PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

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Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Better Off Worse - CircusP

Please use other streaming services if you are able to, soundcloud doesn't pay its artists :')

Dizzy Paranoia Girl ft. Kasane Teto

this is a remastered version 

lyrics: 
im on my way to see the desert
riding on a camel's hump.
and the sun is brightly shining
watching me going by

I see you on the top of the mountin,in the desert's sand
i know its a fata morgana ,
but i wish it was you, waving with your hand.
waving with your hand

im on my way , to a new advanture
im going for a ture the world
it was so wonderful, if you'd join me
and i woudn't have to be alone

Fata morgana,in the desert's sand
Fata morgana, waving with her hand

Fata Morgana

i give up
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♫ ♪ Lyrics ♪ ♫
http://bit.ly/2jOPxHh

If you wanna use these (old) lyrics, you can! They're based off of Coleena Wu's translation.

Idola no Circus english ver. 【Oktavia】 イドラのサーカス

Watch the video for this track here: https://youtu.be/Le-xKk8pkB4
Song by CircusP
Twitter: @VocaCircus
Illustration by Sleppu
Twitter: @Sleppu_png

Kagamine Len "Poltergeist" Vocaloid Original Song

I sang Shut Uppp Love by YM!
The past months have been really emotionally draining for me, especially this week, but I'm trying my best to feel better!
A huge thanks goes out to my boyfriend for supporting me, thank you so much, I appreciate it. 
♥

--CREDITS--

★ Music & Lyrics ★ YM
⋆ https://twitter.com/YM_yoshiya
⋆ https://www.nicovideo.jp/mylist/17206448
⋆ http://ympopopo.wixsite.com/ym-yoshiya
⋆ http://piapro.jp/YM_popopo
⋆ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZjp-rfop5Y4Mx5JPlwAutA

★ Illustration & Movie ★ Youetsu
⋆ https://twitter.com/4_E_2

★ Mixing & Mastering ★ Daiki Saito
⋆ https://twitter.com/dikialter

★ Vocals & Mix ★ れおに (Reoni) 
⋆ https://www.youtube.com/user/famouslikesme


YT: https://youtu.be/PDh81DDaJgk

URUSaaA愛 / Shut Uppp Love (Cover) 【れおに】

Credits ｡.｡:+* 
▪︎ Vocals: rachie (hi!!!)
▪︎ Mix: Zero @Zer0Skye
▪︎ Lyrics: David Toth


✻ Lyrics ✻ (by David, credit him pls)

Come gather ‘round we’re slicing her open
We all just want some spice from life and you know it
Just give me a sign, I’m itchin’ from all the shame inside
The pain, it feels so right 

Hey what’s up? With me? Nothing much
I’m alive, but can’t say there’s much to discuss
There’s this and there’s that and I guess that I’m fine
But nothing means a thing, can’t getcha outta my mind
Two flirts still masking their faces yours and mine
Torn up love that’ll all turn to dust
A boring life with feelings too frail to touch
Yeah, somewhere there’s someone that’s trapped and can’t get out
They’re clinging to a fading SOS now
A quiet purring too dazed to make a sound

All of this sickening hurting, Come have a taste you deserve it
Every emotion I wanted to share by your side
Now it’s love I want to cut from my life
Ya pa pa pa

Come gather ‘round we’re slicing her open
Softly say my name, I’m just feeling so broken
“Someone let me die” How I wish those words were mine
I’m praying for peace of mind
Come gather ‘round we’re slicing her open
We all just want some spice from life and you know it
Just give me a sign, I’m itchin’ from all the shame inside
The pain it feels so right 

Sorry for all of the early noise
I guess I really just wanted to hear your voice
See, I had this dream you were fine without me and were
Happily in love your life was so much better
I hope there’s love for me too I’ll wait my turn
Once in the morning and evening I cast a spell as you’re leaving
Envious madness that’s making me lose all my mind
Your love’s so far from my life
Ya pa pa pa

Come gather ‘round we’re slicing her open
A burning sort of passion suddenly woken
“How stupid” I sigh, Your stubbornness claims my mind
The answers I’ve yet to find
Come gather ‘round we’re slicing her open
Saliva coats the lies we tell as I’m broken
No answer to find, how boring a way to end the night
A suffocating sigh

Come gather ‘round we’re slicing her open
Softly say my name, I’m just feeling so broken
“Someone let me die” How I wish those words were mine
I’m praying for peace of mind
Come gather ‘round we’re slicing her open
We all just want some spice from life and you know it
Just give me a sign, I’m itchin’ from all the shame inside
The pain it feels so (damn) right

WATCH IT HERE

Otome Dissection

WATCH HERE

i DO what i WANT ft. Hatsune Miku (Original Song)

This is part 2 of the Propaganda! series. An mv for it should be up next week. 

Available on bandcamp:  https://ccrusherr.bandcamp.com/track/repentance

Mixing/Mastering: GHPZ
Vocal tuning: chsm 

Lyrics:
CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound, 
and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
But I'd forgotten exactly who I used to be

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I-

VERSE 1: 

Ever since I was young, back when I still believed in destiny,
I was a cog in the machine the regime needed me to be,

To be [REDACTED] To be [REDACTED]

The way it feels to get the same reused excuse, and then
a million new excuses to excuse their last excuses

Oh it's getting real bad,
It's too dangerous to react,
How we live just isn't fair,
But if you're smart, then you'd be scared

When I was introduced to the genuine truth,
I knew what I was born to do
I'd lay down my life, if it means doing right by
the ones who lost the good fight!

PRECHORUS:

And when you ran,
And when you ran, God, it hurt,
but I'll focus on my work
It's still such a shame  
you'll miss out on all the change

And before you write your foreword
Yes, you may have moved me forward,
But I won't run away, I won't be afraid,
so why...did I....  

CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
But I'd forgotten exactly who I used to be

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I-

VERSE 2:
 
If you can keep a secret, I guess I'll let you in, 
I'm planning something so big it's gonna change everything
And now we're getting closer, and I can almost reach
a world I thought only existed in my wildest dreams

We can rebuild our nation, right from the very start
and make it better after we're done tearing it apart
And if you close your eyes, and try to picture it,
we could be living lives completely different

BRIDGE:

When you went missing, I did nothing
I can't forgive myself, I'm so ashamed
I will engage in my repentance as a form of penance
and I will never, EVER make the same mistake

I cried your name so loud
and caught the eyes of the crowd, 
And just like that,
the town must have snapped,
and everyone lost their heads, 
And that was the end! 
 
CHORUS:

I had a dream 
Where I was you and you were me
And I was running, 
Til the ground unwound and then I couldn't see

I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,
I fell in deeper and you,
You fell in deeper and I,

I had a dream
Where I was you and you were me
And I've forgotten exactly who I used to be

and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper
and now I'm falling deeper

Repentance! (ft. Megurine Luka)

couldn't find an upload of this cover on soundcloud, so i uploaded it myself. if any of the singers wants me to take it down then just DM me and it's done.

【Mothy】 Red Shoe Parade (English Cover) 【Oktavia, BaD, Coru, Umber

Hello there, I am a singer (YouTaite) and VOCALOID-P going by the name Reoni and Cawer!
This is my channel to upload MP3s of my YouTube covers!

Donations open: https://paypal.me/LStuchlik

YouTube channel:
https://youtube.com/user/famouslikesme

Discord Server:

https://discord.gg/Xhfjcs7

URUSaaA愛 / Shut Uppp Love (Cover) 【れおに】

Reoni☆

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