vibes on par V 2

What The Blood Has Done

In the past few days, a scary amount of my friends on facebook have posted a #MeToo status to help raise awareness around sexual assault and domestic violence.

I have my own story and for a long time, I felt alone. Instead of posting a status, I decided to write this song.

mix/mastering: https://soundcloud.com/thlipsi
beat @M4niAcBeats(https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_i2d10BUPy9jrI9P8KuXsA)

I can't forget
I can't forget
I can't forget
just wanna forget
let me forget
please let me forget

I can't forget 
and I've been waitin'
I can't forget 
I feel myself breakin' 
I can't forget 
I'm gettin' impatient 
I can't forget 
and I feel the frustration 
so frustrated
 
just wanna escape it
but I don't know how
just wanna escape it
I don't know how
just wanna escape it
only one way out

this is gettin' too much
gettin too much 
ohh
gettin too much
this is gettin' too much
ohh

its too much
too much to have secrets I can't speak of
afraid to bring the past up
thinkin' bout it too much
its gettin' too much

was it a dream?
I can't remember
I was young
I can't remember
was I awake?
I can't remember
what did he do?
I can't remember

I can't remember 

ok I remember 
I can't forget
I can't block it out
I feel confused
really don't know what to do
wonder how my life would be
if I just told the truth

this is gettin' too much
gettin too much 
oh nanana oh

was it a dream?
I can't remember
I was young
I can't remember
was I awake?
I can't remember
what did he do?
I can't remember
I can't remember
I...
ok I remember
I can't forget

...

Whenever you feel alone in what you're going through, just know that you're not.  Sometimes, it just feels like no one is there or cares to be, but that's not the case.  I'm always here, don't be afraid to reach out.

can't forget (prod.M4niAc) ( ˘︹˘ )

Till Death Do Us Part... (Prod. RODGER)

BETTER OFF

we're all sad its okay

i don’t have any heart left to give you
i ran straight out but i still missed you
out my mouth the words that kissed you
i am a failure i couldn’t lift you
i’m so sorry for the way 
that you left me i’m a waste
you don’t seem bothered i’m led astray
why don’t you lock me up
in a cage•
•i told you i don’t have anything left
i’m sorry but i hurt myself again
you envied me too much to play pretend 
i know that i’ll go down with no regrets 
gonna make this music till i break as i
watch you cut me out in different shapes
thinking that maybe she cared always my big mistake 
without her inside my life think it’s time to meet my fate
pour your broken heart out on a voicemail to me
hold my breath slowly til i go pale and i cant breathe 
give you everything that’s my promise to keep 
chopping up my heartache i’ll give you the biggest piece 
i don’t have anything left 
not since she left 
not since she left me
oh no (x2)
been feeling anxious for hours 
my ex might call me a coward 
i pray to a higher power 
wash sins away with a shower 
cut my chest until it’s open 
squeeze my neck until it’s frozen
smash my heart until it’s broken
and lose me in the commotion 
i’ll be right here waiting 
i’m slowly hallucinating
with you i don’t read the paintings
colored hatred in my daydreams 
feel the wicked danger changing 
my emotions and the way that i
exist you cannot pave the road 
i’m going i will always stay the same

since she left (prod. cxld blxxd)

PDCMIX.COM

mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/patrickdcarter

beat production by https://soundcloud.com/prettyboyronmusic

parasite w/ hm.wav (prod. prettyboyron)

5 I Cant Stop Hurting U (prod. Y Axis)

"𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕖"
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Lyrics:

[chorus]
sorry for all that i've done, waiting for you ain't expect to be one (ooo)
put all my feelings out front, along with problems that i fear to confront (ooo)
we were so young ignoring the problems by touching our tongues
stunned relations by the end of the month, roller coaster but that shit wasn't fun

[bridge]
where did you go now
 never gon pick up your phone now
i keep on searching till sundown
but i realized im alone now

[verse 1]
why i am here
life without you fills me up with such fear
my pain is severe
but all of it would vanish if you would appear
the outcome unclear
my death inches closer each day you ain't here
I can't persevere
i'll take my own life at the end of a spear

[chorus]
sorry for all that i've done, waiting for you ain't expect to be one (ooo)
put all my feelings out front, along with problems that i fear to confront (ooo)
we were so young ignoring the problems by touching our tongues
stunned relations by the end of the month, roller coaster but that shit wasn't fun

[outro]
fading out black to the background
with you i feel like im compounded
voice sounded just like an angel hit ground and
with all that beauty surrounded me
made me no longer feel bounded, free

can't forget (prod.M4niAc) ( ˘︹˘ )

ʀᴇsᴛɪɴsʟᴇᴇᴘ

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