[Gumi] Perfect Fiction (Tsumugi Shirogane fan song) - Mcki Robyns-P

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

music / kian
vocals / kevin, kafu
illust / BONES 

[lyrics]
The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

I forgot the way that you would
Say that you would 
Be the one who'll make a change
And it hurts to say what's on my mind 
Given the way you treated mine
You were mine
But you refuse to look inside yourself 
Cause you're too scared of what you'll find
Live in your collective lie

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth
It's exhausting when you try to take away the

Happiness I try to hide

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

LIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH

The Good Child and the Fox Spirit - Kikuo (SynthV English cover ft. SOLARIA)

UNCANNY x DEATHBODY [Mashup]

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yt: https://youtu.be/OXbn6kVS4C0
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Aza14Rxc4faHB6TXckNJh6XJGfUuunpW?usp=share_link
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rW4mVb_2PeFLJdJH1wi4VXgvODldFcC_Nzvjl2NN-OI/edit?usp=sharing

CHRONIC WASTING DISEASE ft. ASTERIAN (SynthV Original Song)

not mine!! original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOyGcHZdG0c
lyrics:
Hundreds of years searching for a reason
As the time passes by in a lonely cry
Signs of a child lost to rusted seasons
Can you find glowing eyes
through the lunar lullaby's lie

Fragmented parts from relentless beating
Decorate winter days in a godless way
For sin never stays under sacred reasons
Yet I pray for escape in a
Fantasy filled daze

And as your body hits the flame
I'll watch the motions of your twisted face
A sacrificial want, a carnal rage
Awaken everything I learned to annihilate

And as your body hits the flame
You ask a silent god if it's to late
When they find your battered body
Trust that your ashes will be
Drawn by matches and rust

Thousands of years slipping through my fingers
Imitate futile waves in a gentle blaze
Heaven exists for the lost and fearful
Can you find faithful eyes
through the lunar lullaby's lie

Fragmented parts from relentless beating
Recreate winter days in a soulless way
For sin never stays under sacred reasons
So I pray for escape in a
Fantasy filled daze

And even through the night
It seems I've come to find
You'll never face the light
The generational curse of our kind

And as your body hits the flame
I'll watch the motions of your melted face
Hey ain't that funny, you can't bear the same
Sort of agony you forced me to emulate

And as your body hits the flame
You meet the burning of a child's rage
And when they find your battered body
Trust that your ashes will be
Drawn by matches and rust

Matches and rust, oh

Picking at flowers by the footsteps of your grave
Eating the thorns trapped in a monochromatic daze
They say it’s nature
No, I can't just run away

Wait, don’t go,
Won’t you help me dissect my brain?

Of Matches and Rust by Vane and Apollo Kepler

"i don't wanna let you down"

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/Yg6g3agPj8Y

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music / illust / mv - friendxp  
vocal - sheena

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instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1d-V7zDQiUcbIlweUSpywtOG57Ck9lMU9?usp=drive_link
streaming - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/how-2-pleaser
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/how-2-pleaser
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

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it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

it’s a crisis in itself
the symptoms paralleled in every infidel
i know it well
you always sell what’s not to tell
and simply, a stagnant “truth” luring us into “sin”
as soon as we begin
i know better than that
back-to-back, there’ll be no slack

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot rid

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

“let me waste my life atoning for somebody else’s burdens”
who should be responsible for traumas left inaudible?

now, we’ve both withdrawn
dawdled on when mending bonds
and now, they’re nearly gone
every single fleeting glance
i can spy the eyes of latent plights
hunting through night

of course, the status is enforced
may i premorse what bloomed straight from the source?

denouncing that “other side”
turn it to me and i’ll look alive
“would you look at that round of sinners?”
smiling, idling as no beginner
it’s better not showed nor telled
“it’s like they wanna go straight unto hell”
for this sentence that swallows all lifelines
i’d like a bit of time

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot yet rid

in the end, it’s the same
is there gain without pain?
“it’s coming around to get you cause ain’t it true?”

as i’m bombarded by complexity
the world remains a mystery
there’s no room for ambiguity
“allah, the scenes i see are - ”
shrouded by ubiquity
parading false identities
and twisting tongues oh so breathlessly
“allah, the scenes i see are gone”

allah, the scenes i see are wrong…

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a life that i cannot lead

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

now, and till i’m gone
allah all along had me wrong

HOW 2 PLEASER - friendxp feat. sheena

CONTENT WARNING:
the lyrics in this song are from the perspective of a character who romanticizes violence and injury, and although the topic isn't explicitly mentioned or implied, some of the lyrics may be triggering to those who struggle with s*lf-harm. stay safe!

yt: https://youtu.be/gVRGueEGIPU?si=PPEsb4amBpEKEU3O
lyr:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1P9DqhRbG8vFZzGd5XNUFopQ_imzZNTZyc6MOHt91NXI/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Fq8kLQwfrdmukxeLsSAp_Q0UlkywgWNt?usp=sharing

MISS MISERYGUTS ft. Tsuina-chan AI (SynthV Original Song)

song credits:
written by jnr.
produced by jnr.
mixed by nico mendoza and jnr.
assistant mix engineer romy healey
mastered by  @Aphir  
guitars by max jacobs and jnr.
drums by tommy o’brien 
moog synthesizer by nico scali
background vocals by jnr.,  @rageflower ,   @charliejpittman  and tommy o’brien
engineered by nico mendoza, nico scali and jnr.

lyrics:
we grew the garden just hide in the bed
under the covers we just leave it alone
i wish i could help you forget
but you do that on your own

is it easier when we’re taking it slowly
instead of running my mouth to say that it’s all in your head
and you’re kidding yourself if don’t see what i see
but it’s clear to me

that you got me thinking
ooh
i kinda like it just the way that you are
and i think i’ve known it right from the start
cus baby every time i’ll take you
as you are
as you

you don’t stay
i think it’s something i said
let it fall out my mouth
now i’m piecing the words back together
in ways just to tell ya
“how could it be in your head?”

so i sit at the door waiting for you call me
know i’d take it all back and try not to pull at the threads
but when everything comes apart know it’s only
a waste of breath

now you got me thinking
ooh
i kinda like it just the way that you are
and i think i’ve known it right from the start
cus baby every time i’ll take you
as you are
as you

know that it’s right
yeah
know where you been
but you’re not there darling
call it a night
cus you got me thinking ooh
i kinda like it just the way that you are
as you are
as you

as you are

Song by : SHUDDER

VOCALOID used : Kagamine Len, Megpoid English, Hatsune Miku English
Lyrics : https://vocaloidlyrics.fandom.com/wiki/There_Was_Something_Behind_You

There was something behind you - SHUDDER

none of these songs are mine!! i just reupload songs i like that aren't on soundcloud. links to the originals are in the description :)