forgot to put this one on soundcloud my bad yall

im with the boys
i just wanna tell em that its noise
ye of course
i be sippin seriously, floored
on the top now
i just really wanna make a project of my bad songs
thatd be so much better than your album full of scrapbooks

dont finish that song
it works for me
i make this shit then move along
why you wanna talk
bitch your lyrics wrote in chalk
lift yo spirit up a notch
while i’m sipping on this scotch
i just did a whippit at your dads house
my shit is burning up, yo shit need a little gas douse
i need everyone to see me, ill start living in a glass house
in five years or something, y’all gon me jealous of my bad spouse
i’m just not one to pretend, im a friend
i take a couple sounds and i blend, then i hit send
you’re focusing on all of the trends, i can’t depend
when doing this shit is my intention i ascend
i don’t wanna see you lying on the internet
five hoes squeezing in your ride, must be heaven sent
“i’m just not like other guys” better reinvent
your time is spent when i’m writing cus im with

i’m fuckin crazy with it
don’t wanna date or visit
i need to save a minute
when i fuckin sway spigot
and out comes crazy digits
i just might stay ballistic
you better savor this shit
bitch cus this shit ain’t infinite
time for an intervention
might dodge the intersection
write off the imperfections
mind over this perception
five doors down and it’s silent, don’t get discrepant
i know a dwarf and i’m giant, don’t get invested

TWEAKIN!!!!!

BANDWIDTH

Laptop Junkie

SKELETON CODE (feat. Witchouse 40k)

sola - she ft. Ferro

sola - out of bounds (lyrical)

i poured my everything into this one

lyrics

been thinking about giving up on this shit
only money that i make is just enough to pay rent 
i ain’t never had no privilege, i ain’t never had no cent
i grew up poor, but i ain’t really that content
been working harder to make it reality of what i dreamt
so i can hear all my words, and know just what i meant
this musics all i have, only way i know how to express
the depression, that’s been weighing me down like cement

did a feature for a homie, he didn’t like what he heard
but this mics the only thing that i got to record
never messaged me back, another track now stored
but that’s the kinda drive i need to keep pushing forward
I do this music for me, i don’t need no awards
i ain’t tryna open no doors 
no more drink to go pour
don’t want to be adored
im just tryna survive, before they find me dead on the floor 

growing up, my mother stayed stuck to the dope
and my grandma only sees my identity as a joke
got no father in my life, he went and disappeared like smoke 
got no contact from my family, yeah we barely have spoke

last year, i realized i wasn’t living life as myself 
my whole life, i took my feelings, put em up on the shelf
my grandma had standards that i felt i need to upheld
a christian value home can make you feel like your living in hell

hate my fucking body, hate my face
sometimes i just wish i could just be erased

i don’t want live, but i don’t wanna die
told my grandma i transitioned after attempting suicide 
then she went and told me i should put my faith in god
type of shit that make you wonder if they care that  you alive

i put my feelings aside, just tryna make it through life
in middle school i was depressed, i put the blade, put the skin to knife
but now i focus all these feelings in the words that i write 
still sometimes i lay in bed, cant move, stare at the ceiling all night

starting to feel like im stuck running around problems im too scared to confront 
now i got it all on my shoulders, feel like im bout to be crushed

pressure building up, emotions gotta bottle em up
if i keep moving this way then im bound to erupt
but i ain’t gonna let this shit go and make me give up 
being me is all i know, away from the ledge i won’t jump

so to every person who’s ever felt like they don’t got no worth
just keeping on trucking forward, cause we live and we learn 
be the person you inspire, live life without a single concern
cause you always gonna have a person hoping you burn

giving up (Prod. ARAM)

written & performed by @blckbrds & @mobbsradical999
produced by Zepelin
engineered by @tumaggz

UP THE RIVER

FAR GONE

Mix by Retch and RIVR PERSN
prod suave lee
been listening to this beat for a while so me and slaughter decided to hop on it.

!!!SUAVE, I MAKE NO MONEY OFF THIS DONT HUNT ME DOWN!!! i really like your beats!

lyrics:

(Zeni)

I might...spray cream down a bitch
She up getting whipped like i poured her in the mix
Flying out by myself in the cockpit its a moshpit
Brain damage with naut im too baked for this shit 

Too baked like an overcooked cake
Recoil at the face too sweet to the taste 
She recoil'd at the face when i ate up the cake that she baked
im too young for that shit bitch im at the playplace 

No i dont fuck wit my foes
You get pressed you snitch you fold
Throw you back with no portal to home 
You getting lost in this place cause you crossed me and bro 
No i dont fuck wit my foes
You get pressed you snitch you fold
You fuck wit my friends and we fucking yo hoes on the floor

spray cream down a bitch
She up getting whipped like i poured her in the mix
Flying out by myself in the cockpit its a moshpit
Brain damage with naut im too baked for this shit 

Yall cant rap and it shows
Im covered in rosè over bodies im a super saiyan bro
When i blow like propane, the heat leaves you scolded
Im melting gold bars from the vault im devoted
Bitch said im soulless x5 so full of bullshit 
you cant grow shit with that, i bring the biggest facts, i want the biggest racks i swing the biggest bats around i cant sit around i got a beat to catch, i doubt that you ever gon get to that, lil bitch i could stomp around town with both feet attached
I just look off my rocker tear a tree off the map
You niggas is fauter time to bring in the slaughter

(Slaughternaut)

yung but im blowin this shit like a martyr 
me and the zen get shootin
they say that im cheating im just feelin smarter
rap on a beat that’ll ping in yo head and remind you that you need to plug in your charger
how is you gonna ender this disastrous dragon of nuts you aint even got armor
but im thicker than the plot when im huntin for the bean
my fingers turn green when im workin for the cream
yall aint even know what that shit mean either
im hearing hella nas to the tracks no ether
terminating robot and a one eyed freak 
one night stand thats a one off tease
im abe with that shit that could knock out a speaker
bouncin that ass for the green she a vegan
a vegan?
a vegan but wait til i MEAT her
you park round here but i fear theres a meter 
its full
and i own dat
got hella cars that im needing to move round discreet wit
im blowing the horn so expect all the demons
shells on my back we gone leave em anemic
draining the blood from her body im watching it descend
all that talkin and doin me dirty i’ll certainly clean it

CREAM! FT SLAUGHTERNAUT (P. SUAVE LEE)

TARGET

written / performed by @99zedxo, @blckbrds
prod 99zed and Zepelin
Engineered by 99zed

99zed x Blckbrd - DOOMCLOCK

Producer and rapper, barely ever use soundcloud
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