w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ozjZgKhbuobCc1H9m2o8g?si=yIw2q4xfSh-tqLaqGcssmw

prod me

from the death of me
wake up and ur feelin so damn free
i know ur a face that i cant see
i know im a ghost so im carefree

i need my guitar
play a show beneath the stars
im a fucking rockstar
just get me a beer and a cigar

casper the rockstar

https://open.spotify.com/track/1k7mFKuN9e0IRK4x3yj4hf?si=72bdd279041e4a18

prod me

nothing else matters if i cant even hold u
i wanna sit beside u on the bus like i told u
i know its silly and it wont be too long
but please listen baby u know im not strong

i want nothing more than ur company
i dont care if ur asleep
i hope ur dreaming of me

dream about me

i know it hurts

already lost you

https://open.spotify.com/track/6k3ZxcSmqr6PzDj5jPJzuK?si=KSiNsteTTY-KjtrXBH9xZg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1fDoBAD5iRtniahPfPFZZR

prod me

somethings up with uuuuuuuu
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

it all amounts to u
so dont try act confused
when i come back crawling
crawling to u

baby im a sinner
come back just to skin her
eat her guts for dinner
oh baby whats the issue

somethings up with uuuuuuuu (u know that i miss u)
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

,,

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

but its hard to let go of my life
but i guess
id do anything for my future wife

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

somethings up with u

somethings up with you

prod me

what's there to talk about
tryna get away from my home for now
driving forty minutes and i look around
i don't think i'm ever gonna turn back now
why'd you talk that way
there's dread in your heart every single day
seems like you've known nothing other than hate
now all you do is give it away
i swear to god i tried
to do what's good to do what's right
still did me wrong but that's alright
cause now i'm driving into the night
and so i think a lot
bridges that i've burned and ones i've crossed
memories that haunt my head
they'll only leave me once i'm dead

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later:
and when i think about it
i think too hard and my mind is crowded
i know you said you cried about it
baby i know that you're lying
so i walk a lonely road
walked passed our spot as i'm coming home
and i remember that you once said
 i'm all you'll ever need and all you'll ever have but
maybe in ten years when we're older
i can see you on the aisle
with your boyfriend turning husband 
that can really make you smile
i was never meant for you and
you know i was in denial
maybe we can talk again some time 
but not for a little while

into the night w/ jacko

ur gonna come back

https://open.spotify.com/track/5xpMpeDWB6bPy2wxUD5oMD?si=yqG_ETIBRkOCbJbkAPGBtg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5G4mr1GVdkuTTcED7Zj8Dz

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
wont talk to u again
cus i dont want u as a friend
i need u more than that
tell me that u love me while u hold my hand
and please
dont talk to me again
cus i can see where this all ends
ive seen it in my head
played a hundred times lying in my bed

when the raindrops patter
nothing matters
clear my head till the morning after
no words said in the hall where i passed her
pronounce me dead n call up the pastor

@revivle
watch me as i fade away 
nothing ever stays the same 
leaving as i call your name 
why wont you just let me stay? 
did i ask for too much? 
you just leave me in the dust
but i’ll tiptoe behind you
you hate everything i do

say it wasn’t my fault
say it was for the better
i still have your sweater 
you know you’re just wrong
so just lay me to rest
cus you don’t need me anymore
but you know that i tried my best
i’m still here crying on the floor

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
when the raindrops patter
nothing matters
clear my head till the morning after
no words said in the hall where i passed her
pronounce me dead n call up the pastor
x2

raindrops w/ revivle

doesn't matter when u dont fit in w/ i miss our memories

So, our friend (assuming he really is our friend) is no longer alone at home. The work week is over, it’s been a hard one. Maybe for both of them: for him, and for the woman now leaning out the window. There’s a touch of unease in the air, and it’s not necessarily connected to how things are going between them. Maybe something is about to happen. Or maybe not. The only sure thing is that they’re not interested in finding out.

This is the fourth in a series of eight easy, acoustic, rather short, and deliberately inconclusive tracks, assembled by combining new ideas with reworked older material, adding parts and sounds along the way. This time I struggled to make it to the end, adding and removing, changing and restoring and working to the mix. I probably messed things up a bit (thirty recorded tracks, twenty of them muted...), but never mind.

Part 1 here: https://soundcloud.com/michele-ansani/in-case-nothing-happens-part-1-night
Part 2 here: https://soundcloud.com/michele-ansani/in-case-nothing-happens-part-2-dawn
Part 3 here: https://soundcloud.com/michele-ansani/in-case-nothing-happens-part-3-noon

Composed by Michele Ansani (2025).
All the ambient noises are taken from public sound archives. Saxophone is courtesy by Diamond Hues. Male vocals are mine, female by Spitfire Labs.
Posted on SoundCloud: 2025, September 19.

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