produced by @stuckinboxxes & @nyixlo
mixed by @removeface

lyrics:

they say they love me
but they show me what i’m worth
and i’m never first in line
i’m just waiting on my turn
feeling stuck waiting for a spark
'till i’m in a urn
and they all congratulating 
while i’m trying hard to earn
cause i’m tryna make ends meet
i’m tryna make it right
and you know i’ll never go down
not without a fight
feel like anyone can blow up 
if they find a way to bite
can’t do nothing ‘bout it 
but i never said that it’s right 

i made a promise to you 
that i’ll hold it down
when i’m at my lowest 
you know how to hold me down
i just don’t know what to do 
when nobody come around
they just wanna fuck me over 
for some money and some clout

all i ever wanted was a little fame
i just wanted to provide 
and for them to know my name
it’s a blessing and a curse
cause they always acting lame
i used to love what i do
but it just don’t hit the same

but they never fucking listen anyway
push me over like a dummy 
just cause i don’t gotta face
and i act like nothing going on
but im losing my pace
when i see the numbers 
i just wanna get out of this place

i just

i just feel like it ain’t ‘posed to be this way
but the people always tell me 
that it’s gonna be okay
then i drop a song for them 
but they ain’t never entertained
and i always try my best 
and i never fucking changed

and i always kept it real
and i always played nice
and when they was talking ‘bout me
i always apologized
i done gave it all for nothing 
i can’t even pay the price
and they playing me like poker
all they do is roll the dice

and i always try my hardest 
but get nothing in return
and i never played with fire
but i still got fucking burned
but i did nothing wrong
so i don’t know what i learned
all i know is i do too much 
but get nothing i deserve

and i know they’ll call me selfish 
just for letting this shit out
motherfuckers never gave me the benefit of the doubt
if they reach this point they’ll know exactly what i’m talking bout
it’s like everyone around you got everything figured out

all i ever wanted was a little fame
i just wanted to provide 
and for them to know my name
it’s a blessing and a curse
cause they always acting lame
i used to love what i do
but it jus don’t hit the same

priority (lv)

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