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recorded jan-25-2024
this time im gonna do it
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time im gonna do it. (acoustic) (Read desc!)

[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

i am
nothing
fucking
ugly
i am not gonna
become anything at all
no one
likes me
i am so retarded
and i
dont wanna
talk to anyone at all

I'm not gonna make it
and i cannot take it
its all fucking useless 
and i am so stupid
ive got nothing to do
and nothing I can lose
i hate everybody
and they all hate me too

out of reach

Instrumental cover of: 
tomopill - what did you expect

im a drug addicted faggot

guitar, drums, synth- fatty
producing, mixing - roader
chill gamer @roadkill777

(fatty)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(lil roader)
im fucking all these emo foids every single day
you know thats just we roll, cant keep up with our game
so dont try to fuck with us you lame ass bitch ass troll
and dont you ever try to touch our drank

dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way


drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(fatty)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(fatty & lil roader)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this 2x

deadonthefloorinmyroom (ft roadkill)

all i wannt is 2 be with uuuuu and i dont wanna se nobody elsseeeeee

cantata (gjallarhornit cover)

99 Luftballons (Nena Cover)

Lyrics:

I've never felt like a person
life is hell and I want to fucking scream 
I wish someone would've told me
nobody will help me in the end 


I'm getting sick of this shit
is there an option to quit?
I'm so tired, hurt, bored, and I'm weak
end my life cause I'm a freak  


Freak

2024-12-05

You saw a headline on the news
CNN said it, so it must be true
Falling intelligence, lower IQs
Everything is all fucked up
And you can thank the........


I don’t ever wanna be fried by fluoride
Everyone I know is fried by fluoride
They’re all fucked up, you can see it in their eyes
Everyone I know is fried by fluoride

You’ve been lobotomized by the TV screen
You don’t know how to argue, you just spaz out at me
You are a fluoride brain, awsome!, beatiful! leftist
I hope you fucking die and drive your car right off a cliff


I don’t ever wanna be fried by fluoride
Everyone I know is fried by fluoride
They’re all fucked up, you can see it in their eyes
Everyone I know is fried by fluoride

pls dont make me go back to the ward

retardead