dl 5

As funny and desolate it'd be to leave this blank I feel like I should write despite having nothing more to share really. I am really reaching some sort of end.. Knowing 3-4 hours of each day are now dedicated to addressing a problem should be more exciting. I can't stop saying sluuuuut. Just like that. :/ I wish I was more of a fat shlluuuut.  :/ :/ I am so repressed in so many ways. What is exciting is the thought of a future where I can be free in many ways. Listen to music slowly and emotionally, to eat gratifyingly. To make music, to play, read, sing.. Maybe the desire itself proves this isn't the end.
Also made it a point to listen to less electronic this month. ChallengeSucceeded?

May 13th EDM relapse

May 22 As I head to the end of the tunnel. 
I love being a teen and I love my friends and I can unapologetically love EDM and I love movement and I love the sun and I love to breathe and I love a good smoke in moderation and I feel like I am reaching a strange conclusion but only finite like an end of a chapter as another window opens I don't climb out to kill myself but to fly like the angels that once scooped me up when I was low. I reflect upon my interests in my teenage years and see how I've morphed and I feel nostalgic, satisfied, full of wonder instead of unease at the incongruencies. I feel as if I have exhausted dissecting how-have-I-changed and am taking a more passive approach of curiosity at how-will-i-change. Passive not lacking in investment but a necessary cut in cerebral labor. For the better. Not Kamikaze not nihilism not senseless consumerism, pleasure, ecstasy, satisfaction, slowly experiencing, existing, savoring, living. Because complacency can be contentment. Small is big and I grow every day. I can't wait to keep being me.

MaaAY ‘23

weight

咲く(˶´ ᵕˋ ˶)
@phi7i7p
@zekzo099

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0:00 - 1:26 solo
1:27 - 2:41 solo
2:42 - 4:20 solo
4:21 - 5:29 w/ phi7i7p
5:30 - 6:34 solo
6:35 - 7:31 solo
7:32 - 8:15 solo
8:16 - 9:21 w/ zekzo
9:22 - 11:36 solo

sakusaku clips w/ phi7i7p, zekzo

春 ❀
i like spring. i don't like allergies. 

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0:00 solo - lovely days
1:07 solo - save me
2:31 solo - together forever
3:29 solo - heartbeat
4:40 solo - the sanctuary
5:24 solo - @fabs4k type beat
6:10 solo - pekopeko
7:04 solo - corridors
8:19 solo - keep going
9:18 solo - ruined memories
10:34 solo - cherished

spring clips

Fumbled the Bag

feat + additional prod by https://soundcloud.com/twikipedia
art by https://soundcloud.com/nickmediasm

[emo]
yea my name hold weight lets go lets go
do this on my own cuz this shit aint for the faint
now they wanna work cuz they kno my name hold weight
crash it buy another bitch i do this everyday
runnin up a check i wont stop until i break now go
yea i heard what u say
talkin all that shit u aint doin what u claim
dont u even try it yea u kno we aint the same
i feel like im waka flocka hard in the paint
take a look at my stats yea im shinin
yea i got them vvs they be shinin
make em double take when i walk in (x2)

least my neck still goin yea its shinin
yea my bro still eatin yea we dinin
where yo chain go bro u should find it
makin money on the gram while u whinin
even tho im up now im still grindin
2023 goin for them diamonds
talkin eliante w the gold wrist
i been makin moves silent u should try it
yea yea u should try it, yea my pockets so fat, his diet
u ain't really do that shit u be lyin,
better stop that shit 'fore its violent
this shit way 2 easy u aint tryin, makin hits everyday its a science
play that boy just like a violin
brand new drip i be stylin

[delta]
that boy weird as fuck just like tom brady
and he switched up he did a 180
drop my Addy won't pull up he scary
smoking gas and it's getting me lazy
served a junkie that need medication woah
stealing my swag boy go get your own
helmut from my head to toe
back then i had nothing to wear
now its vetements vetements vetements up in my coat and thse bitches they stare
i was too obsessed with the past forgot who i was when i looked in that mirror
i put the cartier glasses on i watched my vision get crystal clear
now the chain hold weight and the name hold weight i cant fuck with these squares no more
and i dont know you like that dont call me bro
i never needed no help we both know i built this shit on my own
family didnt believe in me until they saw that bankroll, cash roll, i be counting pesos

[emo]
do this on my own cuz this shit aint for the faint
now they wanna work cuz they kno my name hold weight
crash it buy another bitch i do this everyday
runnin up a check i wont stop until i break now go
yea i heard what u say
talkin all that shit u aint doin what u claim
dont u even try it yea u kno we aint the same
i feel like im waka flocka hard in the paint

name hold weight feat twikipedia (wonderr & spill)

remix of icarus iv by @xaev 
© ANGEL RADIO 2023

SPOTIFY

icarus iv ft. cmten (xaev remix)

vanished (cloudbxy)

@176s https://www.instagram.com/senseonegod

33710
just incase u dont know where im from
get the racks and im gone
got a droid i dont fw iphone
bank account full of this dough
shoutout sense yea shoutout my bro
i dont talk to these drones
stick by myself alone

aint no way that boy think he a star
you not in my lane youre not even a car
im with scruff he smokin on cart
bro got lung cancer before 21
chris hit me up on the gram ayo pichu we goin up
we keep movin forward and they keep getting stuck

when i grow up im gon be the easter bunny
make a million in chocolate eggs
not gettin caught for this taxilar fraudulency (that shit is not even a word 
cause im bro  wit the irs
so much racks that i think that its kinda funny
spend 10 bands ona flight of stairs
he tuff then he catching this f-air
like batman return to my lair

yuh we gettin bands ur not gettin nothing
youre not tuff guy boy youre mc lovin
i walk the whole scene not even runnin
ota mallii bro maybe one day youll be something (ota mallii = do it like me)

hook

33710 😸 (sense)

my arms again!!

visualizer - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evKSwyMAYy8

my arms again

im sorry i havent dropped ina while but heres me and @k4rson :)
finally dropped a self prod YAY also ty @rewind214 for the mel ily

when i say that im okay, im not
i take another step knowing inside i rot
my tears are falling down but i act like strong
n my only way to cope is thru writing all these songs
(hopin that u sing along)
sometimes i wonder do you even think of me
how could u hurt me i thought we were on a team
was everything in my head, was it make believe?
but now ik not everything is what it seems

and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

@k4rson:
i feel a different type of hurt tho
you would never listen to my words
tried to break my heart, you're not the first ho
you ripped me apart, don't know why it hurts 

cuz i thought i was used to it
but i can't do this without you
i can't get used to this 
you can cry, you're allowed to 
so overwhelmed that i can't breathe 
i need new eyes so i can see

me:
and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

struggle to breathe +karson (rewind, akura)

April - May 2k23(?)
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