never knew i would cry to one song so many times

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@swoopyy @buffalobang @xangang-tm

climb to the top
i take the fall
its time to stop
its not your fault
i put my pain into this
hate that ur hard to resist

you touched me
it crushed me
it rains then its sunny
the fall of the (k)night comes
i fall then i rise up
x2

i look like its sunday because its sunday today
i want it like always, but always aint OK
come out to the garden, lets get take out i’ll pay
i wanna be honest, but be honest, will u stay

she’s gonna wait for a text back, but ion wanna text back today
but when the day is right ima text u ”i’m on my way”
i’m meeting new people, they tell me to be brave
when fear takes over,  it can go either way

The Fallen Knight And The Hermit

swoopy & buffalobang - Elextric GuiTAR (xangang)

Friend

prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

Buffalobang - Dollmaker + Strawberry Hospital

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod @em0rave @FloodDubs

mixed & mastered by @em0rave

cosmic w/ blackwinterwells (emorave x flood)

archangel

Produced written and performed by Reserv

lyrics

honey i tried
making up a lie
i'm making up a lie to be true
maybe i'll cry
maybe i'll be fine
but surely i'll be gone without you
oo, and i'm
wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me
sorry that i
become someone else
i try to do something i can't do
i ask you why
you sing, and then you dance
you breathe, and then you can't let out
such simple things
to make a little easier
i might just be immature though
just so you know
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time 
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me

A Whole Lot of Things

you deserve so much better than this

i yearn for your beautiful touch
but also scare at the very thought of it
i keep these pictures close to my heart
and they haunt me for it
i pray that you'll get better sooner or later
but hopefully not the latter
and it might not even matter to you but
i cant wrap my head around what does
for all i knew is lost and i find myself stranded in this confusion

with a firm grip i hold onto these memories
cus by now theyr the only thing left to reasure me
that things can be diffrent from what they are
and if i just push through this
then maybe the sun will feel like it used to,
and i wont cry at the thought of you

Losing Streak

I'd tell you it gets better but im not sure it does

Original by casiotone for the painfully alone

White Corolla (cover)

Also made a sped up one hope you fw it 

LYRICS:
mental purgatory 
she gone so no more story
she calling me so boring
but tells me stuff that's corny
heart wants what it wants
and I don't wanna cry no more
pointless cuz you don't try anymore

mental purgatory 
she gone so no more story
she calling me so boring
but tells me stuff that's corny
heart wants what it wants
and I don't wanna cry no more
pointless cuz you don't try anymore

mental purgatory 
she gone so no more story
she calling me so boring
but tells me stuff that's corny
heart wants what it wants
and I don't wanna cry no more
pointless cuz you don't try anymore

Fixation
Blood Rushing
Heart Racing
Stay Patient For Me

mental purgatory 
she gone so no more story
she calling me so boring
but tells me stuff thats corny
heart wants what it wants
and I don't wanna cry no more
pointless cuz you don't try anymore

mental purgatory 
she gone so no more story
she calling me so boring
but tells me stuff thats corny
heart wants what it wants
and I don't wanna cry no more
pointless cuz you don't try anymore

mental purgatory 
she gone so no more story
she calling me so boring
but tells me stuff that's corny
heart wants what it wants
and I don't wanna cry no more
pointless cuz you don't try anymore

mental purgatory 
she gone so no more story
she calling me so boring
but tells me stuff that's corny

Melancholy Sped up

@lil4c

Your heartbeat’s so loud in this room, in this town
And you’re bringing me down with your love
But it’s keeping my head on my shoulders, you’re keeping me up
Forget anybody who cares about us

I’m not getting over 
My head it’s so lonely 
You say that you need me
But don’t even know me
Your secrets are safe 
Anything you could say
And I swear I won’t break, I won’t fold, won’t complain about everything

My heart, unlock it
Know how I’m rocking
You keep me honest
Keep up, no stopping
These scripts, I’m off it
I can’t stop coughing 
My phone she’s calling...

Nobody knows, I keep it controlled
I wouldn’t tell what’s in my head
Nobody shows when I need them the most
I had to keep myself away, away...

head on my shoulders (@77709I)

hysteria Emoji

Just Let It Go

Skin Sink

first attempt at vocaloid <3 artwork by @oni_core on Twitter! <3 also s/o juggababy for helping w lyrics :)<3
 
lyrics: 

no matter wht u say, jus tell me you'll staYYY (x3)
/soon enough i'll start to decay/

if you want i'll ~
leave it all behind (for uUU) 
i'll sacrifice ~
wthout thinking twice (for uUU) 

she told me - i love you
i told her - how could you
these motions i go through - i want to believe you
these thoughts in my rear view - swerving while i feel youUU
- i know that i'm see through -

Friend

Reserv

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