Lyrics:

I have a lot of things I wanna say
First of all, I think that this is going great
You give me all the love that I could ever ask
But frankly, I don't see how this could ever last

I'm insecure as hell, and quite a mess
It's been running in my mind that all I am's a test
I can't get these thoughts out of my mind
I'll go ahead and ask you just to save some time

If I could not love myself the way I love you
Would you leave me, too, out of the blue?
If I were broken, beaten, and scarred without you
Would you be there for me, holding me like you do?
All these voices tell me that you won't stay
I don't wanna be there when you run away
If I could not love myself the way I love you
Would you leave me, too, out of the blue?

I love you
And I don't want to lose you
I trust you
But I don't trust myself with the truth

If I could not love myself the way I love you
Would you leave me, too, out of the blue?
If I were broken, beaten, and scarred without you
Would you be there for me, holding me like you do?
All these voices tell me that you won't stay
I don't wanna be there when you run away
If I could not love myself the way I love you
Would you leave me, too, out of the blue?

what it feels like to be insecure. (Prod. peril)

Reveilution is the musical journey of Jay, a 20-year-old singer-songwriter with a passion for blending genres and telling unapologetically honest stories.
Drawing from influences across rock, indie, emo, pop, and beyond, Reveilution turns personal highs and lows into songs that connect on a deeply human level.
Each track is a piece of Jay’s life — unfiltered, melodic, and emotionally charged — inviting listeners to feel, reflect, and find their own meaning in the music.