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lyrics:

i should've known from the very start this was pointless 
i never learned compassion like the other kids did 
i was kept in a bedroom watching vhs tapes 
absorbing everything 
and now, snuff is just snuff 
and it's never enough to satiate an appetite 
built on someone else's lust for disgust 
so, now it's pointless 
i'll never be the image of containment that i was meant to be 

and it's a real tear-jerker, they'll say 
as they watch my vhs tapes 
i'm going to hell, but rest assured 
i'll be taking every fucking last one of you motherfuckers down with me

snuff

i heard you needed someone to pray to at night