The Upload

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

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art by instagram.com/jiiing7

0:00 w/ @skoolio
1:00 w/ @y4ndere
1:45 @3dssucks
2:40 w/ lovbug
3:15 w/ @gostupidcj
4:00 / solo [the last]
5:00 / solo [dnb]
5:40 / solo final boss
6:25 / solo [rage]
7:35 w/ @ninetyniiine
8:25 w/ @5vexe
9'25 w/ @fantasy1sland
10:25 w/ @qqqu1ncy
10:50 w/ @kaktus111
11:50 w/ @tgwog

revival clips + skoolio, yandere, 3ds, lovbug, cj808, ninetyniiine, 5v, tgwog, qqqu1ncy & more

Path Along Nekona River

@ reserrvv on all social media

i hold on to my superstitions far too long
i thought the complication called for what i thought
i was just a child way back when
i'm just a child now
i can't afford to be this way for good
but i can't help myself so

i make my hands cover my head
i make my hands cover my head, oh
i'm scared of what's under my bed
and i can't think of anything
i wanna see

i hold on to my superstitions far too long
i thought the complication called for what i thought
i was just a child way back when
i'm just a child now
i can't afford to be this way for good

i make my hands cover my head
i make my hands cover my head, oh

i make my hands cover my head (i hold on to my superstition)
i make my hands cover my head, oh (i can't afford to be this way for good)
i'm scared of what's under my bed
and i can't think of anything
i wanna see

i make my hands cover my head

run up suki to 100 for suprise ;3
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5v + luvlxckdown → leave me 今 (shinju x kojo)

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prod me

its 1am, im tryna solv my prblms.
istg im goin ryt against my advice,
i kp comparin who i am2 all tha exes 
im feeln anxious, n im hidin wut im thinkin
we promis dat we hav eachothr till tha end
i dnt wana go thru all of dat again
iv bn thru so much, givin it my only chance.
i wana b tha only1 no1 compare

my hed is filld wit all this thgts 
i hav2 solv, n ik y
n so muh ppl wnt me takn down
nobody undrstands
its therapuetic bt a challenj
all tha music dat i make
i jus dnt wana b lik dem((exes))
evn tho i do not fit in

its hard, yeh so hard
2 evn clarify my point
no idc idc ((bout dem))
jus hope ur listenin2 this
its in my veins n my hed
i gota kp up wit myself
its so annoyin how ths ppl
r so focussd on my flaws
---------------------
#cloudplugg
((s/o 2 tgwog))

westfieldチャンスだけ

production by me (@bigdog30k)
cover art me

my skin shivers with fear
as the cold breeze touch me

the sun peeks through and
kisses me on the cheek
but before i know it the night has come
and its so dark that i cant see
you needed me but i still do
with weak knees beneath me i still know
that i love you
and maybe one day you'll love me too

my skin

Kit: https://ddertbag.sellfy.store/p/ddertbag-lucky-8-drum-kit-and-serum-bank/

Credits for Demo

0:58 Orchid @0rch_id
2:07 Dazegxd @dazegxd
3:02 sv1 @sv1
3:48 optic::core @optic_core
4:29 Justin Shiro @shiroi
5:15 kuru @kggn
6:19 iphi @iphigen
7:16 River World @river-world

Lucky 8 Kit Tech Demo (ft. Orchid, Dazegxd, Sv1, Opticcore, Justin Shiro, Kuru, Iphi, River World)

it just doesnt have to be so hard
aug2021 . art prod & vox by me ( @bigdog30k )

Where You'll Find Me

scrape the side (bigdog&with3r)

30th december 2021
been sitting on this one like couches

the last'est touch

Over With

personal opinion +bigdog30k +dj cathexis

i composed this track for the 2-hour DTM challenge. the theme is a song based on an image (the one that i'm using for the cover art) that was made and provided by the moderator.

Snail's Drizzly Dream

when u walk away

Hoping this year treats you better than the last^^

artwork by @bigdog30k

Path Along Nekona River

Reserv

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