still not enough
I took my organs took my soul bleed myself out it's too rough
Fighting against the voice
Did I made the right choice?
Gotta keep my heart close
Can't let it decompose so-

@remiliaxd & @miraie :

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

reason +miraie (arisu x shatter3d)

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

inspired - https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn/shift?si=a144322874c4475aaa62ea9af8ef2d12&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://open.spotify.com/track/1T1o5RvARd7FHLtV6t1UeE?si=eed5d2422183482f
@ilyporo
@crykou
@1kidsora
@mis4ortune
@1wasterr

kishi:
shawty wanna come to me right now
get a pack, imma smoke out loud
imma pick you up, if you fall down
im finna make you smile so wipe that frown away

we’ll make it to the top, everyone’s like “wow”
with you, my chest go pound
stupid ass fakes, they finna be clowns
you’re the one in my heart, only you’re allowed

ilyporo:
can we die togheter yes or no?
i just feel like im alonee :/
but baby u the only one who knows
with u i dont feel alone
ask me if i love u...yes i dooo :3
draw a heart on our matching shoes
u dont have to worry bby ye u know me
ye u know meeee

pull up on the car ima take u anywhere
tell me where do u wanna go
i have time for u...i care :D
we can go slow
i dont care abt anyone else
its just me n u <3
promisse me that we will never break up ohhhh

ciyokou:
knock knock anybody's there?
If you hear me please give me answer
do not leave me you know I'm scared
please answer me i know you care

(Womp womp)
don't left me in the shell
(Womp womp)
now i can't feel my face
(Womp womp)
can you just take me home
(Womp womp)
i love you even it's fake

i don't know where's fucking home
i lost and drop my soul
used to hate myself
can't even heal myself
(can't even heal myself)
woah woah

kid sora:
need a shift in my life, s/o yugen
if you got a problem w/ me, nigga, get to shootin- yuh
but, i promise you won't do it
playin w/ my life, you playin w/ yours, you might lose it- yuh
cause i'll die 'bout mine- my brothers
& girl, please don't lie- cause i'll find another
i could switch the flow up at my luxury
shawty bad, and i know she wantin me
girl, tell me if you really in love w/ me
need to know right now, if you fuck w/ me
cause you could be mine, or you could fly- away-
from here right now.

Our Reality +ilyporo, ciyokou, kid sora (mis4ortune x wasterr)

@akasukii
@remiliaxd
@kuranee
@prodmamoru

kishi:
me and you, we in bed, yeah, the sun’s up
i just wanna stay in your arms, don’t wanna get up
stay in bed all day, i really love your presence
skrt skrt, our wraith, fly away in space
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
love the feeling of your arms
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
you fixed my broken heart
i love seeing you
i love seeing you

remilia:
oh
don't think it's a mistake
crying in your arms, in your room, like it's too late
hate when we're apart, broken heart, there's no mistake
know that we're forever, but sometimes it's like we're too late

too late, thing's change
i don't wanna die before it's too late
and i don't wanna see you cry before the new day
but sometimes when im with you, i can't even think straight

i can't think straight
make up, make amends 'fore it's too late
make up, repair what we made
all our time together, under weather's not a mistake

akasuki:
ahh i don't wanna give you up babe
i can't think straight my mind's a haze
every moment with you feels like days
you're my one and only

no i can't imagine my life without you
let’s take a step forward leave the pain behind
it's you forever i knew
we'd rediscover the love we thought we'd never find

and i can't get you out of my mind
teleporting into your arms, holding you tight
oh you're mine

stayinbed +remilia, akasuki (kurane + mamoru)

2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

persevere (wintress)

@tores

i honestly wouldn’t think it’d matter if i died away
but im wondering, why you would even care?
i know when the day i die, no one wouldn’t even know
id rather have you move on, instead of tears
just know, it’ll be okay, okay
please move forward to a new day, new day
please forget about me, for me for me
i’ll be watching over, always, always

but you wouldn’t wanna talk to me at all
im unstable and soon im gonna fall
im so sorry, none of this makes sense at all
visions of me dying, i accept it all

baby this is not your fault
this is my fate, i am not enough
taste of peace and its right there on my tongue
when im dead please just accept im gone

(memories im seeing pass by)
(you made everything heavenly, got tears in my eyes)
(step into our dream, everything will be alright)
(you made my life glow, this is my goodbye)

this is it so goodbye
please wipe those tears from your pretty bright eyes
ang ganda mo baby ko, maging masaya ka
hawakan mo ang puso ko, mahal kita
feel sorrowful, flowers will decay
reminice the songs we sang that day
but i gotta fade away, away from here
im sorry that im gone but my spirit's near

but you wouldn’t wanna talk to me at all
im unstable and soon im gonna fall
im so sorry, none of this makes sense at all
visions of me dying, i accept it all

baby this is not your fault
this is my fate, i am not enough
taste of peace and its right there on my tongue
when im dead please just accept im gone

Light Up (gisen & neohn)

remisnxwy

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